自動共享車停在方舟廣場前，夜裡的方舟塔被幾道從基座而來的光柱映亮，而米寧的雕像則被噴水池下的泛光燈照得波光粼粼，水波紋在她身上躍來躍去，相比身後的六塊石碑更顯生動。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Cl8KGA9v2
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「已經向阿當取得臨時通行權限。」Kitty說。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuZOCO1YGU
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果然我才一走近大門，本已上鎖的門馬上「咔」一聲打開，我連忙走進去跑向末日博物館的方向。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9soFig851T
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爸爸應該在那兒吧。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtp2bGzmCa
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末日博物館除了展示末日前的世界外，對於宣佈世界末日後的世界也有鉅細無遺的記錄，這全有賴世界各地進行的星之曙光計劃。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1ZcmDNcd9
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對我，對爸爸，對媽媽，對姑姐姑丈來說，這兒很多東西都耳熟能詳，特別是香港館內的各種展品，有當日與我們一起穿過彩虹橋而來，絢香師傅傳給我的武士刀，有我們在液壓升降機前的合照，有馬教授載有FM病毒的硬碟…381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDp9j1nPFz
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這對爸爸來說無疑是夢魘。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDnfFCyaBo
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但同樣地，對他來說這兒卻不可救藥地使他感到熟悉。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHv3m1oZnV
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Gaco1Rf9l
當中有一個展區相當受歡迎，但同時叫我們一家不安。還記得，當日Kitty以一種名為「虛構人架／架空靈魂」的演算法模擬出馬教授死去的女兒使他使去戰力，這種技術被應用到這展區之中，使參觀者可以直接與末日世界互動。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCQF5WkloF
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［末日下的那些人］381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81Ce97vWKj
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走過這牌子下，便是這名為「末日下的那些人」的展區。展區是一個正方形，在邊緣上被分割成一個又一個的「凹」字型房間，面向中央展廳，這些房間內被佈置成不同的背景，有獅山十字會的內部，有中央圖書館的據點，有赤柱女神教聖殿之類，而在那些房間之中，全部都有立體投影—投影那背景中最適合的人。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvqMHPfNk0
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEO5RzIgOE
比方說，現在遠方赤柱女神教聖殿的房間中，一個只有１０歲左右的金髮女孩，身穿白衣，赤腳的坐在那堆金銀珠寶之中凝視著房外，等待下一個遊客前來與之互動對答，這人是誰？當然是年幼時的我。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZg0nUhGpV
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［宗教狂熱：赤柱邪教］381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4IwQoujxc
［莉莉．勒菲弗爾］381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAQjwfKzFw
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不只有我，還有其他人的立體投影都在自己的背景下站著，等待明天開館後第一個前來的遊人，對他們來說也許很好玩，但對我們來說站在展區的中央就如被昔日鬼魂包圍著一樣，在耳邊低語著過去的腥風血雨。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX8NbrzcTN
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環顧四周，盡是那些曾經熟悉，卻已盡數隕歿於末日下的她們，站在回憶之中凝視著現在的自己。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqebe8RlLD
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當中就有那時候的爸爸。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLjUiIh3mR
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而且還有現在的爸爸。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcyvaslkmD
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「爸爸。」我輕呼坐在椅子上的他，他正在自己的對面。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLVYhA88yv
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6imRDDtAh2
「莉莉…？」爸爸道。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyZrn4SjLB
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「歡迎黎到末日下的那些人展區，我係楊子平，係末日世界，一切都必迎來終結，生命仲有無意義？」立體投影中的爸爸馬上說出設定好台詞，不過只要說畢後，他便會…繼續模擬當時於末日世界的爸爸，繼續當下的互動對話。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJCj8ZUl1s
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為了分辨二人，投影出來的爸爸稱之為文雀。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzn4YZCbU8
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「你唔係應承左媽咪會去睇醫生咩，爸爸。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7oz7lKkWm
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNrTif1msl
爸爸苦笑：「我知，本身我都諗住去…但，就唔想行出博物館門口。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7eVvmkHE3
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BJ5SNff72
「然後就黎搵自己傾計？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRaxAt0RCi
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W7zbdhc9o
文雀說：「如果係齊姑娘，一定會衝上門拖你去睇醫生。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb6qn1fJpH
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQXIPkkIuF
「…佢係度就好。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQkOFfER8F
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我望望遠方正在醫療室背景前內待機的齊姑娘，她正在循環播放著整理醫療用品的動畫，還好不會真的衝過來。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqeFinzShe
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vEq5a6RbB
「媽咪佢喊到好勁，佢覺得自己幫你唔到。」我說，「你當為左佢，去睇下醫生好唔好？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LPdBHqR5l
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8FFOQDu9S
「睇黎又有咩用，都睇左咁多年。」爸爸搖頭說，「做人要識放棄。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZRaCLIBuY
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyzzgUmpTc
文雀冷笑：「好在許少傑唔係度，如果唔係佢一定大大聲指住你個鼻黎恥笑。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgRMeN7QyG
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFAbIxSOda
「我相信偵探都會…又如何，我係抵死。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX5Q7n0TFL
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4UwxskGcH
「爸爸…」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO7HXCfs67
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Soj2SEpPF
「我本來就應該死係末日下，就同大家一樣。」他環視四周的幻影，眼中盡是懷念和內疚，「我又憑咩？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytpClsoXlc
