第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢171Please respect copyright.PENANAwUH5NfLr6J
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記171Please respect copyright.PENANAElPI17RIp1
發現李湘渝這幾個月來171Please respect copyright.PENANAS1N5xC6OLf
都過度積極的控制情緒171Please respect copyright.PENANAwFZTr98fx1
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少171Please respect copyright.PENANASytgxMrgJj
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂171Please respect copyright.PENANAiFsKDOE643
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAJjsHC4zwjS
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「每天都有…」171Please respect copyright.PENANABnvjssKcXR
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「比起剛出院171Please respect copyright.PENANA8dGOfuRzdW
或上個月171Please respect copyright.PENANANKEr5W48hW
有好轉嗎?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAgYPH22R7EH
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「好像…差不多…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAwY8qTTKdiK
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「十級的話171Please respect copyright.PENANAVMgVD3InKH
有多少級痛?」171Please respect copyright.PENANA27lT1Slool
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右171Please respect copyright.PENANA0PsWmZxC53
試過幾次真的很痛…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAsvxZ6bWrxZ
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容171Please respect copyright.PENANAZvEnqHE6SJ
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神171Please respect copyright.PENANAxZsCD83PK3
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「已持續兩個月了171Please respect copyright.PENANAJQeMCaYf7E
是吧?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAfPo8sJPgkB
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「嗯…」171Please respect copyright.PENANABQEZ9oYiQC
李湘渝點點頭171Please respect copyright.PENANAKQEfGWLDOw
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小時候的事171Please respect copyright.PENANALmPpPxlNYb
實在記得太清楚171Please respect copyright.PENANA3xUSyitouV
印象太深刻171Please respect copyright.PENANASiGNlJXcum
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候171Please respect copyright.PENANAZ67MDFpcID
彷彿提醒著自己171Please respect copyright.PENANADtwdFF8tYx
不斷的重溫事發經過171Please respect copyright.PENANAjTGJ0xljSV
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇171Please respect copyright.PENANAWJ5dTWCWCe
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態171Please respect copyright.PENANAFWmxK2hxsp
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來171Please respect copyright.PENANAgmXaMz16j8
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著171Please respect copyright.PENANA8yPog4OMTc
自從幻聽出現後的日記171Please respect copyright.PENANAihEJb9eX6d
看得出李湘渝心裡171Please respect copyright.PENANAmVA3B2LdSq
是極度的恐慌171Please respect copyright.PENANA2bJVgQybd3
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從字裡行間裡171Please respect copyright.PENANAJKeuvXt33O
李湘渝透露出的是171Please respect copyright.PENANACpo0wLqRAe
逃避現實171Please respect copyright.PENANA52dao1Zlmk
置之不理171Please respect copyright.PENANAxx30fd0yWN
過份抑壓情緒171Please respect copyright.PENANASyCB5S2ead
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「湘渝171Please respect copyright.PENANAWhsweoV1uZ
欺騙誰也可以171Please respect copyright.PENANAQOJm1JP8W2
但就是不能欺騙自己171Please respect copyright.PENANAzvSVLA3Yh8
要對自己誠實」171Please respect copyright.PENANAjjcI37mbIa
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「嗯…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAmxrm0HJqcd
李湘渝低著頭171Please respect copyright.PENANAYzuyJtFApx
點了一下頭171Please respect copyright.PENANAuQBpUwRnIU
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?171Please respect copyright.PENANAs4yIk89FIh
在逃避嗎?」171Please respect copyright.PENANA2x4vbS2rcn
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李湘渝沉默著171Please respect copyright.PENANA7N38Pbnr8j
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情171Please respect copyright.PENANApGKUxbYwA7
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李湘渝思考了一會171Please respect copyright.PENANAG6siS2wWEl
點了點頭171Please respect copyright.PENANAYuZuqSf4ut
「嗯…」171Please respect copyright.PENANA6LvddrMZj4
