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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtQnUXaqp3
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVHBXE7yDh
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TusmzGndG
到了下個路口219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBTaguLmSc
看見我一動也不動的站在原地219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4de4AV9Jvw
走近才發現 我看到的景象，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyomkN7JpR
那正是我暗戀的學長219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt9gaNIl13
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2l3hDQxXw
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泰亨大步地走向我，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwPNwzHyQK
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTu1OLgeArC
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEgPGOIxJl
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmqz93HrnK
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1RT7otUPw
我將他的手慢慢移開219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99bQGqgJ9a
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDU3k4oQ2c
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJGeuOAyts
逞強地假裝好像沒事，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQZpu8a6OA
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeXVN0jd2Q
已經出賣了我...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkfwfZxqL7
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我們站在冰櫃前，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSQninJFcW
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oz7c0wXVw
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBbHZoD1QF
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2tNUVyHcc
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH4FaakNge
忽然學長從門那走了進來，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHUisHpszg
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ14mfHgsD
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzwauUyOaT
「學長好。」我說，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwoqvkx0Kx
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYii2CbiRx
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「共36塊。」店員說，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdGYLuRxPI
我打開錢包，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxgOQUjEbK
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OyjsODBTd
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBonB8HeGUb
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3QXJUaTWy
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqlIRTmw64
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxZIBklOP9
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSMgbgHV7g
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mKaz1192B
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs8mZWeoDO
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX01IUU9BeB
他也跟著看著前方219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLfV2cmyHs
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當再次轉過來時219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD5RnyODld
我的眼淚已直直地落下，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1dv1FFyyh
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4bLXnn0ys
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobPjGmVuHN
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMmYBy8cR1
感覺平時不太會安慰人...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4c5hOasSz
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突然我拿起手機給他看219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1H1p2duXB
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGkKjY0zvT
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw8X7WCSi5
我又哭得更大聲了......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5lmWqDIMx
看到我哭到不能自己，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf20ZbpqnY1
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIshNsukmVG
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l9429QJho
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9waILw9IMs
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04ua9gZGjL
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZygxc5yjDr
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0UTpgr4p8
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFzVw8O22N
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbGfyEFPcb
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaugic2Dkq1
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuLQiMkwYj
「我們都沒做錯什麼」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXJ0PE0cqO
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5E1zhB9X4
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj44LWK6p5
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUnTWrETml
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泰亨聽著我所說的，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7INwfneqU
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl0AFgZIcO
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkATaNKb08z
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxzgq010K4
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrAMdG77of
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdUNmzPskz
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaTuATnHp7
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjq7XBm77h
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2a4YUTd4p
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwtzaWjsNX
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmCNgi1uAt
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi8Mqy0OHp
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTLw1mF7ku
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ727mV1LOnC
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJhXXYXO2C
「要不要我送你？」，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3B6VgBVKN
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNSaPP5CeJ
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYs0wbuhyC
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRPocegIMp
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCveeQ8ZD0
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回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iiwZYOPCn
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBqO4CGSGX
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfODLnmWZb
他們倆不解地看向房那，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRpoIPo3eo
二哥的房門 微微開了...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkXRgMTMfQ
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcxYPKLpEu
哭累了就睡著了，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c59pRsDtK
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoRfKhncDl
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy3WK4MRH3
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUfjXsznuk
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tJnnoMsgx
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06GiyXT65J
長大後 看不見黑影了，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBghQpjTqi
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqabnYIw1IH
因為一直不知道是誰給的，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRpuJomX2N
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2lbZO8vDz
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隨著年紀增長219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOe4UKj5BR
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLV7WSORXl
假裝著自己沒事，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVlNCt1tC5
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNUFf8igV0
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD2BmBZSqt
看著手中的棒棒糖，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC0kRfyEaD
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCMA2BeHaN
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這個禮拜只要去社團練習，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUV7hvzF1K
就會看見他們在那放閃，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYtzNEfeW7
對沒錯 是社對。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XvC3mduS9
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM7tRpKf2z
假裝著自己毫不在意，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4uDqNTuZs
其實心裡破了一個洞...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG5noxGt3s
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdip3j8iUf5
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUB7Y3Ayme
「哥，我想作曲」。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7xh6ptELl
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJMBRDIEKn
我點進去聽了，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV1Snt4QEo
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIwbNRvINY
閉上眼 靜靜地聽219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsOIF5kvPc
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMi2GBoEkV
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXk351LMvg
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR46TbKfIKZ
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczun7vC5gn
主詞人說道，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFioWjLEcP
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92MYVzPwM5
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzCmpUSp6g
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiXSIMS6rR
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7OOYZJ7Me
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「另一個人呢？」主持人問，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfPUlsvXZP
「我自己跳」我說，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP1Sts47pG
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTGFU9fbTh
一個人也能做得很好...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWmZkcIrUP
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音樂即將播下，219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoeoGB8jq8
我看著會場中央的大門219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqDea4wnyC
有一絲光線射入......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZXOVj5Ybg
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-待續...219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Uz7nBPFtK