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眼中盡是故人。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3Ar9siWbg
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGxq8naCxN
但身邊卻再沒有任何一人。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3UgzIx6NG
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqMowvFGwL
「既然你生還，就應該要好好把握當下，活出你生命既意義。」文雀說，「你依加咁似咩？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw8wsVJDfN
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UAYDbsD5B
「……」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvbWKwZDYY
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「你每次黎都唔敢去絢香個邊，係因為你唔想俾佢睇到，佢用條命去救返黎既你竟然變成咁樣。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CfR6MGILG
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqeh9rGdEg
絢香師傅的位置就在不遠處，背景是獅子十字會的陽台，夕陽在她身後落下，卻永遠不會消逝。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKzzIL7sQ4
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「咩…咩唔敢，佢都唔係真正既絢香，只係區區演算法計算出黎既結果，我…」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrR8mN18yOS
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngfgY1Yf5l
「咁你過去同佢講野啊。」文雀說。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNV1etkMqu
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「……」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoR4VbCYAe
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爸爸的手又在抖了，明明阿當的手術已經幫他的手完全康復，但他不但沒有好過，反而變得更加嚴重。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv12X8cOgbu
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFR3Pp4ojl
「返屋企喇，爸爸，唔好要媽咪同姑姐佢地擔心。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4jAdpRyOt
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhMjZpxEN5
「佢地始終都想我睇醫生，但個個醫生…莉莉，你記唔記得點解明明我有PTSD，我反而要係度做顧問館長？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNWWWewAjQ
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我知道的。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4JCI2YG5V
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當日醫生問我們一個問題：你希望你爸爸逃避末日世界的一切後躲一輩子，還是在博物館中繼續與之接觸，然後學會釋懷，放下，繼續他的人生？381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w4z3hjwo2
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他又說，爸爸的情況有點像在換水的金魚。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKS9ZSk4Tg5
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtEFgh5Dng
末日世界是極度的混亂，方舟城８５２亦是一切井然有序，他本身已有心病，把他這樣扔到完全相反的世界有害心理，應該要好像換水的金魚一樣，留一些舊水，漸漸溝淡，否則如把金魚扔到100%的新水中，可是會一命嗚呼的。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAF0KFK95z
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但爸爸完全沒有要釋懷的樣子。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimHJ09el3h
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35PR6xvY2K
「我知道。」我說。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEnJVSdaRp
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT3oL8jJ7X
「我有時會心諗，或者我個時就應該推左呢份工，遠離一切末日既事，等時間沖淡，咁樣我情況先會好D，但係…」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3xsFy2amc
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8EZH0IUij
「但係無可能，我，媽咪，姑姐姑丈，每個人都會令你諗返起。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8MuTto5zY
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd2RRpZ9f8
「係啊…就係咁。」爸爸苦笑，「所以…根本唔係咩做錯決定，而係做咩決定都係錯。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B0j1h9kNC
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk8cfyh661
他站起來環視展廳，末日下的一幕幕，一個個場景再次把他包圍，他的臉被來自昔日的光彩映得五光十色，但瞳中卻了無生氣，如一潭死水。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2mnvaQRwp
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQ7xcUL9EH
「阿妹唔應該救我過黎，我應該要好似大家咁死係世界末日之中。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73iFlruhFS
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IiYvwx0uy
我已經不知道應該如何開解他。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGqd5QKuOz
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIePHwYdUWB
「爸爸，但係黎左方舟城８５２之後，我好開心，係真架，同埋姑姐都係，佢話彩虹橋計劃成功後佢先可以放鬆休息，第一次訓到自然醒。」我說，「所以…我明你好難受，但係，唔好否定晒全部野先，正係因為有你，我地既生活先完整。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjoIAj7oZS
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexpQBJUAwb
「莉莉大個會變到咁懂事啊。」文雀點點頭說。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhupmT088rv
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX64fYn0fDh
反倒是眼前有血有肉的爸爸，只是站在那兒發呆。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORrpWl5qOi
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHDACSPuRe
「返去先啦好唔好？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRFv4hZA5g
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bpuuTdp6G
當下之急是要把他扯離這兒，帶他回媽媽身邊，至少這樣會使他好過一點。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHg5xZEla1
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35dytj5kst
沉溺在過去也許使人痛苦，人卻沒法自拔地使自己淹沒在過去之中。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8TXA1XFvI
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8w1dSHREu
「嗯，返去先。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zDEAOwrqJ
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe9qchPSeS
「你覺得你準備好既，我再幫你Book醫生。」我說，「我地會一直陪你。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQwDJVM6U2
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ue3SAVfMy
「嗯，我會…盡力。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomVBm48iu0
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aRESlDs3w
但離開展廳的路上，爸爸還是繞遠路躲開了絢香師傅的那邊。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCImmRyRU3
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