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「有什麼原因171Please respect copyright.PENANA6QyQMTicYX
令你想逃避?」171Please respect copyright.PENANA0aqnOeJ9CN
鍾媽媽溫柔的說171Please respect copyright.PENANAfSEFDe8Fdz
「或者171Please respect copyright.PENANAZBwOVyhlJg
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAOWRIdHLCQt
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李湘渝低著頭171Please respect copyright.PENANA1fZozqNdkS
手按在昨天傷口的位置上171Please respect copyright.PENANAREl9lMq0kv
「我…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAeBqUUEmqo7
突然低壓情緒湧了上來171Please respect copyright.PENANACMKWT57IJj
「很…171Please respect copyright.PENANASu3aSaYDkR
累了…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAlsPMoPSqA3
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「所以昨天171Please respect copyright.PENANANgjuDGjm41
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAUMDXbCxbTi
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李湘渝點了點頭171Please respect copyright.PENANAGEEFXXu7NN
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」171Please respect copyright.PENANA46dvFDXfU0
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了171Please respect copyright.PENANA9nXGl9oGDB
抹著眼淚171Please respect copyright.PENANACSBMHl3QzD
搖著頭否認171Please respect copyright.PENANAttLEQMZrWX
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應171Please respect copyright.PENANA1TL1mfj756
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎171Please respect copyright.PENANA5qjGvaJlgF
只不過在鍾天程面前171Please respect copyright.PENANARnC1bbXKoD
不適宜直接問他171Please respect copyright.PENANAn2DQzqMlA3
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「在這裡說的話171Please respect copyright.PENANAiP1iNELFhg
我是不會跟天程說的」171Please respect copyright.PENANAS6N3XAkkNi
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題171Please respect copyright.PENANALpanK7OS57
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞171Please respect copyright.PENANAr2FxQPXXRd
「你可以放心的告訴我171Please respect copyright.PENANAJkuS5Wkdnu
我有責任保障你的私隱171Please respect copyright.PENANA8mPoD1KfIW
就算他是我的兒子171Please respect copyright.PENANAOyJHaMzK02
我也不可以告訴他171Please respect copyright.PENANAdoA89rA6VU
這是我的專業操守」171Please respect copyright.PENANARJClKbwkRN
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李湘渝繼續低著頭171Please respect copyright.PENANAgg7EyK3Cn2
「對不起…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAGHDnp3pheX
為自己的撒謊而道歉171Please respect copyright.PENANADmIagiUlQh
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「乖孩子171Please respect copyright.PENANAYldkAAdhRg
不要怕去面對171Please respect copyright.PENANAuiXVfgAfxj
要坦誠接受自己的情緒171Please respect copyright.PENANA0NhGQ4VMiP
知道嗎?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAHU6jNxLbVs
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李湘渝沉默了一會171Please respect copyright.PENANAiAP6mKYGKx
緩緩的說著171Please respect copyright.PENANAnqlCOEEkmt
「我…很怕…」171Please respect copyright.PENANATVH335LvDg
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「你在怕什麼?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAGDzq2ZtES0
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂171Please respect copyright.PENANARx2ZxTwdYN
「不…不知道…171Please respect copyright.PENANAjViMi1SZVq
就是…很怕…」171Please respect copyright.PENANA12vN2pfMLy
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說171Please respect copyright.PENANATSo7TiDao1
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「真的…很討厭自己…171Please respect copyright.PENANA5Mbg2c6EJW
很麻煩…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAgVVvgWLii6
李湘渝忍哭著說171Please respect copyright.PENANA6iXoTS8P1E
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來171Please respect copyright.PENANAGR8JDvwKzR
「我真的…171Please respect copyright.PENANAwHkkEIeTgc
一點用處也沒有…171Please respect copyright.PENANAZQHVbHYIPi
我是…一個負累…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAt744PiVez2
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來171Please respect copyright.PENANAiGpzvA1C5X
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…171Please respect copyright.PENANAKnlpwYu6M2
我也想…拋棄這個想法…171Please respect copyright.PENANAvyrZgnQ60B
可是…我…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAoOm852OKT4
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽171Please respect copyright.PENANAQW1a6KcfCR
