第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢170Please respect copyright.PENANANHK4igUsDw
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記170Please respect copyright.PENANA9O35cH2cXa
發現李湘渝這幾個月來170Please respect copyright.PENANAxsitj6s8Fl
都過度積極的控制情緒170Please respect copyright.PENANAJd7Ng3Gktv
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少170Please respect copyright.PENANAlLseg8Tzxg
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂170Please respect copyright.PENANAjyJheWVEGp
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」170Please respect copyright.PENANA06Tqrm9V9H
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「每天都有…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAwNcNSw3yrx
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「比起剛出院170Please respect copyright.PENANABq7FNmQ9ap
或上個月170Please respect copyright.PENANA40bCE0hOQS
有好轉嗎?」170Please respect copyright.PENANATBNk00Xlze
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「好像…差不多…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAkX1gIRU2YK
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「十級的話170Please respect copyright.PENANAGCXaGNRX0n
有多少級痛?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAGHowH6pFZn
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右170Please respect copyright.PENANA6aT2bob9Fs
試過幾次真的很痛…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAtJWJMZeMH6
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容170Please respect copyright.PENANAC76EHXmprN
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神170Please respect copyright.PENANA5Kfgjy0gCF
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「已持續兩個月了170Please respect copyright.PENANAqTyuvxZnnJ
是吧?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAor9C0wvm5T
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「嗯…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAXcqcaOpNZM
李湘渝點點頭170Please respect copyright.PENANA5zFtGD6Zuc
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小時候的事170Please respect copyright.PENANAx0fQpC92ku
實在記得太清楚170Please respect copyright.PENANAmqPwFAwdJM
印象太深刻170Please respect copyright.PENANAiZsV1y5Fyt
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候170Please respect copyright.PENANAGudcuhsU9V
彷彿提醒著自己170Please respect copyright.PENANAxdRS1MEVPZ
不斷的重溫事發經過170Please respect copyright.PENANA3c9zK9qEK3
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇170Please respect copyright.PENANAjBQgbTusPm
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態170Please respect copyright.PENANAwP1jIY9C0a
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來170Please respect copyright.PENANA4ssPuWZN9t
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著170Please respect copyright.PENANAZkeaby8Ati
自從幻聽出現後的日記170Please respect copyright.PENANAKzoo0obCuQ
看得出李湘渝心裡170Please respect copyright.PENANA5ec44TMYFP
是極度的恐慌170Please respect copyright.PENANAqqzlfqktjc
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從字裡行間裡170Please respect copyright.PENANAb4gyksNxrT
李湘渝透露出的是170Please respect copyright.PENANAOEsXtmeD8j
逃避現實170Please respect copyright.PENANAIOdkVYO1uA
置之不理170Please respect copyright.PENANA7pCm5mUnQ6
過份抑壓情緒170Please respect copyright.PENANAt5BrNGB1Qp
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「湘渝170Please respect copyright.PENANAJEiRwU6byn
欺騙誰也可以170Please respect copyright.PENANAbMyLMfbAVd
但就是不能欺騙自己170Please respect copyright.PENANAGI9V9iH1I2
要對自己誠實」170Please respect copyright.PENANAE2OBTgWQNx
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「嗯…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAxvbM6l6nyt
李湘渝低著頭170Please respect copyright.PENANAe6iUIggtpU
點了一下頭170Please respect copyright.PENANAt20BAIesZ3
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?170Please respect copyright.PENANAqu0tvA0w6N
在逃避嗎?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAr7EoiRz0M9
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李湘渝沉默著170Please respect copyright.PENANAP6hXIST8Mw
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情170Please respect copyright.PENANA8Tea884H92
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李湘渝思考了一會170Please respect copyright.PENANASlRLeGtDr8
點了點頭170Please respect copyright.PENANAbYI0VJoOd3
