這篇有不知道對讀者有用的說話?348Please respect copyright.PENANApCchQS8g8L
還有個人經歷吧。348Please respect copyright.PENANA4e1HLiHhRH
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今天一個普通的電話讓我回顧了過去的一切348Please respect copyright.PENANAnwE3zH1NVH
其實只是一個社區中心的英文小組的邀請,348Please respect copyright.PENANA34xPS4YMXx
我去這個小組真的為了玩,其次是學英文。348Please respect copyright.PENANAqjzf1CUNgI
(今天剛巧社工打來我就在背詞語,348Please respect copyright.PENANAcbSklgsaQy
真有趣。)348Please respect copyright.PENANAsEQKIjG6LZ
在這言談之間,348Please respect copyright.PENANAg3mfywgwCV
這個社工還在電話邀請我去玩音樂小組,348Please respect copyright.PENANAody6omC3i5
老實我以前有學樂器的經驗,但有些黑歷史這樣348Please respect copyright.PENANA6UICJ8a79C
(後面會再說)348Please respect copyright.PENANAXUYfe3NdRx
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總之這個電話讓我想通了很多。348Please respect copyright.PENANAjKUdfRPkCE
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老實說,我不算頭腦轉數快的人。(數學很差348Please respect copyright.PENANAjSxjuFdmIj
但我記憶力相比普通人好,348Please respect copyright.PENANAriHb2mcoKI
所以我語文能力很好?348Please respect copyright.PENANAEmcjzfLTW2
我一直認為自己多少有一些自閉症的要素,348Please respect copyright.PENANAJ953UYE2Ak
但沒有人定義我是。348Please respect copyright.PENANAVxctQuiZSw
為甚麼這樣說呢?348Please respect copyright.PENANATj5yCGmJbs
因為我和一般自閉症的人喜歡狹小的興趣,348Please respect copyright.PENANArj9tpksmNB
有些人喜歡巴士站名。348Please respect copyright.PENANAffV65WwXwX
我很喜歡世界地圖和首都和國旗348Please respect copyright.PENANADqfeqRBa6C
小時候看很多遍地圖都不厭。348Please respect copyright.PENANA7MGc0EWVrU
幾乎記住那些國家的位置首都國旗348Please respect copyright.PENANA0qqtqNdOJk
我現在覺得有點好笑的。348Please respect copyright.PENANAU0oqZRm8gy
同時我表達自己和溝通能力也很差,348Please respect copyright.PENANA9StDAsXCxy
我和同年齡層的同學朋友總是有隔膜。348Please respect copyright.PENANAxxKJzxLvsf
雖然老師說我很乖巧,但其實我溝通能力很有問題。348Please respect copyright.PENANATKzSAZr5q5
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我現在想起其實我那時候真的大有問題呢。348Please respect copyright.PENANA7S511PAfxo
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由於上面的故事,因此有了後續。348Please respect copyright.PENANA0pSwXoyjRz
加上我太喜歡答問題的緣故,記憶力奇好?348Please respect copyright.PENANAqqpu1GgGgq
我經常搶答課堂的問題,被同學說閒話我為了老師擦鞋。348Please respect copyright.PENANAan8oedZrLp
我其實那時候已經受到很嚴重的心傷。348Please respect copyright.PENANAxoXCkWUdkA
漸漸形成了一個鬱結,壓抑在心裡。348Please respect copyright.PENANAwcxdteGzfE
到學生時期完結前也是。348Please respect copyright.PENANAPmjszjuMTy
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從此以後我都甚少主動答問題,盡量低調一點,348Please respect copyright.PENANAxYSTs8L8ZF
但怎樣說,其實老師都一直很關注我的這樣。348Please respect copyright.PENANAZRJ4dEF9uO
甚至特意為我補課,說一些考前注意的事項,所謂貼題。348Please respect copyright.PENANAPiJEcliyTT
我只可以說我一生有遇到超多好老師。348Please respect copyright.PENANAHiZMSprQtS
這是我的福氣。348Please respect copyright.PENANAlKph8O3v6s
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回到現在我還是有少許心結在348Please respect copyright.PENANAsAsg5AqQS5
某程度上我其實不懂拿捏自信心348Please respect copyright.PENANAqf6uZtlEr8
然後不介意別人眼光348Please respect copyright.PENANA7dlEsQAn38
因為這事令我困惑和傷心的地方太多。348Please respect copyright.PENANAorppIxwCJT
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我想很多人和有一樣的問題。348Please respect copyright.PENANA5v2q3icH6O
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但我為甚麼說寫文章呢?348Please respect copyright.PENANAq8XNUhnI9m
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這是因為我可以了解自己更多,抒發更多。348Please respect copyright.PENANAY8VLc9djWx
讓更多面對困難的人明白不是自己一個。348Please respect copyright.PENANAxDB46Z3F5V
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我現在明白自己為甚麼這鬱結積壓這麼久348Please respect copyright.PENANAiv50qRMHAi
因為我不懂表達自己的感受。348Please respect copyright.PENANACaCoVkAZBA
我如果會說,可能大家會立刻開解我348Please respect copyright.PENANADN4YvMOytW
這是我以前不知道的事348Please respect copyright.PENANAiNboNuRDaY
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回到正題,348Please respect copyright.PENANAo7LmqPKBRD
那個電話,348Please respect copyright.PENANAmyVLNbqkWA
我認為這個社區中心的難能可貴之處是348Please respect copyright.PENANAclepEtWrww
發揮自己長處。348Please respect copyright.PENANApNkAJeMtPE
我負責的姑娘一直不要浪費自己。348Please respect copyright.PENANAdJ7rIEU970
我不看到世界的廣闊(認識更多人),其實不知道自己寶貴的地方348Please respect copyright.PENANAf62Xr0kfdX
同樣也明白自己的短絀之處。348Please respect copyright.PENANAp5hncXEPqC
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以前我有中樂團的經歷,348Please respect copyright.PENANAoUN7x7EyI6
雖然我經常被罵,348Please respect copyright.PENANAD7UwympNPP
可是我明白自己不是合奏的材料。348Please respect copyright.PENANAtALyUot2vu
以前我不可以說明自己為什麼不可以。348Please respect copyright.PENANA3OhzXBpd9d
到現在我能解釋自己不能夠勝任的原因。348Please respect copyright.PENANADQtw4Ldh2N
我拍子和音樂感其實有所欠缺348Please respect copyright.PENANAgcgqKyTZbW
所以沒人是完美的。348Please respect copyright.PENANAZlZR4XAT9B
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我會很感謝閱讀和畫畫的美好348Please respect copyright.PENANAO5gIGDffMF
我已忘記為了文字流下多少感人的眼淚348Please respect copyright.PENANAWZTdG8zL0I
但我覺得我因為文字和圖畫思考348Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5BR9jlhen
我學會怎樣表達自己348Please respect copyright.PENANAk9vEbYSep0
一年比一年進步348Please respect copyright.PENANA20ApXqnOcM
藝術有需要存在。348Please respect copyright.PENANAVvWJkrQU5N
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謝謝看到最後348Please respect copyright.PENANALQeqKR0TL3
共勉之。348Please respect copyright.PENANAYgKq3rJDvB
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