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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t3N2Y8DbN
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zWzh7WguN
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3U17JeF8p
到了下個路口204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwAPnbLMnl
看見我一動也不動的站在原地204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c7g7u448B
走近才發現 我看到的景象，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M7tliBt4c
那正是我暗戀的學長204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUqlOW6aIN
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf2Q2HkPS7
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泰亨大步地走向我，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMjqwGbdAO
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vsHA32enK
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsOSNknDQW
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98Xj3O4kgQ
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewWPBVDoCr
我將他的手慢慢移開204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZWIu5gQqO
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVTt1QrOGn
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQ5IXmiv0n
逞強地假裝好像沒事，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmx3YqWSVj
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Pw4XX0zIj
已經出賣了我...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EqEaHbaDg
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我們站在冰櫃前，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ80wZVHDt
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtddLd4ey5D
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDaGNPCgPq
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws7plZcEuf
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIuj6Df1kW
忽然學長從門那走了進來，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ931AdichGj
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy85G7qcWj
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL9XpZBwQa
「學長好。」我說，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAu0ljaC5lf
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHFXTtWbPQ
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「共36塊。」店員說，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzNo745iUm
我打開錢包，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSHETyZ2a8
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGnoZrGIVC
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sfFMm0f5f
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOKFtDUKn3
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kasbethqa
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljLt86rHFk
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQKE6D7Tcn
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WYduGzT3X
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpTQmdZk6n
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VZnVBeKh9
他也跟著看著前方204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8In4k7NTNp
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當再次轉過來時204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMn1aC9TBl
我的眼淚已直直地落下，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB9APny7uG
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrRkXR7f0Y
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1Dmwv97jj
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDygq3jrNTm
感覺平時不太會安慰人...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJj8Vhx9B5K
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突然我拿起手機給他看204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFa6PQuZtf
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL0DM4Zqba
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkJAfqQof0
我又哭得更大聲了......204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd6liZfp4v
看到我哭到不能自己，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uo1vdlvKp
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pVebrBwmQ
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkLkDoOIKY
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzZX30HSzR
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjh6sfhO9Y2
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fouyM7Q6K
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJMKhehswZ
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4R25x39bI
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLzLifTUkx
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oJoe3OiHa
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnT5UyOrrVP
「我們都沒做錯什麼」204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Mu0RnkBXo
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCDLkzNd1a
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ucdjrHLqs
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF0vqKWtGl
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泰亨聽著我所說的，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJhSNXKcvB
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0iNfId3eu
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNesapgtI7X
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu9azXSv35
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdquUDaCUo
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yFIC9opbg
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnOQjGf21D
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AGb5LMe8L
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bniZI9CZL
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVT0cY28M9
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfA4LAPPUl
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy08LRDiTBU
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV4Y1Bzpib
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfi5hEsXjy
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFz1hDYEl2
「要不要我送你？」，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlAfCoICnx
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTtnaQLzxg
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijpHVQbEoN
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2ZbEmdqQZ
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3dBUgKL57
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回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TSsKZtlp2
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3a2le40H9
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoWhGx5N8S
他們倆不解地看向房那，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy26Sqx9ec4
二哥的房門 微微開了...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vVtJcMtLe
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyO4y0bZJF
哭累了就睡著了，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUpLRRopsa
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2UUSeaz9y
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmJlyWBLKQ
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVVOd5yh2F
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdhayATZAU
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KxyllIjd4
長大後 看不見黑影了，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgvBYUt7zH
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCvvn8R4R2
因為一直不知道是誰給的，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxLZMiFbWH
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxsT4WhIyI
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隨著年紀增長204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSNOHCjzPA
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPTvHdVdfP
假裝著自己沒事，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMoAMunmdZ
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlUu3KiPYM
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8gKwAjSla
看著手中的棒棒糖，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwKRVo5P02
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8Inszh7xO
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這個禮拜只要去社團練習，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpVUgRdPr5
就會看見他們在那放閃，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUHNZzuXRO
對沒錯 是社對。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyfWkP352X
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaxzyn9tt5
假裝著自己毫不在意，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2gHYKYCmb
其實心裡破了一個洞...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxolpgyxiA
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73upnVGDK7
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf5fBtSnhr
「哥，我想作曲」。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KbWnerWIG
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct3p6b7BEI
我點進去聽了，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW3MjhOj7C
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JVzpz9bo0
閉上眼 靜靜地聽204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEipiDL5jMx
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuxwguCqBj
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBABZIosNeq
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsltB2x7ZiT
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgUmKjSH1F
主詞人說道，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMqh4GiNWK
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6MuDQJLPF
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzVmqMjZLd
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAStO4pnXzz
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnewT1egnm
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「另一個人呢？」主持人問，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIE0PeXCst
「我自己跳」我說，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpoDArkqbD
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8XPCks5rf
一個人也能做得很好...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHr3v4jeM3
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音樂即將播下，204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR7vAioUNv
我看著會場中央的大門204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsy8kBx2on
有一絲光線射入......204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay1WC5QtUL
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-待續...204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFazBI3s6Wf
