後夜,眾人醉得七葷八素,大弘等幾個男生把沙發留給林青怡躺,紛紛倒在地上呼呼大睡。190Please respect copyright.PENANAHdXs4Ggt7z
190Please respect copyright.PENANAYTwJX5Bj9X
一晚都只有炸物跟酒下肚,林青怡半夜被渴醒了。環顧一圈,才發現屋主唐嘉鈞不在客廳,她想也許是進屋睡了。190Please respect copyright.PENANAbw7OIjwatM
190Please respect copyright.PENANAyXevVih3dQ
她走到廚房,準備倒一杯水來解渴,卻找不到燈光的開關,只好打開手機手電筒,小心翼翼地摸著黑走進去。190Please respect copyright.PENANAGyEOE33dRn
190Please respect copyright.PENANAgJZvEV4Hdk
漆黑的視野裡,只有藍白色的光流淌在地上。190Please respect copyright.PENANAa8l9t54Gjd
190Please respect copyright.PENANARL9tQ1MaGy
「三、四、五⋯⋯十、九、十⋯⋯」190Please respect copyright.PENANA2GK5NhuGQ9
190Please respect copyright.PENANAmtbyxKBi6v
冰箱沒關,唐嘉鈞披著一件毛毯,盤腿坐在冰箱前面,呆滯地數著冷藏庫裡的底片盒。190Please respect copyright.PENANABsK6J6OFHS
190Please respect copyright.PENANABkF5hEcCvV
林青怡踢到了餐椅的腳,唐嘉鈞像是突然被聲音喚醒,立刻就想朝聲源靠近,卻被地上滾動的底片盒絆倒在地。他踉蹌地半走半爬,直到緊緊抱住她的腳,讓她原地動彈不得。190Please respect copyright.PENANAhQQxOAqRzK
190Please respect copyright.PENANAC2531VjlYJ
帶有酒氣的聲音沙啞。190Please respect copyright.PENANAHI3hV5Pk3e
190Please respect copyright.PENANABoTdFy8heW
「小青、小青⋯⋯」190Please respect copyright.PENANA2Gek00WOup
190Please respect copyright.PENANANir9Rd0aUd
她的赤足感受到了濕意,於是不忍抽出來。她知道喊的不是她。190Please respect copyright.PENANASITnEzc7pc
190Please respect copyright.PENANAWkhANvJfDv
小青不在唐嘉鈞身邊了。190Please respect copyright.PENANAIe2BSHVOMS
190Please respect copyright.PENANAs5wJCM52jp
190Please respect copyright.PENANAZnEIcbKOWe
190Please respect copyright.PENANAUiHyLCKNBI
微光自窗簾的縫隙滲進室內,一道光線恰巧吻著林青怡微闔的眼皮,她睡眼惺忪地轉醒。190Please respect copyright.PENANAyqm0x8QyMQ
190Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2Oypd5wfM
在硬梆梆上的沙發睡了一宿,她不免感受到腰酸背痛。她一邊搥著背脊,一邊推開窗簾後的落地玻璃門。190Please respect copyright.PENANACXRHnBRoqc
190Please respect copyright.PENANApw6lXVyV8L
門外是家庭式套房的陽台,約莫有兩三坪大,以寸土寸金的學區地段而言,算是非常寬敞。新屋主剛搬進來,花盆還未種上任何綠植,角落則放了一把全新的躺椅,連塑膠膜都原封不動地保留著。190Please respect copyright.PENANASjuYNOKmvz
190Please respect copyright.PENANAJjyv3RNjRp
唐嘉鈞也在陽台。190Please respect copyright.PENANAeihKYATkH0
190Please respect copyright.PENANAE6mAq04P91
他半裸著,只穿了一條牛仔褲,露出勻稱精瘦的上身,隱約可見到腹肌的線條。他深邃的雙眼下環著厚厚黑眼圈,像許久沒有睡好。190Please respect copyright.PENANAqa1JypKImp
190Please respect copyright.PENANAMdbeCOK3xh
他正斜身倚於陽台的矮牆,兩指間夾著一根紙菸。190Please respect copyright.PENANAtfaJkvMsKi
190Please respect copyright.PENANAGIKoLYkIsO
唐嘉鈞望著遠方的地平線,天色尚未飽和。藍色的夜幕一點點消亡,橘紅色的晨曦則在地平線處渲染著山嵐和樓房。日子正要開始。190Please respect copyright.PENANAtZ3teHpwOe
190Please respect copyright.PENANAv7AQ6r37Bb
他甩開手裡的Zippo,將菸叼在嘴上點燃。190Please respect copyright.PENANAUrOWKZQr8j
190Please respect copyright.PENANApyJV3elTDQ
「你會抽菸?」林青怡訝異地問。190Please respect copyright.PENANAmJe3IxDr55
190Please respect copyright.PENANAvDEIHjZ7sy
菸還叼在嘴裡,唐嘉鈞含糊地回答,「很少抽。」190Please respect copyright.PENANA70djDv9Ir0
190Please respect copyright.PENANAkg2L5eO2n6
「你真的變了很多。」190Please respect copyright.PENANAXj1HiMiIUf
190Please respect copyright.PENANAEymB7GAwA5
「要來一根嗎?」罔顧她驚詫的神色,唐嘉鈞敲敲菸盒,然後遞到她手裡。190Please respect copyright.PENANAg1gf22Zy5L
190Please respect copyright.PENANAvsT2svvkAc
