收咗線之後,我仲係有少少魂不守舍咁。523Please respect copyright.PENANAvGMKxm5t4c
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朋友頭先頭頭是道嘅分析言猶在耳:「你一直咁欣賞呢個人,覺得呢個人好好,好到你根本唔會對佢產生非分之想。但突然間,你發現原來呢個自己咁崇拜嘅人竟然以前一直暗戀你,個感覺就好似拉咗佢落神壇咁,你有幻想都係一件好正常嘅事嚟,」523Please respect copyright.PENANADxtazlgfjS
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的確,我目前對陳君儒呢個人嘅了解都只係基於中學嗰陣對佢嘅印象,回憶亦會令我過分美化呢個人。523Please respect copyright.PENANAkI211qHC93
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「你要諗清楚,你鐘意嘅係而家呢個佢,定係中學嗰陣曾經暗戀過你嘅佢?」523Please respect copyright.PENANAPJQU4LXo2S
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之後嗰幾日,我搵陳君儒講嘢嘅頻率減少咗,就算佢搵我講嘢我都隔好耐先覆。523Please respect copyright.PENANAAXZcYjUkqz
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我覺得自己需要啲時間沉澱一下,以釐清自己對佢嘅感覺。523Please respect copyright.PENANAl8odD8tTkR
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但老實講,喺呢幾日入面,我根本得唔出任何結論,腦海裏仍舊係一片混亂。523Please respect copyright.PENANAixjgG9bU8b
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就喺呢個時候,彷彿想令我變得更加混亂咁,陳君儒又再一次約我出去。523Please respect copyright.PENANAWUSXyqpbiT
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「下個禮拜陪我去staycation好唔好?」523Please respect copyright.PENANASnxd4KWuhH
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我覺得佢呢個邀約嚟得莫名其妙,所以冇即刻應承。523Please respect copyright.PENANAX5BEtokO4E
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「?」523Please respect copyright.PENANAHf997mnSue
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無端端去乜嘢staycation?523Please respect copyright.PENANArp8gSl32nO
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「我下個禮拜生日呀,陪我吖。」佢講:「我啲friend唔得閒。」523Please respect copyright.PENANAGISsqQ6Ftk
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「......」523Please respect copyright.PENANAGMF89nYoGr
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雖然好奇怪,但我最後都係應承咗。523Please respect copyright.PENANAg4fBCzSiF3
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陳君儒話佢已經book咗酒店。我本身覺得佢都幾慘,生日淨係得sp陪佢去staycation,連酒店都要自己book埋,所以就問佢要咩生日禮物。523Please respect copyright.PENANAI8xcLRZG8B
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「唔使啦,你個人出現就得㗎喇。」523Please respect copyright.PENANAsu4RLYosfW
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於是我就氣定神閒咁真係乜都冇準備到。523Please respect copyright.PENANAOWR0wqa1sD
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我哋只係sp,都係唔好搞咁多嘢好啲。523Please respect copyright.PENANAIlbhFrZHwU
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我提醒自己。523Please respect copyright.PENANA5aVgE9ZRko
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不過到咗staycation當日,我都係唔好意思兩手空空咁過去,就臨時去買咗個蛋糕仔。523Please respect copyright.PENANA7LqZchMLwW
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「咪話咗唔使買嘢囉。」陳君儒見到個蛋糕嘅時候講。523Please respect copyright.PENANAn3kQZRisc6
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不過佢個表情又好似幾開心咁。523Please respect copyright.PENANACFnGJ2N1eg
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「生日吖嘛,點都要食下蛋糕嘅。」我將蛋糕放喺離床幾步遠嘅書檯上。523Please respect copyright.PENANAWCItngc2rW
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之後我諗住幫陳君儒點蠟燭,但過程中佢不斷喺度騷擾我。523Please respect copyright.PENANA8ipulnURgz
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喺我插緊蠟燭嘅時候,佢就從後環抱我,喺度錫我耳仔同頸側。523Please respect copyright.PENANAn6r6YgWaK2
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「喂……」我隻手震咗震,爭啲整跌咗支蠟燭。523Please respect copyright.PENANApXFXNuwDfL
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陳君儒冇理我,繼續輕咬我耳垂。523Please respect copyright.PENANAEoqvV799be
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我艱難咁喺佢嘅騷擾下點着咗支蠟燭。為咗有氣氛啲,我仲順手熄埋房入面嘅燈。523Please respect copyright.PENANA0qJMSk24ca
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陳君儒錫下錫下就錫到嚟我唇邊。523Please respect copyright.PENANAaY7iKXZy61
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「許願先啦……」我吃力咁推咗推佢。523Please respect copyright.PENANA9kcr3eFHXD
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我嘅嘴唇被佢封住,聲音變得模糊不清。523Please respect copyright.PENANAyp6qm2VHMu
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「好啦好啦我許願喇。」佢終於暫時放過我嘅嘴唇,但仍然維持住環抱我嘅姿勢,又將頭靠喺我頸側。523Please respect copyright.PENANAg3sKhWz5hc
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我擰轉頭望向佢。523Please respect copyright.PENANA2K5fJyZcM6
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呢刻昏暗嘅房間內只有暖黃嘅燭光散發住微弱嘅光茫。523Please respect copyright.PENANAjiCqiecPeU
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燭光映照下,我見到陳君儒合埋眼,表情虔誠。523Please respect copyright.PENANAtycaq1Dp4l
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我下意識咁放輕呼吸凝視住佢。523Please respect copyright.PENANAqo8pgiJoo2
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燭光微微咁顫抖閃爍着。523Please respect copyright.PENANAyh6PEVmMQu
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「許完喇。」陳君儒突然擘大咗眼。523Please respect copyright.PENANATGP5S45w9N
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我呼吸一窒,嚟唔切移開目光,猝不及防咁撞上咗佢嘅視線。523Please respect copyright.PENANAZbbytTZhOX
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過咗好耐,又或者其實只係過咗幾秒,佢錫咗埋嚟。523Please respect copyright.PENANA4DAgkiVf2T
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一開始只係輕柔咁吮吻,後來動作卻變得越嚟越急切猛烈。523Please respect copyright.PENANAT9nF3HoI4h
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我被佢攬住錫住帶到去床邊,再被佢推倒喺床上。523Please respect copyright.PENANAE1gF5B85Yl
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「好鍾意你……」陳君儒一邊錫我一邊講,聲音沙啞。523Please respect copyright.PENANAzY7gyRB4ie
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「我都係……」我脫口而出。523Please respect copyright.PENANAYRoMITW6Hy