「嗯…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAI3L9PSKTX7
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「有什麼原因170Please respect copyright.PENANApaUdTcLaWg
令你想逃避?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAUA7RPTqWxZ
鍾媽媽溫柔的說170Please respect copyright.PENANABzCXEFlHHx
「或者170Please respect copyright.PENANAlDvfwqIPMd
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAF2U6UslDVF
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李湘渝低著頭170Please respect copyright.PENANAdFwIrtAIIF
手按在昨天傷口的位置上170Please respect copyright.PENANAxdnevjQpLg
「我…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAkwV6ZlCkZQ
突然低壓情緒湧了上來170Please respect copyright.PENANAiC1Wj37p5R
「很…170Please respect copyright.PENANAos2qQgfDIr
累了…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAYCYr9WGbG3
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「所以昨天170Please respect copyright.PENANAFwMdrdf7Mh
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」170Please respect copyright.PENANABSN3AYeN3t
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李湘渝點了點頭170Please respect copyright.PENANAMvwfK7BeVU
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAgAt21I8Tjz
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了170Please respect copyright.PENANATk3MwE51U2
抹著眼淚170Please respect copyright.PENANAP3107JFfL6
搖著頭否認170Please respect copyright.PENANAcmWRM8lymZ
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應170Please respect copyright.PENANAIX6oJ78aCz
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎170Please respect copyright.PENANAESKaSN6CZj
只不過在鍾天程面前170Please respect copyright.PENANAIdvziOUfkc
不適宜直接問他170Please respect copyright.PENANAhkPk3IJQdN
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「在這裡說的話170Please respect copyright.PENANAU4xikojn2W
我是不會跟天程說的」170Please respect copyright.PENANAPC3pw16YSo
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題170Please respect copyright.PENANACWqQCyuiL5
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞170Please respect copyright.PENANAWzJjLngB63
「你可以放心的告訴我170Please respect copyright.PENANAJbDGwXejvb
我有責任保障你的私隱170Please respect copyright.PENANAOA6IX5L9ha
就算他是我的兒子170Please respect copyright.PENANABuMChDw9Wg
我也不可以告訴他170Please respect copyright.PENANAyjmUr2rlrE
這是我的專業操守」170Please respect copyright.PENANAJjVqm3aDnD
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李湘渝繼續低著頭170Please respect copyright.PENANA8ta9gEAoD6
「對不起…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAUeSZlyze53
為自己的撒謊而道歉170Please respect copyright.PENANA38xVkM7UWM
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「乖孩子170Please respect copyright.PENANAviW3b9aibV
不要怕去面對170Please respect copyright.PENANAn82CktYbeU
要坦誠接受自己的情緒170Please respect copyright.PENANAadgH2HRH7V
知道嗎?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAVccwIHxLlA
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李湘渝沉默了一會170Please respect copyright.PENANAx80oDHDGPs
緩緩的說著170Please respect copyright.PENANA9JNfzsalql
「我…很怕…」170Please respect copyright.PENANA0YEV0517gn
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「你在怕什麼?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAQpslPjK3JI
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂170Please respect copyright.PENANANBb1L6MIeh
「不…不知道…170Please respect copyright.PENANAKHYV2khWtU
就是…很怕…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAttErgbaVvE
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說170Please respect copyright.PENANAVXGKwoDTWb
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「真的…很討厭自己…170Please respect copyright.PENANAVZOFbMIqMB
很麻煩…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAJi1intv58N
李湘渝忍哭著說170Please respect copyright.PENANAIitKKAxCuB
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來170Please respect copyright.PENANACjZ42vKM25
「我真的…170Please respect copyright.PENANAsJva8wnpRW
一點用處也沒有…170Please respect copyright.PENANAQAciKg0CoI
我是…一個負累…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAkzRF8mZDhO
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來170Please respect copyright.PENANAqMjMvOJMLX
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…170Please respect copyright.PENANAQHmMt7EH37
我也想…拋棄這個想法…170Please respect copyright.PENANALk8oh2JCDA
