「想唔想約出嚟?」望住呢個message,我個心不受控制咁狂跳。926Please respect copyright.PENANAnqWA1O6rbI
926Please respect copyright.PENANAPf4i7NmXm5
我內心其實係想嘅,但我冇即刻應承。926Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2e5geHqWV
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因為我知道同佢約出嚟嘅話就唔係單純嘅網友見面咁簡單。926Please respect copyright.PENANA9wecKsSz1w
926Please respect copyright.PENANAdAj2cCboFb
可能見我太耐冇覆,過咗冇耐對方又send咗個message嚟。926Please respect copyright.PENANARDtbR210DE
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「第一次見面普通食餐飯先啦,睇下大家啱唔啱先再諗其他」926Please respect copyright.PENANAZFT8iDpaD8
926Please respect copyright.PENANAPNk2JnF7aw
我不禁陷入咗沉思。926Please respect copyright.PENANAuoX9IMfhPU
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其實而家呢一切,都要由我半年前俾人飛開始講起。926Please respect copyright.PENANAvX4RiLMBaW
926Please respect copyright.PENANALNphKS2rLI
「分手啦」平淡的三隻字喺我耳邊卻有如驚雷炸開,我覺得自己有少少耳鳴。926Please respect copyright.PENANAudXyEjDwow
926Please respect copyright.PENANA6MAf8PUByT
但其實我一早就估到會係咁嘅結果。926Please respect copyright.PENANA6zl3j5UDtu
926Please respect copyright.PENANAd0W3dArSc9
隔越嘅越耐先覆嘅message、心不在焉嘅表情、食飯嗰陣總係將電話mon擺向下嘅小動作......926Please respect copyright.PENANAV8C4IWBVee
926Please respect copyright.PENANALjA27bp50G
呢一切無一不透露住一個訊息:對面呢個同我一齊咗五年嘅人,早就由唔知幾時開始偷偷拋棄咗我。926Please respect copyright.PENANAo8KJgOd80b
926Please respect copyright.PENANAvGxvVLV1HI
啱啱分手嗰兩個月,我嘅狀態話係行屍走肉都不為過。926Please respect copyright.PENANAeRQ6c0h7Yv
926Please respect copyright.PENANArnIbu9HGSm
每當安靜落嚟,我個腦入面總會不斷重播同前男友熱戀期嗰陣嘅甜蜜畫面。926Please respect copyright.PENANAxFXDik6CGp
926Please respect copyright.PENANAe8Dxx4lemn
嗰陣有幾甜蜜,而家就有幾痛苦。926Please respect copyright.PENANAH5vTDzDf0j
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於是,我比以往更賣力咁工作,想趕走一直喺腦海裏揮之不去嘅某個身影。926Please respect copyright.PENANA5ggXCa0331
926Please respect copyright.PENANAV3KgoPGqKI
渾渾噩噩嘅日子維持咗一段時間,直到有一日,我收到個friend send嚟嘅message,連同一個ig post。926Please respect copyright.PENANAsSpUqMS8Rn
926Please respect copyright.PENANAZwrCTXdBvc
「分手冇耐就咁快有新女 真係賤種嚟」926Please respect copyright.PENANAGzJxM4IoS8
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個ig post係我個ex同佢條新女嘅合照。926Please respect copyright.PENANA6Kd4x12hiA
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相入嗰兩個人嘅笑容燦爛得刺眼。926Please respect copyright.PENANAXqN3LMwkB0
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我個ex喺張相度tag咗個女仔嘅ig。926Please respect copyright.PENANA8up5NfN920
926Please respect copyright.PENANANR7M6fhfp9
我猶豫再三,最後都係忍唔住手賤咁search咗嗰個ig。926Please respect copyright.PENANA9bAbWiG7is
926Please respect copyright.PENANAT7Bkg3Zsgx
個女仔嘅ig係public嘅,最新嘅post就係嗰張合照。926Please respect copyright.PENANANEWJQHu5vz
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「100日快樂💋💋」926Please respect copyright.PENANANFkr0a1sUH
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一百日......926Please respect copyright.PENANAftb7qr8kQv
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一百日之前,我同佢明明仲一齊緊。926Please respect copyright.PENANAeEAUDagWMU
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雖然我一早已經有預感,但當現實被血淋淋咁揭開,我仍然深受打擊。926Please respect copyright.PENANAq5U8KoOh2z
