4.2章說過,因康雯的「催促」(部份原因),我參加了青見。我的青見個案經理,是梁姑娘。132Please respect copyright.PENANAxm8lmTtCxW
132Please respect copyright.PENANAjs3QgnDQpH
我就打電話給梁姑娘,訴說這些事:大埔4K工小圈子一夜之間莫名其妙地瓦解,很擔心父母離世......說到途中,居然又忍不著哭......132Please respect copyright.PENANAerOlTHl9H7
132Please respect copyright.PENANAKHEOLYuCgC
我很想找快點找到新工作,以讓自己有點寄託,減少胡思亂想。132Please respect copyright.PENANAuuWVFH1zeR
132Please respect copyright.PENANAraOeZ869ux
梁姑娘說,一些社福機構也有類似的半年4K工,著我到某些網站尋找。又說她工作的青少年中心,也有這些空缺,著我可申請。132Please respect copyright.PENANAlGMFP2Aijv
132Please respect copyright.PENANA1bBqWKQlVC
郵寄了不下十多封這些半年4K工的求職信,有間甚至是近在我家樓下的青少年中心,結果就和當年向《 YES!》徵友欄索取女孩地址一樣,幾乎全部石沉大海(1章)。132Please respect copyright.PENANAtRWiAlkWmZ
132Please respect copyright.PENANAEnty9z9RY6
唯一有回音的,是梁姑娘工作的青少年中心。很明顯,是梁姑娘背後動作,識人好過識字。132Please respect copyright.PENANA6baEpNftSJ
132Please respect copyright.PENANAdjl9yfywyS
不意外地,2004年4月中,成為了梁姑娘工作的青少年中心的員工,又一個半年4K(參考:阿源的TVB初次訪問出街後,有社工跟進他,也是帶了他進青少年中心做這些臨時工)。132Please respect copyright.PENANA86Oef7flws
132Please respect copyright.PENANA6BFbsM28jn
起初,我情緒仍然低落,但一直告訴自己,這是嶄新的一頁,不要再情緒低落了。當然,這裡也有其他4K人,我盡力融入,希望結織朋友。132Please respect copyright.PENANAPuASTykDvE
132Please respect copyright.PENANAcumGoahDcq
沒料到,這裡的,是比卓絲更仆街的仆街,更瘋狂的針對、孤立、邊緣化。132Please respect copyright.PENANAeotEc2uv2R
132Please respect copyright.PENANAlRJY4X5syW
之前大埔某政府部門那裡,還有個小圈子加入。青少年中心這裡,我完全被孤立完全被邊緣化,徹底社死(我到底社死了多少次呢?)。132Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZglfBo8xu
132Please respect copyright.PENANAXZddgffQkn
沒事可做,揭一揭報紙,也被批評。不是批評一次,而是幾乎隔天便借故重提嘮叨。直到我遞辭職信,又被挽留,才沒再提。132Please respect copyright.PENANAED6CqpmvOe
132Please respect copyright.PENANAwsBtzk1PiT
聽到有人對梁姑娘說:「總之我聽埋聽埋,我對佢印象就係唔好!佢喺呢度都攪成咁,將來出到去,我唔知佢點算....」,梁姑娘沒作聲,只有一臉無奈。這個「佢」,準是我,一定係。132Please respect copyright.PENANAY1csUYvi1w
132Please respect copyright.PENANArBwP1nKDgj
連梁姑娘,也身受其害。相信因為我,她一定聽不少「你做乜帶隻咁嘅嘢入黎」之類說話。132Please respect copyright.PENANADEwwZjF4Is
132Please respect copyright.PENANAtB0VbH6RiM
後期,甚至去到連眼尾看見同事填文件,也被照肺:「你唔係人哋上司,你冇權睇人哋做乜!你咁睇人哋填文件,係質疑同事工作,仲質疑埋同事既上司,雙重質疑,破壞呢度既融洽和諧......」132Please respect copyright.PENANAWHXpoTfKKL
132Please respect copyright.PENANAuXfBXHvrqh
某人生日,全4K人高調吹雞去唱K,唯獨留下我一個。132Please respect copyright.PENANAzXs02i3vJ0
132Please respect copyright.PENANAMMbpctYqVM
全4K人吹雞去台灣玩,當然又是.......132Please respect copyright.PENANAasCeIGr7p4
132Please respect copyright.PENANAESA87HXivB
2004年10月,又到半年約滿期了。臨別秋波,梁姑娘也很無奈,也說不出我到底做錯了甚麼、得罪了那些「人」甚麼。唯有推介我看《人性的弱點》,說是探討人際關係,對結識朋友、改善人緣有幫助。132Please respect copyright.PENANASPP91g5LSQ
132Please respect copyright.PENANAyQuOvzV4As
滿懷怒火地離開這裡後,本為期一年的青見服務,也超額結束,梁姑娘也沒再找我。132Please respect copyright.PENANAGiX8KzMghJ
