第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢241Please respect copyright.PENANAlwcRXp7Bfw
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記241Please respect copyright.PENANAk376REIyVc
發現李湘渝這幾個月來241Please respect copyright.PENANATAyVprYVFi
都過度積極的控制情緒241Please respect copyright.PENANAYt9970teQ0
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少241Please respect copyright.PENANAmNLhBVR9tD
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂241Please respect copyright.PENANACfFdNmykgb
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAxmgRW2sdGV
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「每天都有…」241Please respect copyright.PENANARqUS2Y3LYb
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「比起剛出院241Please respect copyright.PENANAA8NgQMdpFq
或上個月241Please respect copyright.PENANAxMp97QRHbc
有好轉嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAexEbgzwcFI
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「好像…差不多…」241Please respect copyright.PENANActPgs96wHb
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「十級的話241Please respect copyright.PENANAk3LRdBlAQ5
有多少級痛?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAEenHshjFfY
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右241Please respect copyright.PENANAHeOxTVElcU
試過幾次真的很痛…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAFc6cxj5gSI
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容241Please respect copyright.PENANAJJTwuPUbDb
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神241Please respect copyright.PENANAdq92Lab7iM
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「已持續兩個月了241Please respect copyright.PENANA1yaJn6CR1G
是吧?」241Please respect copyright.PENANA2IEAGNLiBB
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「嗯…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAeg97Q77hfR
李湘渝點點頭241Please respect copyright.PENANASJPDXygk8a
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小時候的事241Please respect copyright.PENANAd3dc1LnWyv
實在記得太清楚241Please respect copyright.PENANAAPFZRM8uQL
印象太深刻241Please respect copyright.PENANAksXUupTbhv
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候241Please respect copyright.PENANAQrMa2R5tgs
彷彿提醒著自己241Please respect copyright.PENANAVofaOAP4DD
不斷的重溫事發經過241Please respect copyright.PENANAtqCbIrExzV
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇241Please respect copyright.PENANAa4xywn6dmG
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態241Please respect copyright.PENANASmFDA88iTO
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來241Please respect copyright.PENANApczCRD19pl
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著241Please respect copyright.PENANAbpRwmJtert
自從幻聽出現後的日記241Please respect copyright.PENANAGRtHt61g6K
看得出李湘渝心裡241Please respect copyright.PENANAx5Wlbcg3sH
是極度的恐慌241Please respect copyright.PENANAu2rn8NDoWR
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從字裡行間裡241Please respect copyright.PENANAvVmUcFhuod
李湘渝透露出的是241Please respect copyright.PENANAFvCMFH2axG
逃避現實241Please respect copyright.PENANAfxYvXnHFBN
置之不理241Please respect copyright.PENANAnJgWnaLwNj
過份抑壓情緒241Please respect copyright.PENANAZIjAQdmcpf
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「湘渝241Please respect copyright.PENANAoXrVEmbWmt
欺騙誰也可以241Please respect copyright.PENANA2kYbGFDTWo
但就是不能欺騙自己241Please respect copyright.PENANAFn66lNERSM
要對自己誠實」241Please respect copyright.PENANALt5UvsZV6b
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「嗯…」241Please respect copyright.PENANARLFe5nzWmd
李湘渝低著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAvsOoilGRRG
點了一下頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAb8ikOe6Jio
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?241Please respect copyright.PENANAiExXALfTrw
在逃避嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAVBLJlxWfVc
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李湘渝沉默著241Please respect copyright.PENANAV0EnYYyu2H
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情241Please respect copyright.PENANAwhi80h6SFI
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李湘渝思考了一會241Please respect copyright.PENANAKOeUOyyCND
點了點頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAzRPRs9AhEL
「嗯…」241Please respect copyright.PENANABDqYjzXbOC
