繁忙的急診室裡，所有的醫護正來來去去的病患疲於奔命著，身為新店規模最大的地區醫院，這兒理所當然的聚集了各式各樣的緊急病患，於是，救護車的嗚咽聲、監視儀器的嗶嗶聲、病患的痛呼聲、護理師推著儀器奔跑的聲響便一直刺進季妍的的耳膜…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I1lIKcTZx
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是的，此時此刻，季妍也成為急診室風景的一部分了。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY0Bz0yRG5
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「請問…你們找我過來有…什麼事嗎」？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkJxCPoZZ9
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在急診室一角，季妍正一臉惶然的在綠色簾幕圍成的診間裡“罰坐”著，診間很小，擺了張辦公桌和一張圓椅後就什麼也裝不下了，但此刻這麼小的空間裡偏偏擠了三個人。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8p5Wn26mt
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誰呢？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUH1EeiJbH
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季妍、鍾醫生，還有鍾醫生的老公---小兒血液腫瘤科的李醫生。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOSXA20162
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此刻的季妍正正襟危坐的坐在家屬專用的圓椅上，而鐘醫生則隨意地用單手撐著桌子站在一旁，圓椅不大甚至還有點搖晃，但，這並不是讓季妍坐立不安的原因…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ktqGOG5Ue
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坐在她們對面的李醫生才是。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLqVTMN0fE
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不知是不是夫妻互補的緣故，總之，鍾醫生有多豪爽，李醫生就有多“酷”，事實上，說他酷還太客氣了…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq4zkMLSIb
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說真的，一開始鍾醫生介紹她的老公~~李醫師給季妍時，季妍還以為鍾醫生在開玩笑呢！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbdydociR9
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原因無他~~~這對夫妻的個性也差太多了！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenKDe7btBh
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鍾醫生的老公，根本就是座萬年大冰山嘛！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fmJ0dDLWa
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從季妍踏入診間起，除了擺動了一下食指示意她們“等一下”外，整整二分鐘，李醫生都沒說過一個字，當然這兩分鐘李醫生並沒閒著，只見他緊盯著電腦螢幕，時而點點滑鼠、時而皺皺眉頭，直到季妍快被李醫生冷冽的眼神凍成冰塊時，李醫生才終於開了尊口。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr7e9WUwWq
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「楊太太」，李醫生似乎並不習慣與人對視，只見他一邊和季妍對話，一邊板著臉用滑鼠在螢幕上點啊點，「夢圓的血檢數據…不太好喔」！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqlsre2BkL
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「不太好」？話音未落，季妍的心瞬間提了起來…「什麼意思？夢圓她…怎麼了嗎」？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BLhVTTuzo
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「妳看~~她這個年紀白血球指數應該要有6千~1萬，但她只有2200」…李醫生將螢幕轉向季妍，指著螢幕上幾個紅色的阿拉伯數字搖頭歎氣道…「她的紅血球指數也只有7g/dl，最糟糕的是血小板」…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmYoFpGLTZ
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說著，李醫生又長歎了一口氣…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5duLlg7K8
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醫生的話讓季妍渾身發冷…「她的血小板…有什麼問題嗎」？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTmWvfAGh6
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「她的血小板只有1萬1，加上她持續的低燒，我懷疑她可能」…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3ge87WMTD
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「可能什麼」？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiKwtPqdjd
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「可能…罹患了某種白血病…」…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kXhnWPDxV
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「白血病」？季妍瞬間矇了…「那是什麼」？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13saVhzlZF
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「就是…血癌啊」！李醫生幽幽的歎息道。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuaXtSwf5D
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「血癌」！！！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVw8eQMuje
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季妍嚇壞了，只見她霍地一聲從圓椅上站起，圓椅“砰”的一聲順勢倒下重砸在她光裸的腳趾上（因為時間太趕，季妍是穿著夾腳拖出門的），但她彷彿不知道痛似的，只是睜圓著眼，呆愣幾秒後，不可置信的揪住一旁鍾醫生的牛仔外套…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly5zFBXyeQ