「我…做不到…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAZB9Y3xtIg5
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白171Please respect copyright.PENANAs2gBHeHSns
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「我…真的…171Please respect copyright.PENANApz1dI8oIwo
很累…了啊…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAWbkbuST01x
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「可以告訴我嗎?171Please respect copyright.PENANAVqenLRWF0Q
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」171Please respect copyright.PENANA784bUSsMsy
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李湘渝愣了一下171Please respect copyright.PENANAxKnOKY2z94
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他171Please respect copyright.PENANAE7adoddMCm
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAX68YS53yXt
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「昨天…傷口很痛…171Please respect copyright.PENANAfEFAUZfEwK
痛了很久…171Please respect copyright.PENANAOAQrBcDaLn
整個下午都在痛…171Please respect copyright.PENANA80w62yvn8O
痛得…171Please respect copyright.PENANA5LXNFCLSq2
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAm5E0ya6uno
李湘渝慢慢的說出來171Please respect copyright.PENANAJgBDYB6e5m
哽咽著171Please respect copyright.PENANAWrFrXomWwX
「我…真的…171Please respect copyright.PENANAum6BpVQgOn
忍受不了…171Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1IPflpY18
不想再忍受下去了…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAtUt3hNLA2f
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」171Please respect copyright.PENANA4maXL8f7JS
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「我在書枱上171Please respect copyright.PENANABRDmbRNEnV
隨便拿起了鐵尺171Please respect copyright.PENANAOL9ArLt0fh
便開始…弄痛自己…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAFibkMhFTgp
李湘渝回想著昨晚171Please respect copyright.PENANAzLWNBHMGd1
那種痛好像又要開始了171Please respect copyright.PENANAq5gPLSsxlw
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAKNWeNXfBss
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鍾媽媽坐近一點171Please respect copyright.PENANAsMGwKyTeQM
「然後?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAXbW2Q0vYYf
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「然後…又變得很痛…171Please respect copyright.PENANACMYWCJ6d4a
全身也在痛…171Please respect copyright.PENANAdMrq1DTawt
很辛苦…」171Please respect copyright.PENANA1EIIEYeWXS
李湘渝握緊了拳頭171Please respect copyright.PENANArQtk82CvEg
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「嗯」171Please respect copyright.PENANAIWMtXv4Ecj
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「我想…用鎅刀…171Please respect copyright.PENANAOcPANBrIYi
在手腕上…割一下…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAluYP6EjTWR
李湘渝哭了出來171Please respect copyright.PENANAQU5hZr1gIz
「那…我便…以後…171Please respect copyright.PENANAhEpvT1pyEn
都不用再痛了…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAwi95Ff27kX
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜171Please respect copyright.PENANAUrFcXaP2wb
停頓一下171Please respect copyright.PENANAHwIyzaMZEh
再續問171Please respect copyright.PENANATFzFo26nGD
「是發生了什麼事171Please respect copyright.PENANABXgAHMOcqR
讓你停下來嗎?」171Please respect copyright.PENANALzgvwjQbor
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…171Please respect copyright.PENANAr8qV5nJAPl
看到了…171Please respect copyright.PENANAxdqtAdW1Df
師兄…寫給我的信…」171Please respect copyright.PENANA8IDj0TEmdR
李湘渝激動的哭著171Please respect copyright.PENANAe3fIE6Jax7
「是他…的…信…」171Please respect copyright.PENANARV5bZWyKno
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛171Please respect copyright.PENANA3vYGAiu34O
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾171Please respect copyright.PENANACvvd9zRAdf
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「你看到了天程給你的信171Please respect copyright.PENANAtPPfmOkFJr
然後便停了下來171Please respect copyright.PENANAL2HQo3YHFy
對嗎?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAN5dwEvvzez
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李湘渝接過紙巾171Please respect copyright.PENANAhFKQ49XgoT
點著頭171Please respect copyright.PENANABN8i3BbNIH
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?171Please respect copyright.PENANAncn5N0Jdpt
促使你停下來171Please respect copyright.PENANA5te7UuI3yP