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「有什麼原因241Please respect copyright.PENANA7v18PMjQJ4
令你想逃避?」241Please respect copyright.PENANADZNcjjF5B8
鍾媽媽溫柔的說241Please respect copyright.PENANAweTrKBpa7l
「或者241Please respect copyright.PENANAzjmd6yJISC
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAr58r0qMvtm
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李湘渝低著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAb640wlcwnH
手按在昨天傷口的位置上241Please respect copyright.PENANAWfU9elDS5r
「我…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA9NzgAq0vSJ
突然低壓情緒湧了上來241Please respect copyright.PENANA3xDbDd4Cqc
「很…241Please respect copyright.PENANANnZ0KSMvRp
累了…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAIrxncCeXcP
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「所以昨天241Please respect copyright.PENANAevSAiXn94V
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAc0kyevOYwV
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李湘渝點了點頭241Please respect copyright.PENANANblyONLZK5
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAab3uAW3s7v
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了241Please respect copyright.PENANADitAsnvP53
抹著眼淚241Please respect copyright.PENANAOtKnnOFc1U
搖著頭否認241Please respect copyright.PENANAftm1IpAeO3
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應241Please respect copyright.PENANAmFcwqWOrcW
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎241Please respect copyright.PENANAc232LczZrY
只不過在鍾天程面前241Please respect copyright.PENANADzOb1PFQHI
不適宜直接問他241Please respect copyright.PENANAEiRAleHrig
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「在這裡說的話241Please respect copyright.PENANAKcxVw6mRpZ
我是不會跟天程說的」241Please respect copyright.PENANADqf9E6HC2B
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題241Please respect copyright.PENANAa5KniIuRLU
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞241Please respect copyright.PENANAVzxd7ea3js
「你可以放心的告訴我241Please respect copyright.PENANACrHEK7N6GV
我有責任保障你的私隱241Please respect copyright.PENANA4Vuq01T1Ss
就算他是我的兒子241Please respect copyright.PENANAid13PwrfO4
我也不可以告訴他241Please respect copyright.PENANAfpaKv7CYWh
這是我的專業操守」241Please respect copyright.PENANAHOd5vsqqsW
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李湘渝繼續低著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAl7oZmnypTD
「對不起…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAfw7iQ9ta5q
為自己的撒謊而道歉241Please respect copyright.PENANAkyno03YmFy
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「乖孩子241Please respect copyright.PENANAZb1JAEYJU8
不要怕去面對241Please respect copyright.PENANA4V0WPpBvpr
要坦誠接受自己的情緒241Please respect copyright.PENANA2Dxm4Yrq3l
知道嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAqoTnTMpr7z
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李湘渝沉默了一會241Please respect copyright.PENANAxxuph67Hry
緩緩的說著241Please respect copyright.PENANAp1V13q2Wre
「我…很怕…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAO39cfypg74
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「你在怕什麼?」241Please respect copyright.PENANA9UoMrouY6T
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂241Please respect copyright.PENANAsf5zJh3zov
「不…不知道…241Please respect copyright.PENANAU55irNA1zc
就是…很怕…」241Please respect copyright.PENANADIRKxuYNas
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說241Please respect copyright.PENANAdRvquoYtyG
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「真的…很討厭自己…241Please respect copyright.PENANA30qIhcraaK
很麻煩…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAcppm2HBSVx
李湘渝忍哭著說241Please respect copyright.PENANAPec27Nccch
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來241Please respect copyright.PENANA4H1Skczd7e
「我真的…241Please respect copyright.PENANAnr9V9NTccR
一點用處也沒有…241Please respect copyright.PENANAUCi97YPS1s
我是…一個負累…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAP1EgohNcut
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來241Please respect copyright.PENANAQdBavrBoZk
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…241Please respect copyright.PENANAZfcHmt6xpD
我也想…拋棄這個想法…241Please respect copyright.PENANACvrvcZoLht
可是…我…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAUj05nHomtA
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽241Please respect copyright.PENANAfikCLzlMle