可是…我…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAt2oNzwLgMa
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽170Please respect copyright.PENANAnSdqOCZ8qI
「我…做不到…」170Please respect copyright.PENANA5otUEVdZtu
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白170Please respect copyright.PENANAYvGOageEVH
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「我…真的…170Please respect copyright.PENANAUfsO2XXPzE
很累…了啊…」170Please respect copyright.PENANA47dTcQtzPY
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「可以告訴我嗎?170Please respect copyright.PENANAtVVkmw4a8c
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAvA4Qezw5tD
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李湘渝愣了一下170Please respect copyright.PENANAhwzbgpj6CY
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他170Please respect copyright.PENANAE7dcKEcu1j
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAyjGzcP0cyR
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「昨天…傷口很痛…170Please respect copyright.PENANAf971i5CZeq
痛了很久…170Please respect copyright.PENANAJuRt9PIQJh
整個下午都在痛…170Please respect copyright.PENANAt8Qwi3SNw2
痛得…170Please respect copyright.PENANATMiCS6ShM0
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAJT3sjs2BCS
李湘渝慢慢的說出來170Please respect copyright.PENANAVfKhDGW0a4
哽咽著170Please respect copyright.PENANANyZciQ2qAW
「我…真的…170Please respect copyright.PENANAAgfYQgOxxR
忍受不了…170Please respect copyright.PENANAthByMhDjoe
不想再忍受下去了…」170Please respect copyright.PENANATpDuJ0RbQV
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAD51gSytpgP
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「我在書枱上170Please respect copyright.PENANAdLz1i57pWI
隨便拿起了鐵尺170Please respect copyright.PENANAkWLbTa3im4
便開始…弄痛自己…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAsTXFdGA34r
李湘渝回想著昨晚170Please respect copyright.PENANAZGFhsUD5T0
那種痛好像又要開始了170Please respect copyright.PENANAu8lEa65xwO
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」170Please respect copyright.PENANA8IQoKc7qVz
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鍾媽媽坐近一點170Please respect copyright.PENANAEiioQmTMvL
「然後?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAthnKvILciU
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「然後…又變得很痛…170Please respect copyright.PENANAfS4oHPxkP5
全身也在痛…170Please respect copyright.PENANADsTo9TPK3Q
很辛苦…」170Please respect copyright.PENANA5BiLPzub9z
李湘渝握緊了拳頭170Please respect copyright.PENANAK24ljFKGix
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「嗯」170Please respect copyright.PENANAEmmNg7Bw3y
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「我想…用鎅刀…170Please respect copyright.PENANAcSwhcNtEW4
在手腕上…割一下…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAizGRcNqTWE
李湘渝哭了出來170Please respect copyright.PENANA4i6jFxU6hy
「那…我便…以後…170Please respect copyright.PENANAKK5L9bILjd
都不用再痛了…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAG2Zjc7oZpX
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜170Please respect copyright.PENANAzTs0ofJ3en
停頓一下170Please respect copyright.PENANAeG4VLTWZe6
再續問170Please respect copyright.PENANAT6UoyzlBF5
「是發生了什麼事170Please respect copyright.PENANA6rLHKoJgPH
讓你停下來嗎?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAr0FiW52nYZ
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…170Please respect copyright.PENANAeEJlGMn4bF
看到了…170Please respect copyright.PENANArrisfOlGJq
師兄…寫給我的信…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAUpIiRECl6H
李湘渝激動的哭著170Please respect copyright.PENANA7BpNLp6jBv
「是他…的…信…」170Please respect copyright.PENANA1K7uyBtGEo
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛170Please respect copyright.PENANASfx2aWfvWH
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾170Please respect copyright.PENANAe7gQFt21c3
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「你看到了天程給你的信170Please respect copyright.PENANAfgwBy7Lyfl
然後便停了下來170Please respect copyright.PENANAAAWflCHa4s
對嗎?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAy7aq01fnvU
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李湘渝接過紙巾170Please respect copyright.PENANAFXw8yUJYav
點著頭170Please respect copyright.PENANAhmbZHNXeRV
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?170Please respect copyright.PENANAK9mwoUGdVY
促使你停下來170Please respect copyright.PENANAqfc6tM9z2H