132Please respect copyright.PENANAJTX3vXJGd4
我找了《人性的弱點》這本書看,一邊看,一邊認真反思檢討。只覺得,這本書寫的,若完全做足,簡直是完全失去自我,確沒可能。但我以往,七八成怎也有做,又怎樣?只是一次又一次的「你對人好,唔好望人對返你好」。132Please respect copyright.PENANA9D8tcENofg
132Please respect copyright.PENANAD1tWIw0cVd
這本書,看了約七成,便棄了。132Please respect copyright.PENANAqfi5N7qbIN
132Please respect copyright.PENANA5sWVqzzrzS
數年後,認識了某人,她的脾氣性格,完全是這本書的反面教材:極自我中心、嚴人寬己,但朋友、桃花,還是一蘿蘿飛來蜢。132Please respect copyright.PENANAaGvtYF7BQ3
132Please respect copyright.PENANApRjM9iXboI
此時已是2004年底,如4.3章述,2003年那短期課程結識的傻男和康雯,也在這時反面(康雯,「輪班」喎、「工時長」喎,「很忙」喎、「時間難夾」喎),朋友僅餘肥妹。132Please respect copyright.PENANAcmF233Yvw5
132Please respect copyright.PENANAJRiOSx4oIL
短期課程的康雯。132Please respect copyright.PENANAhK2ARa6Ecf
132Please respect copyright.PENANAW7tBAZ3VuJ
大埔4K工的卓絲、小圈子的3個「朋友」:一輝、地下情侶。132Please respect copyright.PENANA1IygBD2jr3
132Please respect copyright.PENANAJvrPYNXyhc
青少年中心的4K同事。132Please respect copyright.PENANACvowWzPwcc
132Please respect copyright.PENANAeu9OLN7JSg
一個又一個,全部.........132Please respect copyright.PENANAZRwG3oBbg1
132Please respect copyright.PENANAh8bNCUNbVZ
冥冥之中、天意、宿命,全部係冥冥之中、天意、宿命。132Please respect copyright.PENANArnMajYwTqd
132Please respect copyright.PENANA2bjFocsU7O
2003年在那短期課程得到的少許自信,經過這一年半,已消滅殆盡。132Please respect copyright.PENANAiPAsQ8MBKO
ns52.14.67.34da2 132Please respect copyright.PENANAjs3QgnDQpH
我就打電話給梁姑娘,訴說這些事:大埔4K工小圈子一夜之間莫名其妙地瓦解,很擔心父母離世......說到途中,居然又忍不著哭......132Please respect copyright.PENANAerOlTHl9H7
132Please respect copyright.PENANAKHEOLYuCgC
我很想找快點找到新工作,以讓自己有點寄託,減少胡思亂想。132Please respect copyright.PENANAuuWVFH1zeR
132Please respect copyright.PENANAraOeZ869ux
梁姑娘說,一些社福機構也有類似的半年4K工,著我到某些網站尋找。又說她工作的青少年中心,也有這些空缺,著我可申請。132Please respect copyright.PENANAlGMFP2Aijv
132Please respect copyright.PENANA1bBqWKQlVC
郵寄了不下十多封這些半年4K工的求職信,有間甚至是近在我家樓下的青少年中心,結果就和當年向《 YES!》徵友欄索取女孩地址一樣,幾乎全部石沉大海(1章)。132Please respect copyright.PENANAtRWiAlkWmZ
132Please respect copyright.PENANAEnty9z9RY6
唯一有回音的,是梁姑娘工作的青少年中心。很明顯,是梁姑娘背後動作,識人好過識字。132Please respect copyright.PENANA6baEpNftSJ
132Please respect copyright.PENANAdjl9yfywyS
不意外地,2004年4月中,成為了梁姑娘工作的青少年中心的員工,又一個半年4K(參考:阿源的TVB初次訪問出街後,有社工跟進他,也是帶了他進青少年中心做這些臨時工)。132Please respect copyright.PENANA86Oef7flws
132Please respect copyright.PENANA6BFbsM28jn
起初,我情緒仍然低落,但一直告訴自己,這是嶄新的一頁,不要再情緒低落了。當然,這裡也有其他4K人,我盡力融入,希望結織朋友。132Please respect copyright.PENANAPuASTykDvE
132Please respect copyright.PENANAcumGoahDcq
沒料到,這裡的,是比卓絲更仆街的仆街,更瘋狂的針對、孤立、邊緣化。132Please respect copyright.PENANAeotEc2uv2R
132Please respect copyright.PENANAlRJY4X5syW