「我…做不到…」241Please respect copyright.PENANANvb6owJymD
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白241Please respect copyright.PENANAcz91L42HLO
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「我…真的…241Please respect copyright.PENANAmgu8MRYLO0
很累…了啊…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA9QVbpghgu5
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「可以告訴我嗎?241Please respect copyright.PENANAxPyj3Py6Bj
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAMQiKnCAOxV
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李湘渝愣了一下241Please respect copyright.PENANAbpVGZre3xd
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他241Please respect copyright.PENANA0FVdK6iBya
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAj0BnSifSaY
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「昨天…傷口很痛…241Please respect copyright.PENANAys7eOcFnJz
痛了很久…241Please respect copyright.PENANAYTzY0FqGkO
整個下午都在痛…241Please respect copyright.PENANAgzH4SjMMkf
痛得…241Please respect copyright.PENANAQy89xThBAA
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA0JjKQk3jcD
李湘渝慢慢的說出來241Please respect copyright.PENANAC4rq12TLGw
哽咽著241Please respect copyright.PENANAuyqVptcHLR
「我…真的…241Please respect copyright.PENANAhKcypeXvrs
忍受不了…241Please respect copyright.PENANA4eupvxEiot
不想再忍受下去了…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAG1o91a4ZhW
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」241Please respect copyright.PENANATlTSU4sSyO
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「我在書枱上241Please respect copyright.PENANAbOFyf68Q1z
隨便拿起了鐵尺241Please respect copyright.PENANAUbm5Jmrzpk
便開始…弄痛自己…」241Please respect copyright.PENANADyKYFw0WjX
李湘渝回想著昨晚241Please respect copyright.PENANARwIhasU91L
那種痛好像又要開始了241Please respect copyright.PENANAQbnlOF7tcW
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA48phhJSqJ0
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鍾媽媽坐近一點241Please respect copyright.PENANAjxI1iwC1Sg
「然後?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAGsblPPq0Ce
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「然後…又變得很痛…241Please respect copyright.PENANAU345XfwKfY
全身也在痛…241Please respect copyright.PENANAM6LhKHowYK
很辛苦…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAVPakMYAHJI
李湘渝握緊了拳頭241Please respect copyright.PENANA2pffdmShzq
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「嗯」241Please respect copyright.PENANAU9TBo1Sr5h
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「我想…用鎅刀…241Please respect copyright.PENANAxKqA4Nmnoy
在手腕上…割一下…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAdnM5yvwH7F
李湘渝哭了出來241Please respect copyright.PENANAa2dsn2vIuZ
「那…我便…以後…241Please respect copyright.PENANA9NEIe6KSWT
都不用再痛了…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAyGdCKGXwmv
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜241Please respect copyright.PENANA2KCyNnqZlz
停頓一下241Please respect copyright.PENANAXeS0y9m0av
再續問241Please respect copyright.PENANA050xo3CU2G
「是發生了什麼事241Please respect copyright.PENANAS3FIkhDMCw
讓你停下來嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAmEoFrlaajr
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…241Please respect copyright.PENANAOj5wNhy3Lv
看到了…241Please respect copyright.PENANAaPrHc3q3re
師兄…寫給我的信…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAsyw8joVHU9
李湘渝激動的哭著241Please respect copyright.PENANArrVYmVtIfo
「是他…的…信…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAEjcwnSDEl3
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛241Please respect copyright.PENANAYFk5Pfko7O
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾241Please respect copyright.PENANAuS5EsWKeAn
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「你看到了天程給你的信241Please respect copyright.PENANAQzTIkw7FAb
然後便停了下來241Please respect copyright.PENANA8JSHV69arj
對嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANADNaDHKDCek
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李湘渝接過紙巾241Please respect copyright.PENANA8xWddJfv6J
點著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAUrfRpJ8wUY
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?241Please respect copyright.PENANAxPR96FuGV3
促使你停下來241Please respect copyright.PENANAzmOaXgySsF
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」241Please respect copyright.PENANAaXgCfCnY9d
