「讓我想一想。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoDDQ5HJGD
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGRXXiqfMm
梁羽恬看著這則訊息，總覺得，這是一種被凌遲的感覺。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTgSoqiO8f
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCIIGR3tqe
每一分一秒，她都在猜測，是好還是壞？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i9DsGi2dH
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQwRxt2LP5
她嘆息，甄凱琳太冷了，或許最好的結果，是她冷淡的疏遠吧？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzzmH1vdgF
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhCWAnQoQh
她走出門在公園亂晃，這個時間其實沒有什麼人會來，她就看著公園少了人群，那黑暗的模樣，其實有點可怕，但她卻看到了有人在抽菸，而且是他們的班導。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv81io07id
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JLXfaJIB5
兩人打了招呼，梁羽恬問：「老師，妳這樣不好吧？」女生抽菸，感覺就是怪。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcLOmREUVx
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAd4bz2IFtH
「為什麼？」班導笑了起來，「梁同學，現在是下課時間耶。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeYV0MHT7e
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mxNFAWhKA
好像也對？梁羽恬發現自己無法反駁。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAAupYLEXe
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaFMQCXBur
沒有了白天的老師氣息，其實細看她是一個動作優雅熟女，穿著大外套，黑色緊身褲上半身是洋裝，踩著有些跟的娃娃鞋，像是剛剛參加完什麼聚會，她身上有著香水的幽香混著菸味，又成了一種奇特帶有一些暗示的味道。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpvG0SqrY2
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PwAzyZHAu
「說吧！跟好朋友吵架了？」班導把菸熄在專用的菸盒。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuXKfpSGjP
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe8s8GYmhC
「沒有……」梁羽恬搖頭，她們不算吵架吧？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HUj7QltKm
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDEH9rGMcb
「那怎麼這麼晚還出來？」班導好奇的問。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlMzbCJpgL
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysu36iwooa
「老師，喜歡女生不對嗎？」梁羽恬問。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoEUza73Pu
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxhhdiGQcu
「嗯……不會啊，只是妳真的確定自己的性向了嗎？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgan6HIV7x1
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zS3BJmnkM
「我不知道。」梁羽恬誠實的說，她確實不知道自己的性向，可是她現在喜歡琳琳。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTXiw0ZrCv
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mQZZ4bcR2
「對異性戀來說，拉子是在兩條路上，選了比較崎嶇的那條，但對一個同性戀來說，路只有一條，妳的世界呢？有幾條路？」班導又抽了一個菸點火問，火光下，她的臉卻閃爍著寂寞跟迷惘。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQXqkH4zfp
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdQ3ZJifz5
梁羽恬看著她，細思她話裡的意思。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcAENeXiHK
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU29G4TV2Z
自己似乎只有喜歡琳琳，放棄喜歡琳琳這兩種，這樣來說，其實她是不是只有一條路？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PTkfOhEpA
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lXsjDWYc6
「可能只有一條吧？」梁羽恬說。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUXemGnY7q
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodmlLYQyON
「那就只有往前走，或者不走而已。」班導笑說，纖長的雙指夾著菸，她靠著長椅，雙腿交疊，明明應該是很淑女的模樣，卻因為那香菸跟她的動作，看起來有些玩世不恭的味道。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonqcccIdi9
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nEV6cFPZH
玩世不恭，好像是用來形容男生的，但套在班導身上卻也合適，明明是個長髮美人，為什麼會覺得她……不只是女生？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG4B0lf2ij
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOomjTBld2N
或許是靈魂吧？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwHRynM25A
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mVfxUOg0g
她的靈魂活的比誰都寬廣，她記得班導真的是個神奇的人，可以校工伯伯聊遊園驚夢，也可以跟班上的人聊搖滾歌手，甚至連田潔這樣的動漫宅系的也能聊，感覺老師看過了太多的東西，這是她達不到的高度。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiH47WxXTE
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwRz1LAWrO
她想到了琳琳，琳琳也是這樣愛看書的人，那她以後是不是也會變成老師這樣？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ79FHqvHtn
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdSJswnSVT
變得這樣吸引人，然後走向沒有自己的未來？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYq5Yj8ROB
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNcAWkE7jX
「老師……」梁羽恬輕聲的說。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgKOC6ZlCj
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bj5LxxXr8
「怎樣！被我感動到了吧？」班導笑笑拿出那本《低潮的一百個故事》。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2nYx6Tlo3
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j7wqwqJ4f
看著班導手的書，梁羽恬木著臉說：「不，而是有人在妳背後，她看起來很生氣！」。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WUDkPeJwJ
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXbTEePSZC
只能說，自古學生跟老師就是對立面的，看到班導被那個長髮女生點著額頭罵，她就有些開心，想要跟琳琳說。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhCjVtIdJb
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxymduFBE8
「欸！記得回家啊！不然我跟妳媽媽說喔！」班導抽空對著她說。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyzaZ1Onbk
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkbNbGW0Av
「妳幹麻恐嚇小孩啦！」那個長髮女生說。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKP6X14Uos
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGknew7UDS0
「我哪有！」班導委屈的說。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0avvPVubf3
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHRJJJaUEJ
梁羽恬卻沒有管背後的吵吵鬧鬧，只是走回家。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kdwoW0h9a
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFwCSk1XhX
「我喜歡的人……是妳，甄凱琳。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjt9NSWodA
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqBVP349mL
明明是自己說的話，她卻有無限的後悔，如果那時她能忍住，是不是她們就不用這樣彼此沉默？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtppXi4dzU7
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZsiqsI9aY
想到這，梁羽恬又覺得滿心酸楚，喜歡上同性，其實並不是什麼好玩的事情。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qclTAqYcy
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2bxChWJGb