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「鍾醫生~你老公是在開玩笑吧」！季妍見鬼似的揪住鍾醫生，期待鍾醫生能幫忙否定李醫生的“玩笑話”…「我家圓圓那麼活潑，她怎麼可…怎麼可能生…那種病」？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCuLHTvK4u
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「誤診~~一定是誤診」！！！「妳老公一定搞錯了對不對」！！！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7j8awUw4Z
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「楊太太~~妳冷靜一下」~~眼看心愛的牛仔外套即將被季妍的“魔爪”撕成兩半，鍾醫生終於開口了，「夢圓是我接生的，我也希望她平安無事，但她的血檢數值確實不太好，所以」…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZ4h57ny1M
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「所以怎樣」？季妍哽咽的問。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JlWZnp5M3
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「所以我們希望她能做進一步的檢查」…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPAPT26lLv
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「好」，季節艱難的點頭，「那我們要如何配合」？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmV6zT8kOB
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「首先…請妳先去幫夢圓辦理住院」…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSICULNz5kL
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等季妍再度回到圓圓身邊時，時間已經過了不知幾個五分鐘了。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ256mjCJ7m6
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「馬麻妳怎麼去那麼久啊」！在分享完她的巧克力糖（因為圓圓吃不下又不想浪費食物，所以圓圓決定把巧克力分享給大家），又和隔壁床的阿嬤尬聊了好幾個五分鐘後，圓圓早已用光了所有的耐性，於是，季妍才剛回來，圓圓立刻迫不及待從床上一躍而下…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QQrQlqjrl
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「快點快點，我們回家吧」！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Uqic4yA66
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「別急別急」~~知女莫若母~~可憐圓圓還來不及“著地”，季妍已經伸手將她撈住了~~「醫生說妳身體裡有壞蟲蟲住進去了，為了趕走壞蟲蟲，我們要暫時留在醫院治療呦」！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGWfRhUfep
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「蛤！！！還要住院噢」~~~季妍才說完，一旁正彎腰幫圓圓撿鞋子的楊媽突然誇張的抬頭驚叫~~「那圓圓什麼時候才可以回家」？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PDvRjPL6J
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「我也不知道」…季妍努力保持微笑，但天知道她已經快裝不下去了~~「可能要等到醫生把圓圓身上的壞蟲蟲全趕出去吧」！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9J0pibhbE
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就這樣，在楊媽不情不願的嘟嚷聲中，季妍母女正式住進了醫院的61號病房。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBESueO26eu
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61號病房是醫院的兒童癌症病房，兒癌患者的抵抗力是非常弱的，為了減少感染，醫院不得不把61病房和外界徹底隔開，除了入口那道厚重的玻璃門外，病房還嚴格限制了陪病的人數，於是楊媽和季媽只得不甘情願的離開…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLeasSIM1y
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兩老對圓圓的病情幾乎是一無所知的，為了怕二老擔心，季妍只是淡淡的說圓圓要留下來做進一步檢查，完全沒提到“血癌”二字，但知子莫若母，看見女兒眼眸驟失的光采和勉強牽起的笑容，季媽還是隱約的猜到了些什麼…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP8L9SCnri
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「妍啊」…趁著等電梯的空檔，季媽把季妍拉到一旁悄聲詢問，「妳老實說，圓圓是不是生了什麼…不好的病」？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ18fOm4SqK
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季媽的話才出口，季妍的眼淚立刻不爭氣的落下…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Rr9GO2BUS
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「嗯」…季妍輕輕點了點頭，眼眶瞬間紅透，「醫生說…可能是血癌」…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1KfQxZyJq
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「血癌」！！！季媽忍不住倒抽一口氣…「怎麼會」…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwLlfQJK12
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「那…現在怎麼辦」？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcTVEuRYKo
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「醫生說要幫圓圓做骨髓穿刺後才能確診和決定如何治療」…季妍哽咽的說道，「媽~我最近可能都要待在醫院，胖胖可能要麻煩妳們了」。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjkqaHEoVo
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「別擔心」，季媽心疼的拍拍季妍的後背，「胖胖交給我們，妳把圓圓照顧好就好」…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy2F8QdSXi