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「我記得…241Please respect copyright.PENANAz112YC3ROV
無論我怎樣放棄自己…241Please respect copyright.PENANA6L62pCIQKw
他都會…在我的身邊…241Please respect copyright.PENANA4FA8pzauqN
不會離棄我…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAWNmxqFhDPK
李湘渝痛哭著說241Please respect copyright.PENANA3QVV2QlWmZ
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…241Please respect copyright.PENANAesJIUxQxod
是他說…241Please respect copyright.PENANAm0DpRoEdek
明明知道了…看到了…241Please respect copyright.PENANAV3sTwwSfQ8
不能什麼也不做…241Please respect copyright.PENANAFZ6TbiCjmn
便讓我回家去…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4xdIxNSPT
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩241Please respect copyright.PENANAxjoGaS2kke
感歎著愛情的力量241Please respect copyright.PENANACMNVwqGtyZ
影響力實在很大241Please respect copyright.PENANAhU7IAckz9U
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幸而鍾天程的愛241Please respect copyright.PENANABhbTYt506e
能夠承載著這個重擔241Please respect copyright.PENANA3q5PchfwhU
分擔著李湘渝的壓力241Please respect copyright.PENANArKFUj4d67P
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡241Please respect copyright.PENANA9VowPsHw6Y
得到了很強的力量241Please respect copyright.PENANAzjB8EwxNU4
有了寄託241Please respect copyright.PENANAdHnDpi8aeW
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要不然241Please respect copyright.PENANA3Z2QqYmuks
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前241Please respect copyright.PENANA09nJCB87m3
已經離開了這個世界241Please respect copyright.PENANAnV0etg4Frt
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「我知道…如果那個時候…241Please respect copyright.PENANA2ymj14NmkX
他在我的旁邊的話…241Please respect copyright.PENANATP38sPKFA6
他會毫不猶豫的…241Please respect copyright.PENANA9z5RlNXgRR
抱著我…241Please respect copyright.PENANAY2FeZfNP0p
不讓我傷害自己…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAvIuDzORds0
李湘渝仍在痛哭著241Please respect copyright.PENANAEFhWPMvxHL
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊241Please respect copyright.PENANAiGxHOlXmVb
握著他的手241Please respect copyright.PENANAzQLevV8wMp
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「我還記得…241Please respect copyright.PENANAPOUd0fypkL
在天台那時…241Please respect copyright.PENANAU6zR6phte8
他…241Please respect copyright.PENANAzf8GfF5vIe
他……」241Please respect copyright.PENANA8PsmVr2ATG
李湘渝泣不成聲241Please respect copyright.PENANAl5aOHkAj24
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程241Please respect copyright.PENANAeEcLmjhNRz
不斷的哭著241Please respect copyright.PENANAKPuUSyJtFP
哭得難以呼吸241Please respect copyright.PENANAifuXunEHBX
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛241Please respect copyright.PENANAcWZnfsTUTV
輕掃著他的背241Please respect copyright.PENANAT5LKDLsEov
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一會241Please respect copyright.PENANAwHgYWQthsr
待李湘渝情緒平伏後241Please respect copyright.PENANAClQJYd64oq
鍾媽媽溫柔的說241Please respect copyright.PENANA7mYpxmIzae
「謝謝你對我誠實241Please respect copyright.PENANAYKQXJlTjjg
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」241Please respect copyright.PENANA9OIvoLZ9Zb
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李湘渝低著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAIdUEOzohiE
擦著眼睛241Please respect copyright.PENANABnhcQHrEO4
「不…我…241Please respect copyright.PENANAo7BtiSxU2Z
很沒用…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAtab3qVXElp
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「湘渝241Please respect copyright.PENANAGDIRrqPI3O
你真的很勇敢241Please respect copyright.PENANAcuzIFrixUP
而且241Please respect copyright.PENANAkuSgYIskQG
你也有很堅強的信念241Please respect copyright.PENANAnb2l7OK9KG
只是一時有點迷失241Please respect copyright.PENANAqOKZK46NTl
加上幻覺痛241Please respect copyright.PENANAHJ162dvtPl
令你軟弱了」241Please respect copyright.PENANAh0PMj6X3xp
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAd7m9Ds4LPu
「我非常欣賞你的堅強241Please respect copyright.PENANASHUeOnwkPz
因為這是真的不容易啊」241Please respect copyright.PENANAGtwSIeq1l2
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣241Please respect copyright.PENANA7qVxe2XBG0
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「這件事241Please respect copyright.PENANAtDKT07X8Sc
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