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」171Please respect copyright.PENANAZzg0oAw2UG
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「我記得…171Please respect copyright.PENANAttLXThJjTh
無論我怎樣放棄自己…171Please respect copyright.PENANAHBsqS4SeGZ
他都會…在我的身邊…171Please respect copyright.PENANAzvNLp5I9pH
不會離棄我…」171Please respect copyright.PENANA05SOf4yCbP
李湘渝痛哭著說171Please respect copyright.PENANAVaTYpXkese
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…171Please respect copyright.PENANACFNT5Q3DYF
是他說…171Please respect copyright.PENANAweG4ZRAAU2
明明知道了…看到了…171Please respect copyright.PENANAK5CFSVwiqs
不能什麼也不做…171Please respect copyright.PENANA3aneI1OdAg
便讓我回家去…」171Please respect copyright.PENANARAn1P3ZH8U
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩171Please respect copyright.PENANAT5OzcQEqsl
感歎著愛情的力量171Please respect copyright.PENANAGnnZKrcJ94
影響力實在很大171Please respect copyright.PENANAnCHzBqtjHy
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幸而鍾天程的愛171Please respect copyright.PENANAct57DyyI5K
能夠承載著這個重擔171Please respect copyright.PENANAapBIVAk9no
分擔著李湘渝的壓力171Please respect copyright.PENANASvY6kmI9cO
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡171Please respect copyright.PENANAaubMetuvZQ
得到了很強的力量171Please respect copyright.PENANAH345yxqYUO
有了寄託171Please respect copyright.PENANAdW4GOfVn3j
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要不然171Please respect copyright.PENANACPcr7WH8WL
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前171Please respect copyright.PENANAh85LuFYQ7C
已經離開了這個世界171Please respect copyright.PENANAhk8Lxi9Xzf
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「我知道…如果那個時候…171Please respect copyright.PENANAYVu13bh971
他在我的旁邊的話…171Please respect copyright.PENANA8VCeYEvJTT
他會毫不猶豫的…171Please respect copyright.PENANAURftWWDWtn
抱著我…171Please respect copyright.PENANAulXCkrg8KL
不讓我傷害自己…」171Please respect copyright.PENANArierQEGcMf
李湘渝仍在痛哭著171Please respect copyright.PENANAFzkJn2oqoE
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊171Please respect copyright.PENANAxhYGxoEoG5
握著他的手171Please respect copyright.PENANAxUZWxCeSKN
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「我還記得…171Please respect copyright.PENANA7hvC0EcSVV
在天台那時…171Please respect copyright.PENANAZsE4TZKOJR
他…171Please respect copyright.PENANAWU3BMUPVMQ
他……」171Please respect copyright.PENANAvWXx1lqpKy
李湘渝泣不成聲171Please respect copyright.PENANAB8MmjffCtA
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程171Please respect copyright.PENANAsSLVvzWplw
不斷的哭著171Please respect copyright.PENANAyDi9sYqwXB
哭得難以呼吸171Please respect copyright.PENANAoj06GCXCef
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛171Please respect copyright.PENANA58zYL1oHSD
輕掃著他的背171Please respect copyright.PENANAIR2WpD4k3M
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一會171Please respect copyright.PENANA9Fri0mNtff
待李湘渝情緒平伏後171Please respect copyright.PENANAztEuZg6aTY
鍾媽媽溫柔的說171Please respect copyright.PENANA9zXil8QGqC
「謝謝你對我誠實171Please respect copyright.PENANAVhw4WZCmVM
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」171Please respect copyright.PENANAfDjtNtwbKt
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李湘渝低著頭171Please respect copyright.PENANABPsMHJbo9m
擦著眼睛171Please respect copyright.PENANANtnF8qcVzd
「不…我…171Please respect copyright.PENANAGJqJIy0U5a
很沒用…」171Please respect copyright.PENANAPmugAC4zBQ
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「湘渝171Please respect copyright.PENANARxvDUbOQ5q
你真的很勇敢171Please respect copyright.PENANA38UTGRttYJ
而且171Please respect copyright.PENANAfp7cCLHp0V
你也有很堅強的信念171Please respect copyright.PENANAQGTLAT2rfQ
只是一時有點迷失171Please respect copyright.PENANAy3FqLjKN2o
加上幻覺痛171Please respect copyright.PENANANjDc34t2a5
令你軟弱了」171Please respect copyright.PENANAPGbcQwkSwY
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭171Please respect copyright.PENANA1XyLnCPitB
「我非常欣賞你的堅強171Please respect copyright.PENANApEvGf2aFh8
因為這是真的不容易啊」171Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZT1g0XTnJ
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣171Please respect copyright.PENANANV9vqiZHol
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「這件事171Please respect copyright.PENANAwI1baScvSI
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