第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢270Please respect copyright.PENANAvto8IeXuhE
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記270Please respect copyright.PENANA67VshFLT8b
發現李湘渝這幾個月來270Please respect copyright.PENANANyVyJL09Je
都過度積極的控制情緒270Please respect copyright.PENANA915YNGcucV
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少270Please respect copyright.PENANA0McvTPg6CQ
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂270Please respect copyright.PENANAX0CWPdgUta
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」270Please respect copyright.PENANA6dcYZ0ZyCm
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「每天都有…」270Please respect copyright.PENANA7WbkSBb9v7
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「比起剛出院270Please respect copyright.PENANAut2rMJarDM
或上個月270Please respect copyright.PENANAIa9lql9vBp
有好轉嗎?」270Please respect copyright.PENANA4ChuzAa3sZ
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「好像…差不多…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAWSiCfia2C9
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「十級的話270Please respect copyright.PENANA5Dy3wiYPB0
有多少級痛?」270Please respect copyright.PENANAnEJuNhFm40
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右270Please respect copyright.PENANAvKJLpE6y8Z
試過幾次真的很痛…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAUaEG9BbJ1Q
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容270Please respect copyright.PENANAvhfg6ci2RW
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神270Please respect copyright.PENANAzNa5GRJ3Bv
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「已持續兩個月了270Please respect copyright.PENANAum76bijfht
是吧?」270Please respect copyright.PENANAthLoK6SaI8
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「嗯…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAljQ9gw7ncb
李湘渝點點頭270Please respect copyright.PENANAFTMLNET4oi
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小時候的事270Please respect copyright.PENANAlM2ZFarQDi
實在記得太清楚270Please respect copyright.PENANAYmE8ieZQ2M
印象太深刻270Please respect copyright.PENANAUgpC6DW5lq
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候270Please respect copyright.PENANASe0K1jMjp9
彷彿提醒著自己270Please respect copyright.PENANAvDoQVmPWkk
不斷的重溫事發經過270Please respect copyright.PENANAQdiKDzJK4p
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇270Please respect copyright.PENANAUrPAoZcEr8
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態270Please respect copyright.PENANANtUbCjtvNH
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來270Please respect copyright.PENANAssVa08HRMk
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著270Please respect copyright.PENANArZsC0oXoqI
自從幻聽出現後的日記270Please respect copyright.PENANAfho5WXMEI5
看得出李湘渝心裡270Please respect copyright.PENANAt9DAYD8IYR
是極度的恐慌270Please respect copyright.PENANA4RQU9h5f52
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從字裡行間裡270Please respect copyright.PENANAdJEDdyYVKO
李湘渝透露出的是270Please respect copyright.PENANAALkLyBRbHb
逃避現實270Please respect copyright.PENANAHuwe3Zr3HH
置之不理270Please respect copyright.PENANAKXyWe77BbQ
過份抑壓情緒270Please respect copyright.PENANALdblgVteU4
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「湘渝270Please respect copyright.PENANAoEeIbErI7U
欺騙誰也可以270Please respect copyright.PENANAktYiuCZ7J1
但就是不能欺騙自己270Please respect copyright.PENANAjH8M3FtQFA
要對自己誠實」270Please respect copyright.PENANADdsw3aaEFx
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「嗯…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAXXLSJFTuaX
李湘渝低著頭270Please respect copyright.PENANAxr8PFqeZNf
點了一下頭270Please respect copyright.PENANAi0bk18tbu0
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?270Please respect copyright.PENANASgerLQ3pAI
在逃避嗎?」270Please respect copyright.PENANA3psjSXukcd
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李湘渝沉默著270Please respect copyright.PENANAB8Wb1H2j9S
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情270Please respect copyright.PENANAIQUbUUxfiH
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李湘渝思考了一會270Please respect copyright.PENANA3xeOoFxVCV
點了點頭270Please respect copyright.PENANAzaR5a4WVF8
「嗯…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3uSsNQWu5
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「有什麼原因270Please respect copyright.PENANAgeqhaRcorD