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當母女倆的悄悄話說得正熱時，楊媽遠遠的插話了。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBTbMlukPa
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「親家母妳還在摸什麼」？楊媽大聲的通知季媽，「電梯來了」！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzaqs4wqun
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「來了來了」…季媽聞言，只好暫時打住話題匆忙步入電梯。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kX3AiJ3Ri
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電梯緩緩關上，在電梯離去之時，季妍彷彿還聽到楊媽詢問她們到底說了什麼，以及季媽強打精神的搪塞楊媽的聲音。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnnPJ0u6hs
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想到媽媽明明那麼難過卻還得打起精神幫忙穩住婆婆（因為楊媽一旦知道會立即崩潰造成世界大亂的，而季妍現在最不欠的就是有人添亂了），季妍的眼底忽然又氤氳了…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPT3J28Ywc
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季妍扶著醫院白牆艱難的行進，一邊走，一邊啜泣著…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxvfuhbhDd
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嗚嗚…是誰開的這麼惡劣的玩笑呢？明明不久前圓圓還在眼前活蹦亂跳，為什麼才沒多久，事情會變成這樣！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmwyB62kya
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在辦理住院手續的空檔，季妍已將網上關於血癌的資訊囫圇吞了一遍，化療…掉髮…骨髓移植…五年存活率…那些曾經離她很遠的名詞，此刻卻成了她急須弄懂的醫學常識，但季妍不想知道這些，她只想圓圓好好的呀！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4jsUQ9WCX
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一想到網上媽咪們“分享”的圓圓即將面臨的種種痛苦，季妍的心都碎了…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd84AZvJ7zP
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「老天爺啊！為什麼你要讓圓圓面對這些」？季妍崩潰的捶著醫院冰冷的白牆，「她那麼乖巧，那麼懂事，那麼」……204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yu6yWCmvx
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嗚嗚…圓圓好辛苦才來到這個世界啊！為什麼要這麼折磨她？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwkSOz6jmK
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想到被命運苦待的女兒和她茫然的未來，季妍終於崩潰了。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QYevjYfIm
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時間一分一秒流逝，但季妍的淚水卻像宇宙一樣望不見盡頭，坦白說，電梯口並不是適合哭泣的地方，但，不知是貼心或者早已見怪不怪，儘管陸續有二三人經過，但，並沒人打擾她，或者說，沒有人忍心打擾她…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cSPRZ6xGl
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此時的季妍並不知道，她不是唯一哭倒在電梯口的人。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrpVPsIfAs
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在被厚重玻璃門阻隔的兒癌病房裡，“哭”是一種奢侈。204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADasoH9ABJ
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罹癌的孩子過得太辛苦，於是，在兒癌病房裡，父母只能堅強的笑著，哭，只能在背後哭…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr3RVVLNW0
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身為情感豐沛的創作者，季妍的眼淚也比常人多了許多，即使“讓病患家屬在外頭哭一下”已是61病房不成文的默契，但，坦白說，護理師們還沒見過這麼能哭的…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7QVCAfJbl
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季妍哭了多久呢？…應該有足足半小時那麼多吧！而且她屬於那種邊哭邊捶牆壁戲劇張力超強的本土劇型哭法~~~拜託，這樣子哭超吵的好嗎！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRMs6MbkMR
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這樣半小時不進廣告的哭下來，即使是最有耐心的護理師都受不了好嗎！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfsKfs2TN6
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就在護理師們快被季妍的哭聲搞瘋，正交頭接耳的討論著該不該派個人出去讓季妍“閉嘴”時，季妍眼前的電梯忽然開了，一個神情焦慮的男子從電梯裡跳了出來，然後……204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGVIyqxZuo
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很神奇的，季妍忽然就不哭了…204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoWT1Or9yT
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為什麼呢？204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7D379ncCU
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因為~~~她的救星回來了！204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlx4j46YA0f
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