林青怡遲疑地將一根菸拿在手裡,唐嘉鈞緩緩將菸點上。她在他等待的視線裡將菸湊近唇邊吸了一口。190Please respect copyright.PENANAy0cuE1sLLd
190Please respect copyright.PENANAM3R6dMM91x
「咳咳咳⋯⋯」190Please respect copyright.PENANAewGCFtObiL
190Please respect copyright.PENANAHLiVidnWJz
林青怡被煙嗆得猛咳,唐嘉鈞只是吞雲吐霧,在一片朦朧中露出短促的笑,很快又回復平淡的神情,靜靜看著天空。190Please respect copyright.PENANAZUtav25l1g
190Please respect copyright.PENANA03HMz2YnYY
「好險妳不喜歡。」190Please respect copyright.PENANAQVEGoyXCtG
190Please respect copyright.PENANA4sabUX0d4L
「也許只是不習慣。」林青怡正要嘗試第二口,唐嘉鈞卻伸長手指,夾過她手中的菸,在空啤酒罐裡按熄了。190Please respect copyright.PENANAjFyQRDaw3t
190Please respect copyright.PENANAbcKvG3Deog
「抽菸也不是什麼好事,不用習慣。」190Please respect copyright.PENANAMWtvQaeLzQ
190Please respect copyright.PENANA1fIRysDAID
「那你幹嘛抽?」林青怡挑眉,看著唐嘉鈞問道。190Please respect copyright.PENANAjDvvG4s3gN
190Please respect copyright.PENANApzJinvloLq
「需要上癮的替代品。」唐嘉鈞意味不明地回答,伸了個懶腰,側躺上還沒拆封膜的躺椅。190Please respect copyright.PENANAYZxnDDXjj2
190Please respect copyright.PENANAFpmtAJZYpE
「你別讓自己壓力太大了。」林青怡半個身子倚在躺椅的把手上,憂心地看著好友。190Please respect copyright.PENANAf3A1XASfWo
190Please respect copyright.PENANACwum5dg55z
「我自己選的。」唐嘉鈞聳肩,「本來想選另一邊,但卻沒有選。」190Please respect copyright.PENANAozpxukUeYH
190Please respect copyright.PENANAqQXNQjgrdi
林青怡以為,他在講電影系跟政治系之間的選擇,不禁回想起唐嘉鈞在攝影社時拍的作品。不得不承認,唐嘉鈞是他們其中最有才華和靈氣的那個人,但卻沒有去讀藝大。190Please respect copyright.PENANATYpn2Hr5ZR
190Please respect copyright.PENANA2FROTfq9EC
不過也沒幾個人真的會把興趣、嗜好發展成工作,就結論而言,唐嘉鈞不過是做了一個再正常不過的選擇。攝影社裡喜愛藝術的人不少,但也只有一個家境富庶的女孩選擇去讀戲劇。190Please respect copyright.PENANAIhtCWfnfqC
190Please respect copyright.PENANAkaueeBIlvI
「為什麼沒有選另一邊?」190Please respect copyright.PENANAeK5SHKK6au
190Please respect copyright.PENANADEfLSqUHrb
林青怡想知道原因是因為「錢途」嗎?還是家裡人的期許?唐嘉鈞心裡想的卻不是這件事。190Please respect copyright.PENANA5JBC6npz5Q
190Please respect copyright.PENANAE8cIiXEEcf
「選了對的那邊,但好像不是幸福的那邊。」190Please respect copyright.PENANArlbyy7hWWu
190Please respect copyright.PENANAYowv7DTMH6
他抖了抖煙,將煙灰彈落。190Please respect copyright.PENANATv3Py76ju7
190Please respect copyright.PENANAO33Tj4SmPI
吳詠青在醫院裡做的白日夢,是打算不靠吳懷榮自己活下來,在台北辛苦地活下來。而擺在唐嘉鈞面前的選項,是與義無反顧地跟吳詠青去追求一場大夢,或老實地選擇現實。190Please respect copyright.PENANAsDiTqEtTjg
190Please respect copyright.PENANASb7WNiD8X6
夢總是會醒。190Please respect copyright.PENANAeQvVCjezLZ
190Please respect copyright.PENANAaZgM8potZ3
既然清楚,那麼如今又有什麼理由成癮——安眠藥、酒精、尼古丁,偶爾混著來。190Please respect copyright.PENANA3dW8P98157
190Please respect copyright.PENANAMmp911UW7M
「太陽出來了。」唐嘉鈞遠眺著絢爛奪目、光彩四射的日出。190Please respect copyright.PENANACqNuTIPIu1
190Please respect copyright.PENANAissZGfQfWL
「好想拍下來,可惜沒帶相機來。你要進去拿相機嗎?」林青怡反射性地問出口。190Please respect copyright.PENANALSfUnilNtj
190Please respect copyright.PENANAtKzFdtU7IJ
唐嘉鈞則淡然道出驚人的事實,「我再也不拍照了。」190Please respect copyright.PENANAyUiB8I7JeJ
190Please respect copyright.PENANAbCj5Tr5aSi
【作者的話】190Please respect copyright.PENANAcFVb030iod
這幾回放棄夢想的唐令親媽也心疼......QQ190Please respect copyright.PENANAt2eZc4yCUx
老樣子大感謝所有留言跟推文❤️190Please respect copyright.PENANAWElBB7DplB
190Please respect copyright.PENANAwJS3tPbdZF
190Please respect copyright.PENANARGKYeVJhd7