歌名：只怕想家─黃美珍
歌詞：439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmURMJKukpU
我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO8MC5Afgv
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIYmCefFBo
怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJyR1Ihlk8
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdM790JjqB
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOMcxLC1Sk
不再笑得像太陽，靜得像月亮，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2w3suAV4r
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9IdUN5Z1F
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST9RtJxLVu
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HHKjG9GUd
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeWawYvGcH
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKiJdkOtIt
就算曾被責罵，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFO9E8uh50
現在明白是心疼啊。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b5YyDVZXp
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HlMRnTyuw
你能不能別閃躲，別複雜，別說謊，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW1bvuYAwi
痛快承認太遙遠，太漫長，太渴望，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlRXTpNrpZ
所以有了新對象，忘了我在他鄉。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam4zgN0Vik
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzwM5Em3F0
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMNDUHIsKZ
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARqtykqivJ
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM40LJeCvMo
什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopQoyTWA8D
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYehSJo4lu4
就算曾經責罵，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eyMcw714T
現在才明白那是心疼啊。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPJ7vl3hs1
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pT9PAw3Db
寂寞就是想從前，想逃亡，想分享，想回家。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOJWkxJZxg
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439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycrxsHtuD7
那是碩二下，我已經五個多月沒回家了，因為論文進度堪憂。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFDdJZ8opd
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXfUR8fzMm
每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月，看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡，看看一言難盡的data，我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV36IJUFNnu
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高中畢業以後離家，至今也有6、7年了，往年再怎麼忙，每月至少回家一次，蹭飯、充電，再繼續闖蕩。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLYSOrjITJ
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZnKDsHOFQ
這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎，心想，北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度，必須挪出來用，非常時期。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9o01CRmIN
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV9a70Q6Pk
嘆氣，掏出鑰匙，嘆氣，開門。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BQBf7hoBx
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bd5a7ah8U
「我回來了，忘記帶變壓器，筆電沒電了。」我說，放下咖啡。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1udB2F44m
「娃，那要休息一下嗎？」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心，臉轉向我，但眼睛沒離開螢幕。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuT9cVfvFn
嘆氣。「不用，我送電接著寫。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvphhRgXDE
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWw8pIFcMz
有時候，有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處，雖然只是一個三坪大的房間，無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣，但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外，有個散心的地方。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlps30PO51
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雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry8Z1tq37s
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20msIu20ii
獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲，爬上床準備睡午覺，於是我抱起筆電，從單人床上移動到書桌前，推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電，繼續。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiP5Jx0Tbw
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiFRlYZ0HG
桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂，我不是很在意，最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲，才不會分心。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwO7xAe9B4
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sqLnlgQiC
youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德，再唱到Leo王，然後，突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好，也不是男友喜好的歌曲。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp1duO5h1e
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS0KaZdAiV
『怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPRDRfsVWE
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzXfkMNdKa
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，』439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuEzBhBnha
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwoADUhCNV
我愣了一下，這是一個清澈的女聲，樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字，我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來，攤在我面前。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpEUV3OOce
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHGJ73qB2H
我停下敲鍵盤的手，托腮看向螢幕439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTKno4IZZb
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQXYco1SPq
『我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeRDLrWDnE
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpnhg3ZFcQ
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛，』439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HaeDO1Ai7
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItkZoCxcZb
在我反應過來前，已開始嚎啕大哭，才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦，難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡，和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起，苦的令人鼻酸。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHSaeE8a7P
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh76foiVHlp
昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳，從床上彈起來，抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡，急急忙忙要切掉音樂。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj58nVaVEc2
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFVRVwhbbu
我抓住他的手，一邊大力搖頭，一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子，想起連電鍋都沒有的我，去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子，眼看今年也即將從缺，哭得更起勁了。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1bZc8mI4J
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g2N5Vk36S
男友無奈地拍拍我的頭，熟練地安慰：「好了好了，總會寫完的，妳不是每天都寫很多嗎？寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句，經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUxqu4tVYY
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WZr3q63L4
我什麼也不怕，只是怕想家。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwDXmzmav9
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHOTgI5KsA
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBEgVeRzvq
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO54pRFY8hc
以及論文。
