「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf955BBO0P3
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7yKudFsI5
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvdYDazvoS
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幼小我的父母就離異，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIbmiEVueb
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO5SZTrJGA
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對母親的記憶還是有，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaoCjJkY8W
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記得她很常酗酒，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tbOBi4MEa
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後來的日子，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtzaVisZ2t
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0ZoYvd0d6
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忙於工作的他，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmFnwTp93v
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuSCamQ1Nj
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到了上課時間再直接上課，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyeH9bVSJX
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzmc3PMuCY
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DGoA2DWNI
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCSWAZlksR
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCgMSTOjUw
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDpF34nW6p
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父親工作的地方不一定，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSiChwldzK
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輾轉的換了三所小學，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb2FqGaa8G
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJp37zBJNS
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他開始會喜怒無常，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i9nSwIwcH
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdrpyGk6Gq
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxQTb2i7is
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很小我就與異性交往，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PDon6Pelm
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7pNTxJXlS
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRFHs983Gp
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYQxZ6Ss0v
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我會睡在工地，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeXHUaDo7N
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj2B8zm5Kn
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KGIGeJGxW
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapxiuCjY2W
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他開始會講貶低的話語，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWWhbkR0zn
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那些原本用來工作的用具，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM8cp2qIVE
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKYNVyHALb
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0luZ49nzUW
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwznUvEgkaa
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH90HHVA73
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要我轉告給老師，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmvdePAYEt
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfEQclTcGq
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sQTXqVo6K
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0P139TA2z
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZSN7vLUCS
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細細去回想每個片段，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw9D2CkH0n
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qAKpt2SZi
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNrzNyTOgI
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNZJajKpWV
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9CzsUgqaG
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe0gcp8giP
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTYOFH7779
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JHWiG4mCI
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhEh2bWdTO
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPtHXt8DrS
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vhbOqalgH
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rZe5ocYmh
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正準備吃下第一口時，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2cHjOdDcQ
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdfprZ70Tz
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2BDKEBqBl
