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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcIYk7mzXB
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBRADfNR5K
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8giaElUNqn
到了下個路口217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtydvArNWi
看見我一動也不動的站在原地217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0XFuMbIRv
走近才發現 我看到的景象，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu7Sbiwvwi
那正是我暗戀的學長217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOUCupVuvj
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgrLCpdgPq
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泰亨大步地走向我，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFxxxZYdl4
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2rVP9cW8Y
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT9vlSTOt2
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9UySAW5JE
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tDbo1VGnD
我將他的手慢慢移開217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwzSbixtdW
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS2O1ei0XB
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSTdNjUAbn
逞強地假裝好像沒事，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl6MZEzvkS
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlgRqeXzbG
已經出賣了我...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d4nIZolmZ
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我們站在冰櫃前，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuOdZvFJSQ
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglTedUqqD5
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGh7rHr3Nh
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4o68q8wSK
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LHrrHVGrW
忽然學長從門那走了進來，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETIktxdKaM
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3oKjfS7tx
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR8eT8WgDd
「學長好。」我說，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr78IYZLcNG
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFniXRyWJXu
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「共36塊。」店員說，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7nnW8LKWs
我打開錢包，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeYo662icY
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOXu3W8AZD
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdEWZGtiQZ
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6V0OFXAMw
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42FZ46ei5K
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNOTJ0LN0e
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8cWzAnzkk
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlg4s5uDDU
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVHpGb8qKI
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtqPzWv7Fv
他也跟著看著前方217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPZ6PJd7dZ
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當再次轉過來時217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy18wFA7FvX
我的眼淚已直直地落下，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKjz8gR1bb
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfESEs1ZgSv
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPjeMVBlXM
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqT5bwH7jZ
感覺平時不太會安慰人...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu8KltVAUt
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突然我拿起手機給他看217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppZBxwxf3y
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNR5US5zOwz
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGh7Spqy50
我又哭得更大聲了......217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RNcwb6oi6
看到我哭到不能自己，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwG0n7wXI52
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM6k7gM81G
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk0ultBKbf
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I1X7zzQGP
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8Dx8O4vsp
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA6FZrOSsA
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGv7xwGYSC
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmJqew2mZv
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkrSRsxLSx
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu43EGBDvA
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKDW8YX5cG
「我們都沒做錯什麼」217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLPZzJYnut
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tJBlDVK2W
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldh4nYmgNi
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu82AKUTeJf
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泰亨聽著我所說的，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoCeaeRRKN
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCAVmJZoBv
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5nLy8ggsI
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9DVqvMBGC
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW49QDgMoBA
-217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVS4Evest4
我又再次哭紅了雙眼217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHXQSA0aMQ
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFmWYRk4rt
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Zn1uXGrSr
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltwmxSzVFV
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcpyTgEiQk
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiWRD7CsjB
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuq6jhEUbW3
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzPrbGSMyc
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRr3HeGUwa
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho6mS8Dgwu
「要不要我送你？」，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUCMeEuunH
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNO5pMv1oi
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1v8G5Vos2
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCo3deHGrk
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cGZglP65v
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回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkpYXmmsH7
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvUKXMnrHo
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvCFn85kCv
他們倆不解地看向房那，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WVyG52ilN
二哥的房門 微微開了...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vm8oSMHMr
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyEIkf1Zvv
哭累了就睡著了，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqhVJLLXEg
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvOZ8uxjeo
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKUq8X45tw
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6p1LC5ODD
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUXNknhfna
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZC7EHwYw8
長大後 看不見黑影了，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgczARLoPPd
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ9ybyKlZH
因為一直不知道是誰給的，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS7GIEopQY
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoHDWcJTQq
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隨著年紀增長217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGje8wxQkMb
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51YFDOfup7
假裝著自己沒事，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJPeRo8mRJ
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eMpI5bAhM
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBqJ76Cs6A
看著手中的棒棒糖，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSfadM8wbD
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3CWZzaweu
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這個禮拜只要去社團練習，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihXZAkthT2
就會看見他們在那放閃，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAlhH3oW6Q
對沒錯 是社對。217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe594N2jQw8
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4b0WoBsRU
假裝著自己毫不在意，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb01k2AhfV
其實心裡破了一個洞...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTT2VvqqSC
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQOapKKzeb
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQNAYoec8o
「哥，我想作曲」。217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNCRVdIORU
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7xT1Mwhjd
我點進去聽了，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98QXNEqh2J
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDc65oh8hMW
閉上眼 靜靜地聽217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJivTMBstxe
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGXBu0xice
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFrQ60B60g
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz7Z8vJu28
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDrRjCOaQA
主詞人說道，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TjOv1pexq
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3qLdyB4ux
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTkDguH7AU
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXoGd2URqT
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AHCbtksMW
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「另一個人呢？」主持人問，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPxu7qlqa8
「我自己跳」我說，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFQyXOBW4R
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGIFoTSeat
一個人也能做得很好...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxQWD2hmBH
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音樂即將播下，217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVaHT0HEjl
我看著會場中央的大門217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu5u4hvTrG
有一絲光線射入......217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7HAeTfOKI
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-待續...217Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymadIiytj7