令你想逃避?」270Please respect copyright.PENANAgCCeo8g9My
鍾媽媽溫柔的說270Please respect copyright.PENANAINPQeAtZOU
「或者270Please respect copyright.PENANAen8hIv20dJ
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」270Please respect copyright.PENANACTGgKbJHjg
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李湘渝低著頭270Please respect copyright.PENANA2CnuOFCXMA
手按在昨天傷口的位置上270Please respect copyright.PENANAFfadkPaIM7
「我…」270Please respect copyright.PENANACocxpJzUSo
突然低壓情緒湧了上來270Please respect copyright.PENANAcEnKKffKf0
「很…270Please respect copyright.PENANA1UkLaoIL7e
累了…」270Please respect copyright.PENANA8M9jIaIYpE
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「所以昨天270Please respect copyright.PENANA1vIxKTnCxg
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」270Please respect copyright.PENANAGbJxfEBuF6
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李湘渝點了點頭270Please respect copyright.PENANALxx4PY0s4p
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」270Please respect copyright.PENANAP0QnepT3VQ
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了270Please respect copyright.PENANAH4P33bfhHF
抹著眼淚270Please respect copyright.PENANAesZru8PIWA
搖著頭否認270Please respect copyright.PENANACYnZWEzkcr
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應270Please respect copyright.PENANAREqyu9TpNp
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎270Please respect copyright.PENANA3E2UEUV5gA
只不過在鍾天程面前270Please respect copyright.PENANAxFI8sv3DRI
不適宜直接問他270Please respect copyright.PENANAmahwbWdPAM
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「在這裡說的話270Please respect copyright.PENANAY2yQCElZT5
我是不會跟天程說的」270Please respect copyright.PENANAK02uB4aYOm
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題270Please respect copyright.PENANAeXtaTFAWFZ
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞270Please respect copyright.PENANAyFPx5n1RKQ
「你可以放心的告訴我270Please respect copyright.PENANAz2GGFQU87T
我有責任保障你的私隱270Please respect copyright.PENANAkKNB3Y5izv
就算他是我的兒子270Please respect copyright.PENANA1vReilEmE1
我也不可以告訴他270Please respect copyright.PENANAWmJnV8iTOT
這是我的專業操守」270Please respect copyright.PENANAUAP8bxXgrq
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李湘渝繼續低著頭270Please respect copyright.PENANAcZzFW8lvzE
「對不起…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAsLmJ9KNVqN
為自己的撒謊而道歉270Please respect copyright.PENANAC4QBoua8Dn
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「乖孩子270Please respect copyright.PENANAc988QRFoNq
不要怕去面對270Please respect copyright.PENANATcis8xcZIX
要坦誠接受自己的情緒270Please respect copyright.PENANAwMaslsAMSK
知道嗎?」270Please respect copyright.PENANAtcx2bHdivo
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李湘渝沉默了一會270Please respect copyright.PENANAt09tEI8AKY
緩緩的說著270Please respect copyright.PENANA61JZA281pg
「我…很怕…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAWTfjheibiu
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「你在怕什麼?」270Please respect copyright.PENANAIQYBv2TrBJ
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂270Please respect copyright.PENANAAWmnmrmAOw
「不…不知道…270Please respect copyright.PENANAs57D6lDH9u
就是…很怕…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAiOi2Ph5sSR
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說270Please respect copyright.PENANAvdkjPmZD4L
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「真的…很討厭自己…270Please respect copyright.PENANAk32r3plzsX
很麻煩…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAuPnVTOS5mB
李湘渝忍哭著說270Please respect copyright.PENANA2BsQQcmoTY
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來270Please respect copyright.PENANA2bUG18KuJW
「我真的…270Please respect copyright.PENANAmRv4ljUwOa
一點用處也沒有…270Please respect copyright.PENANAwHJ00jD4el
我是…一個負累…」270Please respect copyright.PENANA9Rs7zLTTWc
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來270Please respect copyright.PENANAcwyrM2ocd8
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…270Please respect copyright.PENANA4rlbELXmac
我也想…拋棄這個想法…270Please respect copyright.PENANABgyAOr29jW
可是…我…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAzO6RAIOEkr
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽270Please respect copyright.PENANAO02Yzp0iZ2