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」170Please respect copyright.PENANAVjplKJ5pDF
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「我記得…170Please respect copyright.PENANALB73DY0zAc
無論我怎樣放棄自己…170Please respect copyright.PENANAn39YDk3eyk
他都會…在我的身邊…170Please respect copyright.PENANAC2SrH25RGA
不會離棄我…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAW5xocwRkVk
李湘渝痛哭著說170Please respect copyright.PENANArJSjES3aIJ
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…170Please respect copyright.PENANAepptsExaUt
是他說…170Please respect copyright.PENANAd1yv2yAoPr
明明知道了…看到了…170Please respect copyright.PENANAcFvAcQoCET
不能什麼也不做…170Please respect copyright.PENANAhGw9bAnhmI
便讓我回家去…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAxYghPhOAOZ
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩170Please respect copyright.PENANAY3YijboRzU
感歎著愛情的力量170Please respect copyright.PENANAy64IQHtHlZ
影響力實在很大170Please respect copyright.PENANAjP1puisNGS
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幸而鍾天程的愛170Please respect copyright.PENANACrVqO6QC34
能夠承載著這個重擔170Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2JX8fqmEC
分擔著李湘渝的壓力170Please respect copyright.PENANAIjCI7Ds3F6
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡170Please respect copyright.PENANA5M4CT9nWdy
得到了很強的力量170Please respect copyright.PENANAXhdYTwjxoK
有了寄託170Please respect copyright.PENANATvtXYwbRSV
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要不然170Please respect copyright.PENANAFxAn0GlQGo
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前170Please respect copyright.PENANA9LsQmWrGw9
已經離開了這個世界170Please respect copyright.PENANAtVYmAlZO15
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「我知道…如果那個時候…170Please respect copyright.PENANAAh8Kd44vwf
他在我的旁邊的話…170Please respect copyright.PENANAKxCZhpvfZz
他會毫不猶豫的…170Please respect copyright.PENANALQkyH5691v
抱著我…170Please respect copyright.PENANAjz7OzDBibG
不讓我傷害自己…」170Please respect copyright.PENANARsMYEwd4GH
李湘渝仍在痛哭著170Please respect copyright.PENANA5kX2VXjWws
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊170Please respect copyright.PENANAY6v8IG9vsa
握著他的手170Please respect copyright.PENANAWJCyXu7wod
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「我還記得…170Please respect copyright.PENANAAVy8h3dgXI
在天台那時…170Please respect copyright.PENANAL15TSG91u1
他…170Please respect copyright.PENANAbCtLlJKjy1
他……」170Please respect copyright.PENANA2DWvlxyHb8
李湘渝泣不成聲170Please respect copyright.PENANAkquIaopy5X
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程170Please respect copyright.PENANAHRn4WLA0yu
不斷的哭著170Please respect copyright.PENANAD0bZR0kGmM
哭得難以呼吸170Please respect copyright.PENANAiqRl4hMPx1
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛170Please respect copyright.PENANAtCyNo1hxAF
輕掃著他的背170Please respect copyright.PENANAJeVjnJct9I
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一會170Please respect copyright.PENANA7v4HYxg54E
待李湘渝情緒平伏後170Please respect copyright.PENANAm25UnIdhE0
鍾媽媽溫柔的說170Please respect copyright.PENANAkUwcG3ynr3
「謝謝你對我誠實170Please respect copyright.PENANAJiw9x7Pcah
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」170Please respect copyright.PENANAszP8ypAPyz
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李湘渝低著頭170Please respect copyright.PENANAvlVmaTEGX7
擦著眼睛170Please respect copyright.PENANAWNgZSLPwLO
「不…我…170Please respect copyright.PENANAO7ShmVsgvh
很沒用…」170Please respect copyright.PENANAT9lMucM6xc
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「湘渝170Please respect copyright.PENANAfOrgQH15rb
你真的很勇敢170Please respect copyright.PENANACT7ZsakuHG
而且170Please respect copyright.PENANAB2INfdzH8L
你也有很堅強的信念170Please respect copyright.PENANA70NYUoRBmG
只是一時有點迷失170Please respect copyright.PENANAWVhaKupX8l
加上幻覺痛170Please respect copyright.PENANA9wXawLem7n
令你軟弱了」170Please respect copyright.PENANAbvpYT6Gpbl
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭170Please respect copyright.PENANA7r1DUoWFHE
「我非常欣賞你的堅強170Please respect copyright.PENANA7MOMqI10VQ
因為這是真的不容易啊」170Please respect copyright.PENANAbel53OTjLc
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣170Please respect copyright.PENANAfnfopdKgRc
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