天晴。白雲飄飄，清風颯颯。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfpVV6wLAe
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從倉庫拖出塵封已久的小舟。簡單檢查和清潔後，直接把小舟推至湖邊，準備出發垂釣。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvZxdw3ugE
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已有好一段日子沒有釣魚。自從釣友們因各種原因不再聯絡，我也沒心情釣魚，縱使我是住在湖邊，屋子與湖水只有十米之距。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnYaYKTDV7
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為何今日會突然有興致重拾釣具？239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7tkjG1Bwl
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今早起床時，總覺得會遇上甚麼特別的。奇特的靈感令我不自覺倍加留意身邊事物。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvYEZqytRl
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原來雙手那麼粗糙，需要花點心思好好保養。原來椅子坐墊有破口，少量棉花探出頭來。原來白色杯子已被咖啡染黃。原來窗邊小盆栽長出新葉。原來春天已到。原來是需要打掃倉庫的潮濕季節。原來已有好一段日子沒有釣魚……239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhLHwp2zWR
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一！二！三！推！239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKwF4H2AtE
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莫名其妙。明明只有我一人，我還是數拍子計算施力時機，彷彿釣友們在身邊。我傻笑，笑自己傻。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzjfs1lngG
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登舟，划槳，離岸。微風，波光，水聲。湖中央，回望。屋子像積木，大樹似佈景。近在咫尺的驀地遙遠。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOQJ6suR1h
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忽爾體驗到甚麼是空。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM9ptmxktC
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無法觸碰。無法掌握。無法言明。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LitHcMdLC
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有點兒像迷惘。有點兒像不安。有點兒像孤獨。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCImbKNvZyu
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有點兒像沒有釣友在身邊的日子。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTozh8NrTo6
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有點兒像獨自垂釣的此刻。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyjc92zFeJ
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此刻只為垂釣。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44VNM0a02n
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垂釣吧。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGBfdfHErk
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靜，顯得嘈吵。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr18Za33eI
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紛擾減少，雜念增多。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEQ1Pu6rQm
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回憶很多，執著很多。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfzpgf8eSC
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記得，派翠克是第一個離開的釣友。他不是斷然說不來了，而是漸漸減少出席次數。每週一會，雙週一見，每月一聚……239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOV95ilbmV
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記得，大衛是第二個離開的釣友。他說要離開小鎮，到城市找工作。他不想一輩子無所事事、渾渾噩噩。域陀口直心快，反問大衛何以肯定在城市就不會無所事事、渾渾噩噩。大衛沒有回答，整個下午默默對著湖水沉思。然後，我和域陀最終都不知道他確實何時離開了小鎮。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlwXjSBCVy
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記得，域陀是最後一個離開的釣友。他的離開方式最灑脫。深夜投湖自盡，沒有遺書。有人猜測他為情所困，有人傳言他覺得人生無聊，有人估計他只是酒醉失足遇溺罷。我沒有推敲背後因由——死亡是其中一種離開方式，無法改變他離開這事實。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpeNtt3XZI
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浮標或浮或沉，魚絲隨之或起或伏。我的目光許是定在浮標和魚絲之上，許是定在作為背景的水面，許是定在作為襯托的回憶畫面。或浮或沉，或起或伏。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8d1mzDflF6
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無魚，有雨。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcHkUYjjrW
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雨粉若霧，輕、柔、潤。不必在意？必須在意。若不躲避，再細的雨都能令人全身濕透。我抬頭望天，灰矇一片，看不清楚雲層厚薄，無法估計這場雨會持續多久或是雨勢會否加大。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5arO7VKPd
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回去吧。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqfe6qesYA
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靠岸，登陸。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLZ51jxy6K
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停雨，放晴。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpy3UndGd26
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有彩虹。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tE0gez1UQ
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景色如畫。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRSVrcivKx
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美麗，卻不動人。因為我沒有心情。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuuatxeTFJ
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匆匆一瞄。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri8wRicT43
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罷。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA23VOQr2qI
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