之前大埔某政府部門那裡,還有個小圈子加入。青少年中心這裡,我完全被孤立完全被邊緣化,徹底社死(我到底社死了多少次呢?)。132Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZglfBo8xu
132Please respect copyright.PENANAXZddgffQkn
沒事可做,揭一揭報紙,也被批評。不是批評一次,而是幾乎隔天便借故重提嘮叨。直到我遞辭職信,又被挽留,才沒再提。132Please respect copyright.PENANAED6CqpmvOe
132Please respect copyright.PENANAwsBtzk1PiT
聽到有人對梁姑娘說:「總之我聽埋聽埋,我對佢印象就係唔好!佢喺呢度都攪成咁,將來出到去,我唔知佢點算....」,梁姑娘沒作聲,只有一臉無奈。這個「佢」,準是我,一定係。132Please respect copyright.PENANAY1csUYvi1w
132Please respect copyright.PENANArBwP1nKDgj
連梁姑娘,也身受其害。相信因為我,她一定聽不少「你做乜帶隻咁嘅嘢入黎」之類說話。132Please respect copyright.PENANADEwwZjF4Is
132Please respect copyright.PENANAtB0VbH6RiM
後期,甚至去到連眼尾看見同事填文件,也被照肺:「你唔係人哋上司,你冇權睇人哋做乜!你咁睇人哋填文件,係質疑同事工作,仲質疑埋同事既上司,雙重質疑,破壞呢度既融洽和諧......」132Please respect copyright.PENANAWHXpoTfKKL
132Please respect copyright.PENANAuXfBXHvrqh
某人生日,全4K人高調吹雞去唱K,唯獨留下我一個。132Please respect copyright.PENANAzXs02i3vJ0
132Please respect copyright.PENANAMMbpctYqVM
全4K人吹雞去台灣玩,當然又是.......132Please respect copyright.PENANAasCeIGr7p4
132Please respect copyright.PENANAESA87HXivB
2004年10月,又到半年約滿期了。臨別秋波,梁姑娘也很無奈,也說不出我到底做錯了甚麼、得罪了那些「人」甚麼。唯有推介我看《人性的弱點》,說是探討人際關係,對結識朋友、改善人緣有幫助。132Please respect copyright.PENANASPP91g5LSQ
132Please respect copyright.PENANAyQuOvzV4As
滿懷怒火地離開這裡後,本為期一年的青見服務,也超額結束,梁姑娘也沒再找我。132Please respect copyright.PENANAGiX8KzMghJ
132Please respect copyright.PENANAJTX3vXJGd4
我找了《人性的弱點》這本書看,一邊看,一邊認真反思檢討。只覺得,這本書寫的,若完全做足,簡直是完全失去自我,確沒可能。但我以往,七八成怎也有做,又怎樣?只是一次又一次的「你對人好,唔好望人對返你好」。132Please respect copyright.PENANA9D8tcENofg
132Please respect copyright.PENANAD1tWIw0cVd
這本書,看了約七成,便棄了。132Please respect copyright.PENANAqfi5N7qbIN
132Please respect copyright.PENANA5sWVqzzrzS
數年後,認識了某人,她的脾氣性格,完全是這本書的反面教材:極自我中心、嚴人寬己,但朋友、桃花,還是一蘿蘿飛來蜢。132Please respect copyright.PENANAaGvtYF7BQ3
132Please respect copyright.PENANApRjM9iXboI
此時已是2004年底,如4.3章述,2003年那短期課程結識的傻男和康雯,也在這時反面(康雯,「輪班」喎、「工時長」喎,「很忙」喎、「時間難夾」喎),朋友僅餘肥妹。132Please respect copyright.PENANAcmF233Yvw5
132Please respect copyright.PENANAJRiOSx4oIL
短期課程的康雯。132Please respect copyright.PENANAhK2ARa6Ecf
132Please respect copyright.PENANAW7tBAZ3VuJ
大埔4K工的卓絲、小圈子的3個「朋友」:一輝、地下情侶。132Please respect copyright.PENANA1IygBD2jr3
132Please respect copyright.PENANAJvrPYNXyhc
青少年中心的4K同事。132Please respect copyright.PENANACvowWzPwcc
132Please respect copyright.PENANAeu9OLN7JSg
一個又一個,全部.........132Please respect copyright.PENANAZRwG3oBbg1
132Please respect copyright.PENANAh8bNCUNbVZ
冥冥之中、天意、宿命,全部係冥冥之中、天意、宿命。132Please respect copyright.PENANArnMajYwTqd
132Please respect copyright.PENANA2bjFocsU7O
2003年在那短期課程得到的少許自信,經過這一年半,已消滅殆盡。132Please respect copyright.PENANAiPAsQ8MBKO