歌名：只怕想家─黃美珍
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我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L0v5FLWQN
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITPyQyIlPR
怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZNWSoxeoZ
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqnjkdPWan
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumKO5iVvzg
不再笑得像太陽，靜得像月亮，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9RDIXIndz
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKURFgDl1Go
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlamc4vMUXX
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnepEkcHX1l
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITNO9dot1p
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorso3QlnAj
就算曾被責罵，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3zAF65IBO
現在明白是心疼啊。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmn1sfSZW2
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你能不能別閃躲，別複雜，別說謊，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4JcWs5Eqq
痛快承認太遙遠，太漫長，太渴望，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVNk6JHm6z
所以有了新對象，忘了我在他鄉。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RC47BmvhT
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAKCAtKifi
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3FNRi6l53
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fp0Sq0Jez
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1JXLtfBPO
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucmNCSupQP
就算曾經責罵，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOKNTRc3eh
現在才明白那是心疼啊。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ7huuFoWn
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寂寞就是想從前，想逃亡，想分享，想回家。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD0gwiw96q
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那是碩二下，我已經五個多月沒回家了，因為論文進度堪憂。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHWHK6AzVA
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每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月，看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡，看看一言難盡的data，我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDwMBOm4h2
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高中畢業以後離家，至今也有6、7年了，往年再怎麼忙，每月至少回家一次，蹭飯、充電，再繼續闖蕩。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7yrOHbRQU
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這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎，心想，北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度，必須挪出來用，非常時期。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhx9AwLzqs
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嘆氣，掏出鑰匙，嘆氣，開門。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxQSO2DUEz
308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4peBjUlFI
「我回來了，忘記帶變壓器，筆電沒電了。」我說，放下咖啡。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14eeMpcDNM
「娃，那要休息一下嗎？」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心，臉轉向我，但眼睛沒離開螢幕。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISwEitTVqr
嘆氣。「不用，我送電接著寫。」308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrG8c6lTvn
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有時候，有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處，雖然只是一個三坪大的房間，無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣，但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外，有個散心的地方。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCyG47qAkd
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雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj0kquPKEz
308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXV9wDndLp
獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲，爬上床準備睡午覺，於是我抱起筆電，從單人床上移動到書桌前，推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電，繼續。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0y1ekj5Eu1
308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4lJTyy0Ge
桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂，我不是很在意，最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲，才不會分心。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuWve4ZgDl
308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm0FMXF67r
youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德，再唱到Leo王，然後，突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好，也不是男友喜好的歌曲。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN7Zg6PdaX
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『怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1YjO6yWEK
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6okDdYct3
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，』308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0EJveGJmo
308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZzBfU8us7
我愣了一下，這是一個清澈的女聲，樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字，我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來，攤在我面前。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0M0pZFsxx
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我停下敲鍵盤的手，托腮看向螢幕308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1vofUACjr
308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0RdeSKsBx
『我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hmn6MnZLs
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下，308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3nt3ynkdh
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛，』308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHKM0sdofm
308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI04sah6f40
在我反應過來前，已開始嚎啕大哭，才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦，難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡，和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起，苦的令人鼻酸。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnrpFZ4c1l
308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBetke147dt
昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳，從床上彈起來，抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡，急急忙忙要切掉音樂。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomIafQ8fBI
308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjQuTLJAhL
我抓住他的手，一邊大力搖頭，一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子，想起連電鍋都沒有的我，去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子，眼看今年也即將從缺，哭得更起勁了。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqbBfMrmFz
308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMO97U52pP
男友無奈地拍拍我的頭，熟練地安慰：「好了好了，總會寫完的，妳不是每天都寫很多嗎？寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句，經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYcS9YwlnX
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我什麼也不怕，只是怕想家。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhcA3oJg7F
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv7rlOxQtx
以及論文。