「我…做不到…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAoupCUvNbTp
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白270Please respect copyright.PENANA3O8GFZhu3g
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「我…真的…270Please respect copyright.PENANA7vWV11ZoI2
很累…了啊…」270Please respect copyright.PENANA78Sx6NUbQy
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「可以告訴我嗎?270Please respect copyright.PENANAp9LnsGOHo7
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」270Please respect copyright.PENANA3h4yCQfgmI
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李湘渝愣了一下270Please respect copyright.PENANAgsDe0n2wQm
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他270Please respect copyright.PENANArrjyUz1YwC
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」270Please respect copyright.PENANAIns0qw5t5T
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「昨天…傷口很痛…270Please respect copyright.PENANA1hDM5eY9XB
痛了很久…270Please respect copyright.PENANA1nnbTSaXON
整個下午都在痛…270Please respect copyright.PENANAH6XQLegqQ0
痛得…270Please respect copyright.PENANA5057PiWwUA
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAnZHLZi1MUt
李湘渝慢慢的說出來270Please respect copyright.PENANA10IRCozX75
哽咽著270Please respect copyright.PENANA7XP3bd6AgP
「我…真的…270Please respect copyright.PENANA2bfTs8u9d9
忍受不了…270Please respect copyright.PENANAidCrg58Mkn
不想再忍受下去了…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAWBByWA62rX
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」270Please respect copyright.PENANAj0gW4POVrr
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「我在書枱上270Please respect copyright.PENANAR67vGg5YE1
隨便拿起了鐵尺270Please respect copyright.PENANALxbh7XcSDI
便開始…弄痛自己…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAF70O6JfXNV
李湘渝回想著昨晚270Please respect copyright.PENANAe2Dl701dRB
那種痛好像又要開始了270Please respect copyright.PENANA715UfDFwDm
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAhD5wyRd3mK
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鍾媽媽坐近一點270Please respect copyright.PENANA0RXgFblmpP
「然後?」270Please respect copyright.PENANALpvqR2z2Zp
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「然後…又變得很痛…270Please respect copyright.PENANA6eZZH9WaxN
全身也在痛…270Please respect copyright.PENANAmFAcjTbYVQ
很辛苦…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAbbmM1fUlbg
李湘渝握緊了拳頭270Please respect copyright.PENANAI1jGF9eVlc
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「嗯」270Please respect copyright.PENANAmmIZTxlPA5
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「我想…用鎅刀…270Please respect copyright.PENANA3ehORrcOoZ
在手腕上…割一下…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAz3P8Ork8qp
李湘渝哭了出來270Please respect copyright.PENANA6wDeDb5b6D
「那…我便…以後…270Please respect copyright.PENANATnEAt3HITg
都不用再痛了…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAQrDPBD7QAB
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜270Please respect copyright.PENANAqcVaOHGxPF
停頓一下270Please respect copyright.PENANABFIaf5DfUa
再續問270Please respect copyright.PENANAkG286o2gkC
「是發生了什麼事270Please respect copyright.PENANAWukBzTXouI
讓你停下來嗎?」270Please respect copyright.PENANAdqNxmujqWO
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…270Please respect copyright.PENANAytNvBCInFq
看到了…270Please respect copyright.PENANA5inAzYNeLS
師兄…寫給我的信…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAYL5vYIBapX
李湘渝激動的哭著270Please respect copyright.PENANAB65uwbCxCC
「是他…的…信…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAXUnPKYBkG0
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛270Please respect copyright.PENANAERptzX6V3H
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾270Please respect copyright.PENANAz59fOWJzTk
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「你看到了天程給你的信270Please respect copyright.PENANAo04QNSerVl
然後便停了下來270Please respect copyright.PENANAQGLmRcK0WS
對嗎?」270Please respect copyright.PENANAdIVgJRhhi6
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李湘渝接過紙巾270Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7kIhu62cE
點著頭270Please respect copyright.PENANAWkoDGYW1zR
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?270Please respect copyright.PENANAdeE0uXgUHV
促使你停下來270Please respect copyright.PENANACtqkNC6ZZo
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」270Please respect copyright.PENANATElPn7J2LN