我只有一條路，很崎嶇充滿荊棘的路。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDH4dhYMTb
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfVeptFTvZ
梁羽恬想，從小，她就只喜歡女生，男性之於她就好像是外星人。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaaTBAEjpA
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtS8qSjsyy
我們都知道有外星人，但誰也沒辦法證明外星人的存在。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h3chiSMP2
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiocjyGLlpl
跟外星人交往，更是不可能的事情。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIiuSlDKT8
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgkSEyVAxs
她漸漸的意識到自己喜歡女生，對許多電影、小說，她喜歡的都是兩個女生在一起的畫面，然後她意識到自己或許就是喜歡女生。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4pHaHfud4
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMak0QGMGJX
但如果可以，誰願意當一個被歧視的人？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86WMt47MFX
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrkn4PR7Dg
可是她對男性，就是沒有任何遐思，她也沒辦法，路始終只有一條。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1JZXweRlN
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qFdqfggY9
她記得剛剛升上高中時，第一天的開學，那時她第一次遇到甄凱琳，那個早晨，穿著跟自己同樣制服的女孩，從自己家門走出來，兩人對到眼。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP0Ezb3maH
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFoDAtvb1p
禮貌的打招呼，她習慣性的爽朗的微笑打招呼，「嗨！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP3cbePc0r
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhskcA0Bvb
對方的眼中卻有些驚慌，但隨即又鎮定的點頭，細聲的說：「早安。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OQEa986gC
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOXemFfAiM
她突然覺得很有趣，這女生好安靜。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSMbLYaETC
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOtbedSIf8
然後她就忍不住的觀察著她，發現她其實……是一個很憋扭的女生！271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwlE1UwG1N
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8za77OoLJr
明明不喜歡，卻不說。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgilXLA5Fxo
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEgiXW6SsG
像現在，有男生開玩笑的，把某種果凍似的玩具塗在她的頭髮上，她明明不高興，卻又憋著，結果那些白癡還以為人家這是嬌羞。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHX5u3qHKTc
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91qwdR27bu
嬌羞個屁！271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xiRnbx2TN
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngwITT0o7v
她不懂，喜歡一個人就大膽的講啊！271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX4PXQCPo6
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOtCHSSGCd
連告白都沒種，明明是社會上的優勢性別，卻只敢玩這種國小捉弄女生的惡作劇！271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeJhGNM0BI
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDXET0OUGe
她直接排眾而出，拉起甄凱琳，「走，陪我去廁所！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzCjOHJwtV
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8tM0t3jsU
「欸！梁羽恬，妳幹麻？」那群男生看著她。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Bcriy6oQS
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i2dPJUYLP
「幹麻？我找我的好閨密上廁所，需要你同意嗎？你要一起？」梁羽恬問。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GTaTQi6u4
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡos3i4GJEvz
「誰……誰要女生廁所啦！」那個惡作劇的男生結巴的說。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xrzB9FmgG
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIB105Ulrf0
一旁圍觀的人都安靜了下來。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjw46wrI5R
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdfyu2cU1y
但梁羽恬說完就直接拉著甄凱琳離開，沒有管其他人。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6CUHkYiRF
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRbqNJdiQV
兩人跑到一個洗手台，梁羽恬動手替甄凱琳整理那個果凍玩具。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Pql1qQEM2
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkHzrIUP5F
「謝謝。」甄凱琳說。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSosd45CXE8
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhusEZ7cvsC
「妳如果不喜歡就該講出來！女生要恰一點，才不會被人欺負。」梁羽恬說，幫她整理好，就準備離開，卻被甄凱琳拉住手。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBgjYsNgby
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXFtCDfOUZ
甄凱琳卻拉住她的手，細聲的說：「可以……當我的……朋友嗎？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt5g8iRmpu
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10eA1xhZE8
梁羽恬把她的頭抬起來，讓她看著自己，「跟人講話時，要看著對方啊，不然妳怎麼知道我的回答呢？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueQ4CK4sOH
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXEzESvAcg
結果，她卻被甄凱琳電到。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7MjxwSkFb
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S8QCTviLt
只見甄凱琳抬起頭，一張晶瑩剔透的小臉，看著自己，那漂亮的五官跟羞怯的模樣，讓她感覺有些異樣。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMFLvlyJaW
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgNhzUJBie
那時候她就知道，自己不可能對甄凱琳，像是對其他人這樣打打鬧鬧。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcaYbO9mQY
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXBL87HeUl
梁羽恬心裡卻是哀號的，妳怎麼又喜歡別人了？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc8Q3CZmWC
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54uArmGJpH
但是心就是這樣不受控的東西，就像夜空的星星，不論妳是何心情，星星永遠在夜空閃爍。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cpzhw52Jt
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYkui5p9lR
很美好的畫面，她卻覺得悲哀。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk2S3KR7B1
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugciAE1ddL
暗戀的故事就像是天空的星星一樣多，多一個少一個，都是沒有差別的。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRh5iuPcMm
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MLusYlb2F
可她還是不受控制的點頭，成為了甄凱琳的『朋友』。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRPDJJsxj4
------------271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JCuz4ASdt
作者：馥閒庭271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQW1UiXj3G
FB粉絲團：馥氏百合文字園271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1jTWdxZsk
封面繪師：Kageno-E271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ndIa7xhlV
