聽到小莉這樣問，我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開：「我，我有咩辛苦？你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW8H8ahYhG
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「你講落去。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3rvIR6vfh
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她大概知道吧。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFGahhvwJB
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「可能你唔知道，小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者，可以話好多人都識得我，甚至鐘…鐘意我？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnRziSZOOt
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她不為所動，同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkkiTpa9fa
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「你正一死淨種啊莉莉！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm26WHGUAUD
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「你地三個本來就無資格登艦，無資格生活係方舟城852！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0Y7tmq0DR
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為甚麼？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTwqFSR1UX
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為甚麼要做樣說我們？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFK1V2VwCn
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCqXsJoQ7z
小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我：「咁仲有呢？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVxlXhqPB2
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju35jxkq3D
「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳，嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係，隊長喔！方舟城既大家都鐘意我，信賴我——」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCw3R4uI8p
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小莉同樣不為所動，而我腦中又再次……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhtTVEkAib
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaqCnI7ruh
「走狗！！你地先係文明癌，你地只係黨衛軍，蓋世太保，你地只係…！！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3dX9XFq9q
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMvXWyZyOV
「歧種人根本唔存在，莉莉，星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoXE2joRk6
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDayECer0m
眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒，但馬上我發現原因不在她，而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影，那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrZx16jszi
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「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好，幾有地位同名譽，但係你個樣完全唔開心，亦唔自豪。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccysN9Afq2
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll0dq1Qppd
叫我心寒的，是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qa1HSEMp8
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL63BMEObn0
「個個叫向晴姐既人，個個叫喬大哥既人，仲有…絢香師傅，貝兒姐姐，舜兒哥哥……莉莉，你點可能無事？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPXltqlWkM
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「收…收聲…」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr3TAb8y4m
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「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己，但係佢地全部都……」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuF8i9UNRa
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1dn0kGFER
「收聲啊！！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kFXhaL6Zw
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我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道，直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動，胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94iMwqr6HQ
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向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5rjoKuqPX
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ3PivK1MV
喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngizpV5Qvo
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS68PZWc3Q
絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中，但卻絕不是甚麼善終。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcpdCVC3CV
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貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動，而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrVcebxAxx
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所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人，盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來，我本來有機會救下來的…！！539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyB50Yd1BZ
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如果我真的如自己想像中強大—539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIZ9gmWEHh
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「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk48BW8Zc6
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「……」我沉默不語，我無言以對。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpRs737bXu
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj459v97J2H
我是星軍的精銳皇牌，但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgxBR9aV1F
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QEKcF7Gxd
我是方舟城的守護者，但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmpd0VlJ8D
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我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者，但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNegCgt1uiG
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我是信徒們眼中的女神，但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC66ncVjOI3
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwosNaWpYL
我……根本甚麼也不是，更加多次被黎爾打敗，只能逃往過去，只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸，媽媽，絢香師傅，舜兒哥哥，貝兒姐姐背後的小女生，躲在她們背後，永遠永遠地躲下去。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO15Z3YsSWh
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubdxxkUAwk
永遠永遠地躲著，永遠永遠地不要變成大人。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitj2JNk6ct
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDSiFsf5W7
「我改一個問法…莉莉，係未來，你過得開唔開心？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKVzetQrUW
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpzCFXEGX5
聽到她這樣問，我卻是鼻頭一酸，眼淚不受控制地流下來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykoY4z2YSg
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspqo0iNCbo
明明方舟城852是千年之城，理想之國，我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjzv2bNrLD
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我不能。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyEyorP9mg
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvINRi7WkVr
我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子，成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hMZfXt5ev
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcUfM3EYAu
「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上，「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoR4xWzenZ
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面對年幼的自己，我卻只能道歉。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vh8J3FwNL
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因為我的現在就是她的未來，我卻完全搞砸了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wxA4sIp5q
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwD3g4BCt0
被黎爾玩弄於股掌中，沒有令任何人引以為傲，曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕，我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjzo8ywX6M
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW9pE4UE6u
「但你知道自己要成為點既人，咁就夠。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSL4pLuVL4e
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mEX2Qu2U7
與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭，用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHH8q3tQPFQ
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcLYxHwxv2
「成為…」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH9t0jgkXb
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdf2QAHXC27
「至少咁樣，你就同黎爾係同一級數。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRv0DfD67ff
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyCMaodTnT
「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc3TDL6YUU
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr51DJqAAY
「就好像向晴姐講既咁：自己存在既方式，要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說，「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6s6Z1CRGr
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfNl81xjdz
「唔係咩？」我反問。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuFZZKBCtl
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「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJV5yfKq8a
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的確是這樣。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7M0ug1SXb
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXY7WGQIhe
「所以……向晴姐個一句，係同緊你講啊，莉莉。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6SlO6MkIc
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLBWMV4ZN6
我與小莉因為是同一個人，同一個大腦，所以她正共享著我的記憶。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpP0edFiYQ
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QHJmgugyU
但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYPDaOsTvJ
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64qgKG1JP4
那時，自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍，向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjwB3iEtnR
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQ0AOdevDe
那時，向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3pL97hGtp
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Fnmk8dkEm
那時，我的視野內是她。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRxl5TnEBX
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那時，她的視野內是我。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt07SIbm2xK
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而且我們根本還未到朱月基地，得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmePol48eiV
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhUKhZeJnI
向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7zR7kDxEN
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nRcGP9sJt
「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限，人工靈魂，而係自從米寧死後，我指米寧本人死後，佢一直都知道自己既存在方式，佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZRLHBE7Xx
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAbcdN9QFW
明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzmgvHjlwI
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKLrFgQDqZ
「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇，即使手段係毀滅一切，殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手，你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0BB93JugK
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8biiFlhoUA
「咁點先夠？」阿當問。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcLFTsxzeT
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「……答案唔可以由我講出黎，未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外，「好夜啦。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzlyEASVaW
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「嗯，咁今晚你就同我……」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FAVJnD9sI
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOCUB9aXb3
「既然咁夜，大家都應該訓晒。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5r18fjL9K
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0qvEJE1sF
「嗄？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpeEz7hkAZ
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「莉莉，你爸爸係文雀，你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXsbpxHgSQ
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQyMRPZU29
小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGfPnTNgmw
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