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「我記得…270Please respect copyright.PENANAqWYuOQ60c0
無論我怎樣放棄自己…270Please respect copyright.PENANAm9FPBqNmLY
他都會…在我的身邊…270Please respect copyright.PENANAWPRHHry6ni
不會離棄我…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAYMd43EDp7n
李湘渝痛哭著說270Please respect copyright.PENANAecNEdWTaSD
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…270Please respect copyright.PENANAPRnvFrfOPt
是他說…270Please respect copyright.PENANABSnyAVPSWQ
明明知道了…看到了…270Please respect copyright.PENANAc06x3h5E6X
不能什麼也不做…270Please respect copyright.PENANAX0xFHSM124
便讓我回家去…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAQYu9hIty0Q
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩270Please respect copyright.PENANAt4uqmrkDHi
感歎著愛情的力量270Please respect copyright.PENANAdwyuTfvRxy
影響力實在很大270Please respect copyright.PENANAl27wj8AAcR
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幸而鍾天程的愛270Please respect copyright.PENANAoWZDh6TocV
能夠承載著這個重擔270Please respect copyright.PENANANBqZF1hHPA
分擔著李湘渝的壓力270Please respect copyright.PENANAzrgr1lB3Do
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡270Please respect copyright.PENANAx2K7alZ6FQ
得到了很強的力量270Please respect copyright.PENANAkU3Wnqv0NF
有了寄託270Please respect copyright.PENANAU7rN50vlBn
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要不然270Please respect copyright.PENANAFFijsl1twx
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前270Please respect copyright.PENANAdaJ4N556eJ
已經離開了這個世界270Please respect copyright.PENANAwrwfR0bvPL
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「我知道…如果那個時候…270Please respect copyright.PENANANF9V8n3hzk
他在我的旁邊的話…270Please respect copyright.PENANAvZY9GxyXEd
他會毫不猶豫的…270Please respect copyright.PENANApWJQZDxnhb
抱著我…270Please respect copyright.PENANA7i2Rf3kFCi
不讓我傷害自己…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAHAkTLuwOTz
李湘渝仍在痛哭著270Please respect copyright.PENANA4WWe8HXrm3
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊270Please respect copyright.PENANA6d6Vetekyd
握著他的手270Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7brNC70dx
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「我還記得…270Please respect copyright.PENANAuvYoVNX8oF
在天台那時…270Please respect copyright.PENANAG3U12AlQOr
他…270Please respect copyright.PENANAVD0WIXsnog
他……」270Please respect copyright.PENANAXHQ9OF2zyx
李湘渝泣不成聲270Please respect copyright.PENANAv0yNsalwII
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程270Please respect copyright.PENANAYqgX0MSvR5
不斷的哭著270Please respect copyright.PENANA0wovDY3YUR
哭得難以呼吸270Please respect copyright.PENANAvXtxKRn0mv
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛270Please respect copyright.PENANAmbhFmK8axl
輕掃著他的背270Please respect copyright.PENANA2oQiPfbLf6
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一會270Please respect copyright.PENANAciKTskikV0
待李湘渝情緒平伏後270Please respect copyright.PENANAJvtJafq7mu
鍾媽媽溫柔的說270Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5prco0OxX
「謝謝你對我誠實270Please respect copyright.PENANAtca0QMekne
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」270Please respect copyright.PENANANBxhyvIrzY
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李湘渝低著頭270Please respect copyright.PENANA7iJuCg2qNE
擦著眼睛270Please respect copyright.PENANALum5FqBIWs
「不…我…270Please respect copyright.PENANAX7tBZ5Nfe0
很沒用…」270Please respect copyright.PENANAoFiseWpdzW
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「湘渝270Please respect copyright.PENANASrwWzaZwvv
你真的很勇敢270Please respect copyright.PENANAXEMczDA2GR
而且270Please respect copyright.PENANAcdm6Q5nrRT
你也有很堅強的信念270Please respect copyright.PENANAnfnwPk8D8P
只是一時有點迷失270Please respect copyright.PENANAJLrHP5AsEC
加上幻覺痛270Please respect copyright.PENANAsnRQmCZmTM
令你軟弱了」270Please respect copyright.PENANArC72seFjxN
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭270Please respect copyright.PENANAn13rVXUdrl
「我非常欣賞你的堅強270Please respect copyright.PENANAl9KL9pl8LD
因為這是真的不容易啊」270Please respect copyright.PENANAgaUBJOcWjA
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣270Please respect copyright.PENANAIBaOjbsg40
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「這件事270Please respect copyright.PENANA7BxQcI2Q3P
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