「想唔想約出嚟?」望住呢個message,我個心不受控制咁狂跳。918Please respect copyright.PENANAWcEAOeWTKd
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我內心其實係想嘅,但我冇即刻應承。918Please respect copyright.PENANATh9YnXdp2y
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因為我知道同佢約出嚟嘅話就唔係單純嘅網友見面咁簡單。918Please respect copyright.PENANAkexkRSIsL3
918Please respect copyright.PENANAqePYqSVGRI
可能見我太耐冇覆,過咗冇耐對方又send咗個message嚟。918Please respect copyright.PENANAbzCwGcsrqy
918Please respect copyright.PENANARIZKpUNvzG
「第一次見面普通食餐飯先啦,睇下大家啱唔啱先再諗其他」918Please respect copyright.PENANA6gRyUdK3Xx
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我不禁陷入咗沉思。918Please respect copyright.PENANAbbQxFcBAbh
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其實而家呢一切,都要由我半年前俾人飛開始講起。918Please respect copyright.PENANAfT4xBnnoeF
918Please respect copyright.PENANAOi0vDeI9nY
「分手啦」平淡的三隻字喺我耳邊卻有如驚雷炸開,我覺得自己有少少耳鳴。918Please respect copyright.PENANAkOGVvQR1vg
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但其實我一早就估到會係咁嘅結果。918Please respect copyright.PENANAU6N0UamDmF
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隔越嘅越耐先覆嘅message、心不在焉嘅表情、食飯嗰陣總係將電話mon擺向下嘅小動作......918Please respect copyright.PENANA69Cm0uhsZE
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呢一切無一不透露住一個訊息:對面呢個同我一齊咗五年嘅人,早就由唔知幾時開始偷偷拋棄咗我。918Please respect copyright.PENANAaNSzoZXgWN
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啱啱分手嗰兩個月,我嘅狀態話係行屍走肉都不為過。918Please respect copyright.PENANAuMLA1QL0nS
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每當安靜落嚟,我個腦入面總會不斷重播同前男友熱戀期嗰陣嘅甜蜜畫面。918Please respect copyright.PENANAY6ze3N98Oz
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嗰陣有幾甜蜜,而家就有幾痛苦。918Please respect copyright.PENANAiYQwDW9y5d
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於是,我比以往更賣力咁工作,想趕走一直喺腦海裏揮之不去嘅某個身影。918Please respect copyright.PENANAviNKfrvcaY
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渾渾噩噩嘅日子維持咗一段時間,直到有一日,我收到個friend send嚟嘅message,連同一個ig post。918Please respect copyright.PENANA02bF9m4mv0
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「分手冇耐就咁快有新女 真係賤種嚟」918Please respect copyright.PENANAHiqAI0RqCf
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個ig post係我個ex同佢條新女嘅合照。918Please respect copyright.PENANANr52KMwDq3
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相入嗰兩個人嘅笑容燦爛得刺眼。918Please respect copyright.PENANAHOj1qlgB2X
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我個ex喺張相度tag咗個女仔嘅ig。918Please respect copyright.PENANAs8dYuKu3ut
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我猶豫再三,最後都係忍唔住手賤咁search咗嗰個ig。918Please respect copyright.PENANAkwBcA955UF
918Please respect copyright.PENANAsyzGJc6Gsy
個女仔嘅ig係public嘅,最新嘅post就係嗰張合照。918Please respect copyright.PENANAedyT2Bn0Az
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「100日快樂💋💋」918Please respect copyright.PENANABaTTapP8ud
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一百日......918Please respect copyright.PENANAH8VYym2FkG
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一百日之前,我同佢明明仲一齊緊。918Please respect copyright.PENANAmheAmddZGg
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雖然我一早已經有預感,但當現實被血淋淋咁揭開,我仍然深受打擊。918Please respect copyright.PENANAgcLPAinJ8i
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個女仔呢個post仲有一張相,係某個交友app嘅對話cap圖,內容係佢哋兩個啱啱match到嗰陣嘅對話。918Please respect copyright.PENANA3y2y5wGXcD
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如果個男主角唔係當時仲同緊我一齊嘅前男友,我諗我都會覺得幾sweet。918Please respect copyright.PENANAHJqE0zA87K
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我彷彿自虐咁反覆細閱佢哋嘅對話,直到淚眼模糊。918Please respect copyright.PENANAmYrEcRJlN7
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呢日之後我又頹廢咗一段日子。918Please respect copyright.PENANAPryTeIeM3P
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我啲朋友好擔心我,唔止一次咁約我出去,話要陪我。918Please respect copyright.PENANAKM73Fo3Yw1
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不過全部都俾我拒絕咗。918Please respect copyright.PENANAbCd0Lzljbd
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我已經習慣咗自己一個處理負面情緒。918Please respect copyright.PENANAjpMmGMgjWd
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更何況,大家平時已經夠晒忙,冇必要因為失戀咁小事而勞師動眾啦。918Please respect copyright.PENANAPXuhUVRyDx
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我就好似一隻蝸牛咁匿埋喺自己嘅殼入面。918Please respect copyright.PENANAWu9V55D9EO
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直到某一日。918Please respect copyright.PENANAOBeARGkzxK
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嗰日理應係一個平常嘅假日。朝早醒咗之後,我無所事事地咁用電話上網。918Please respect copyright.PENANA5PHA9Ymixb
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Youtube唔知做乜係咁推薦一啲情感建議影片俾我。918Please respect copyright.PENANAKwldG2ehru
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我睇睇下,不由自主咁又諗起我個ex。918Please respect copyright.PENANAwBt0FgF4X7
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而家佢肯定同女朋友過得好開心啦。918Please respect copyright.PENANAFk065ikXh4
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我內心再次感到一陣鈍痛。918Please respect copyright.PENANAEUW54aF1W8
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雖然係佢背叛我在先,但畢竟一齊咗咁長時間,開心嘅回憶都唔少。918Please respect copyright.PENANAJMexwFauXp
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因此,雖然我一開始好憤怒,亦都憎過佢,但而家冷靜落嚟之後,侵襲我心頭嘅反而係無力同孤寂。918Please respect copyright.PENANAwpOo6MXzio
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停,唔可以再諗落去。918Please respect copyright.PENANAQbTJK5IjaQ
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我驀然回過神來。918Please respect copyright.PENANAEhQdDaavPq
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呢個時候,我部電話螢幕中央彈出咗一個交友app廣告。918Please respect copyright.PENANAbl9yn1xPIt
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啱啱好就係我個ex用過嗰個交友app。918Please respect copyright.PENANAp0rF3ctSCI
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正常我只會直接閂咗個廣告。918Please respect copyright.PENANAjqkOiPmPCF
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但今次唔同。918Please respect copyright.PENANAG7Nt2rFJhX
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可能係一時衝動,亦都可能係幼稚嘅報復心態。918Please respect copyright.PENANAtYdPKGNqrh
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總之,我感覺自己隻手指喺螢幕上方停頓咗兩秒。918Please respect copyright.PENANAlsRRdyt8G9
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然後我鬼使神差咁㩒咗落去。918Please respect copyright.PENANAhho7uWUxrw
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我就係喺咁嘅情況之下遇到佢。