926Please respect copyright.PENANAjiDtvgwUxn
個女仔呢個post仲有一張相,係某個交友app嘅對話cap圖,內容係佢哋兩個啱啱match到嗰陣嘅對話。926Please respect copyright.PENANAiRYvTwxgOH
926Please respect copyright.PENANA2clcTj8qjO
如果個男主角唔係當時仲同緊我一齊嘅前男友,我諗我都會覺得幾sweet。926Please respect copyright.PENANAZfA2X41ung
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我彷彿自虐咁反覆細閱佢哋嘅對話,直到淚眼模糊。926Please respect copyright.PENANAbiJlCjELzv
926Please respect copyright.PENANAsbyxT5tyZW
呢日之後我又頹廢咗一段日子。926Please respect copyright.PENANAdCjyaLWCY4
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我啲朋友好擔心我,唔止一次咁約我出去,話要陪我。926Please respect copyright.PENANAfs362mnhgP
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不過全部都俾我拒絕咗。926Please respect copyright.PENANAyreq0zipsA
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我已經習慣咗自己一個處理負面情緒。926Please respect copyright.PENANAdHVDSRNwUp
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更何況,大家平時已經夠晒忙,冇必要因為失戀咁小事而勞師動眾啦。926Please respect copyright.PENANA5Wqf8kFu40
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我就好似一隻蝸牛咁匿埋喺自己嘅殼入面。926Please respect copyright.PENANA57IPXTw20m
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直到某一日。926Please respect copyright.PENANABq2BH4CeHi
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嗰日理應係一個平常嘅假日。朝早醒咗之後,我無所事事地咁用電話上網。926Please respect copyright.PENANA32413VYfpi
926Please respect copyright.PENANA9Rx9MtY6UY
Youtube唔知做乜係咁推薦一啲情感建議影片俾我。926Please respect copyright.PENANAUWTb6nBp5j
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我睇睇下,不由自主咁又諗起我個ex。926Please respect copyright.PENANAibSUchorqM
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而家佢肯定同女朋友過得好開心啦。926Please respect copyright.PENANANwhyZItF11
926Please respect copyright.PENANAFQu2pqwYGA
我內心再次感到一陣鈍痛。926Please respect copyright.PENANABKuY0uYSoX
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雖然係佢背叛我在先,但畢竟一齊咗咁長時間,開心嘅回憶都唔少。926Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q2TA0dAA5
926Please respect copyright.PENANAwsqsq43wU4
因此,雖然我一開始好憤怒,亦都憎過佢,但而家冷靜落嚟之後,侵襲我心頭嘅反而係無力同孤寂。926Please respect copyright.PENANAFvACaDx3KE
926Please respect copyright.PENANAbMXiZozsH3
停,唔可以再諗落去。926Please respect copyright.PENANAPnQeq5GPVL
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我驀然回過神來。926Please respect copyright.PENANAbbm9EH2mWn
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呢個時候,我部電話螢幕中央彈出咗一個交友app廣告。926Please respect copyright.PENANAvDR6Rzto5M
926Please respect copyright.PENANA8y3yM7p9bg
啱啱好就係我個ex用過嗰個交友app。926Please respect copyright.PENANAtVNwmDRAYH
926Please respect copyright.PENANAxR5hTYaOHU
正常我只會直接閂咗個廣告。926Please respect copyright.PENANAlWg9AmPjB3
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但今次唔同。926Please respect copyright.PENANAiYayAvAv8z
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可能係一時衝動,亦都可能係幼稚嘅報復心態。926Please respect copyright.PENANAXKGKB9mU15
926Please respect copyright.PENANAFtkpzsNW5N
總之,我感覺自己隻手指喺螢幕上方停頓咗兩秒。926Please respect copyright.PENANAM5NsvX4PwN
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然後我鬼使神差咁㩒咗落去。926Please respect copyright.PENANAQgvNcKaTFo
926Please respect copyright.PENANAwEpe1VIQhT
我就係喺咁嘅情況之下遇到佢。