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荒謬，就是荒謬。我想起在書本中看到的介紹。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXkuDd4qFv
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原來飛鳥症*是真的。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7BOKho6No
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振振翅膀，鏡子裡的白鳥和我做了相同的舉動。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmd0vnWrTV
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原來不只自殺，被殺死也會變成鳥的嗎？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwwZEfI2GC
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鳥類似乎有種奇異的方向感。牠們好像天性即知歸巢在哪，無論身在何處都能感知到該往哪裡飛去；就算腦袋什麼都沒想，身體自然而然也會選擇回家的方向。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC9fYWoyBk
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跨過深夜之後迎來的便是黎明，我停在公園裡的某棵樹上觀察人群。不遠處有幾對父母陪孩子嬉鬧玩耍，有人拿著手機在講電話；也有人疑似是丟失東西，正在漫無目的地尋找。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHipA5X6BW2
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暑夏的風不管怎麼吹都是熱的，明明就是在樹底下，卻感覺自己快被烤焦了。原本想飛去北海道，結果飛了不知道多久才發現自己還留在熟悉的東京，好像怎麼樣都不能離開這裡。真奇怪。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI62qpleX6O
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這裡是我跟夏油傑常來的公園。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLsJMNrqun
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其實除了帶便當以外，他以前會在走回家的路上特意帶我繞過來玩設施。我也很喜歡這裡，因為他會在後面替我推鞦韆；再後來，我們會一起坐在鞦韆上看太陽快要落下山頭的樣子，然後再慢悠悠地走上通往回家的路。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMhkJeP6Ch
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交往後的某天，他一如既往地陪我看夕陽西沉。我回憶起這件事情，然後說：「……其實小時候只覺得你這個人很好，長大後才明白那是一種浪漫。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEWMJti7oe
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聞言，他忍不住笑，嘴唇輕輕碰了碰我的。是一個帶有汽水味道的親吻，黏糊糊的。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHjq1kqISR
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「誰讓你知道我的秘密的。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbHuLb0teG
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「所以是因為這樣才對我好？」我盯住他，大有「不交代清楚就完蛋了」的意味。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6QsiSU3DU
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這是在拷問我嗎。他笑得無奈，然後抬起手，做出投降姿勢：「以前只是聽父母的話，讓我多照顧你一點。後來你知道我的秘密了，就想：那更不能放你離開我了。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUpN73UDnL
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為什麼？我問；他沉吟了下，說：大概是因為，你是唯一一個知道我秘密的人吧。如果你也離開我，那我會很孤單的。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTeb90lYRc
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後來又補了一句：後面就不這樣想了，只是好像也很難解釋在什麼時候意識到自己喜歡你的。但對我來說，你就是很不一樣。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRk7P5sapn
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現在想起這件事，我好像也開始明白他的心思了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGVGvDw4qt
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會不會其實從一開始就是我的一廂情願呢？我只是陪著夏油傑走過最寂寞的一段時光，而他誤以為這種陪伴就是愛了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJYBeKYZdF
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……所以在意識到「這世界上還有人跟他是同類」的時候，便能無所謂地拋下我了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjjPR0a6ft
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「媽媽你看！好漂亮的鳥！」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfgaBkRhUe
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不知道第幾次了。總是會看見有人停下腳步觀察我，或是試圖伸手捕抓我。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpzaNtgijP
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我曾經跟好多人對上視線過。但一隻鳥哪有什麼好稀奇的，即使我是此處鳥群中唯一一隻白鳥也是；對他們來說，就只是隻鳥而已。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPI1qwLy3r
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我想起他注視我的眼睛。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡey0G36NLN7
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……而對夏油傑來說，我也是這樣的存在吧。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtLvZAUwEx
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沒有任何區別。我再一次告訴自己。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK4NUcZB57
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*飛鳥症：文梗，連結是圖片文字說明；與文梗不符的內容均為私設。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmuEQJNZFt
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祝閱讀愉快。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxG43szX3b
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