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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EjgT4uvXt
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFVmWO7xH6
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVfWih8ydY
到了下個路口214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPK9mz5oX4
看見我一動也不動的站在原地214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiMQBJS1sO
走近才發現 我看到的景象，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnxKtgObc6
那正是我暗戀的學長214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWWJYDhH3s
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO48uGTzC5s
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泰亨大步地走向我，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABcauVGwOz
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIOu1cd1ww
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoqzQdOBct
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUHGYtyhe4
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lGLeE35YU
我將他的手慢慢移開214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW6YBYk2qp
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLglyVPkpT
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrH4wQLGGQ
逞強地假裝好像沒事，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIle3X67v5
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBrQyP2KvM
已經出賣了我...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vqj0TVd2I
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我們站在冰櫃前，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcUvaRx2Jc
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MXqBG9e2B
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8od74Acoco
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAVlwTJ7sw
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wM73dZf52
忽然學長從門那走了進來，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcdPc0EisY
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkO4ViDsWAj
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolE1zGlLXf
「學長好。」我說，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMTFoDwgBR
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoYrqASwR4
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「共36塊。」店員說，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ438HF8lfzM
我打開錢包，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlpWTJsIGF
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT4FTAxKAo
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0uyAVmDQ5
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8UT4nVFpc
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGKVb3jzeX
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6Z6XHy34R
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw2LtaDQ79
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3DeOy1o3M
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7R9lTmzlK
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvLw6hl7HV
他也跟著看著前方214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OinpvflIL
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當再次轉過來時214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHvZgZ22F0
我的眼淚已直直地落下，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lnt7W5LYa
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBYCBumhYV
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeB0MQPVHd
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNpRho2Qcd
感覺平時不太會安慰人...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtg50BJ4Sk
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突然我拿起手機給他看214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQakhK2u1b
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi4BKc9taO
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqI4f4GK8K
我又哭得更大聲了......214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwktVyRV0JE
看到我哭到不能自己，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMZ4ZyyDlk
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fp0LSvxrd
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv11s9UcNqz
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrG7Qy7wNg
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85bK21N8UH
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4Heqs1R6e
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKiyflNWUL
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZok3btXj2
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNGs0rQvCv
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjtfnHzE6Y
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNQFiQKkDC
「我們都沒做錯什麼」214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3pKQXw9Jk
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuNYgV9XvJ
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLKcVDfEdt
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI2BobQNcL
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泰亨聽著我所說的，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV14ZQBSDP
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PRQojviPZ
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNXqqqhrAn
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwXDLjHyRs
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGpKf27Usb
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTQeohbEWV
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgyRRcsfo6
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXq9M14XDG
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbMODpvLxK
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSdUx9JfjE
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRQjKmtRkC
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjHaasJk27
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbR3BnkPDZQ
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmVVXZZiYj
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhTrhVQVKu
「要不要我送你？」，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohPKLWO6jY
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqA7mrybZe
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg2sblzZTg
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqrrcAZXPh
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIIFglkkDA
- - ->214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Iwnj5XTDK
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5amtE6MQIt
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmuU2PZTzh
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8y4ENDzPzf
他們倆不解地看向房那，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9ZqwSaLRn
二哥的房門 微微開了...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2r46qRWqk
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZhkUeXjyl
哭累了就睡著了，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEE7DudCcY
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBhyxZSvBX
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBD7YpTkQ1y
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCtwcJ2oiB
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaGd67AHHK
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv53D9OpZN
長大後 看不見黑影了，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBwcyJpZUV
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcafwHg7n6j
因為一直不知道是誰給的，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR4K071JXE
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG2FMlw4Kc
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隨著年紀增長214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3UkxQodvX
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFmHuERsU8
假裝著自己沒事，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9iHxt4onD
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFsbBgvIwV
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGtYzZ4wWo
看著手中的棒棒糖，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBsztbkvgg
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PE1df0yFf
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這個禮拜只要去社團練習，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZt0SPdMDn
就會看見他們在那放閃，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1dnNx2Pvf
對沒錯 是社對。214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfguqMsIwAx
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkecinsSnw
假裝著自己毫不在意，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzsUP499Xz
其實心裡破了一個洞...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaFVidamSF
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmifWuRovsg
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60S0DfxXZf
「哥，我想作曲」。214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYElzibFN30
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO1bSxPjjX
我點進去聽了，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbwipgwm6Z
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJj0mG2yHS
閉上眼 靜靜地聽214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZP2qIfxsgb
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU58hnOSLoU
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdBYuauBKC
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MSU5dG81W
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTGrK5bEYJ
主詞人說道，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAFruMwC8p
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEjO084biU
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSsr3PfTmC
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFEwgFvNJY
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW4yCJNub0
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「另一個人呢？」主持人問，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKvNNtc3zY
「我自己跳」我說，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1QOrkG9tF
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrDGBYEicU
一個人也能做得很好...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LUPsHxrJK
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音樂即將播下，214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEs4eUApGY
我看著會場中央的大門214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3TEbc20qg
有一絲光線射入......214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIlgpaaPTZ
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-待續...214Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdwQVAhemh
