Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHflqaLy4ph
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HWz8yqdPJ
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68ODosrcPk
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYdnrqMLBH

In a room full of people,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xzfBKIktE
I can't help but feel alone,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4TebNQEps
And the darkness take it's hold,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcHGAcH5fi
That makes me feel so small.234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jg55LlHWi

They ask me to smile,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruQV1JyGge
But I've forgotten how,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8R5fI32JaC
And I can't remember why,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteqg8nmEmk
My sparkle began to dim.234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17d59YYlBL

They make me so crazy,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU7rc82ule
But still I let them win,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPrDfIbCU8
After I've taken all I can bare,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsft3peFTM
I've no one to call, 234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgCZYdUrjy
No one to be there.234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSIXmEwyPH

They've seen my true colours,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4KuTpNUe9
When I've let them shine through,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXKNBu82OS
My true colours,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrPS03fbNw
I'd wished I'd never shown.234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviDmyrD3nW

I am afraid to let them show,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4vopOmdnR
My true colours,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKHTuXAgR3
They claimed were beautiful,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2I4crMWNz
But they still tore me down, 234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkubBrEWYYA
Making me feel small,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5h0zDl2SYn
My true colours,234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXlJlD3loj
I should've never shown.234Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MdWr6RGBn