（第一人稱，松本晴香視角）39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jV6rTEwpQ
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「準備好了嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWoZXwpBEr
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN9l4W5Crr
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ8zlN8jB2
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy5CeAhBw8
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「需要喝水嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc2od8Lr8G
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZjF5mJShy
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「……，不用了。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH8VM0jFza
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L1kHjm4gm
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ3amgVwOo
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLOIC00JDS
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「……，也是呢。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbOW6aLhcM
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwtXn3ekRr
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvD8MlRMA0
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrphmd09Rn
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45ph6MaFxd
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XLW7HwUx9
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1XtuEHYdL
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「到了喔！晴香。」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxlfbFaaQM
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LmMnQUna1
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49IRzYAk8G
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy07lwpDxv8
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09ab1Jrkws
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtnXTAKjcR
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……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE00DskAobW
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……，夠了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8o3mJ5A6n
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgem6JHZPHk
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAoVvGRIbO
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6YR76v8Dc
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xM6pk2oQY
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12QlTxDw2A
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQKT2r1YVz
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfWOOrTxU5
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NLFV3Uh7H
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN2rF4Pl8A
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzRzsRJp1s
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUaXTmHW9T
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「那麼……，開始！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYfpiZ8WVj
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqWHLQ2H2K
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tlpzNWFXp
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlSxdh1gyg
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ36r6sl4q
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8T629dYnp
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcY8KmS1eI
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTFp6OenFt
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PLKpJj1K3
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0LJCc1djE
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x1C3r1ukI
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「喂！松本。」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mI8H6YGfh
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MG0yyLLrK
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5SYH9Vgq7
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCGVTguAce
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw24U2R11Xd
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfeqRFzP76
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「當然……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkayqzg8p9z
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cU8oKy9nW
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyWMoPaKSU
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl9PcQHlaU
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJkQk4LssE
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbfVcqHohy
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「嗯，我很開心。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZPGLVngfU
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「這是你的實話嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ111rtfvvzE
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「當然。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0sCOCmpSo
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjzViXWzTD
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqsVMyX1K9
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSltj7rGPy
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「……。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1K2yyZQfL
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笑容？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSiLa6aD9a
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNFOTPUfwI
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFhv9QvVXr
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「……，騙自己嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0CPKta8zN
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc1o0F4NB4
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLp9UxlZX4o
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3G3YEMmTu
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LyjNGWZrN
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXiLqEuhel
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「……，是這樣嗎？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkNBvpL3p3
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA08nuXVqo
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「……，真是的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a2jh6iitF
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkqzqeWR6p
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmupQtJR9q
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFR68x5WjXF
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzISh4CUNiM
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「你到底想說什麼！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE7sSgiwLD
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFG287tTKi
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4GdggnnbM
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你以為……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRXJ7QxEaR
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviTN2rT5ie
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBo7CDYSi0k
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbijPWtMJ8K
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZZ7OQNCDX
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlEZcIcDNK
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy1unkD8Yv
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「……，果然。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvpjmMJm27
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7bGm4QUJa
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdrJg5CI5v
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1FkkHLJkP
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm00nZNp1S
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObHNtlTSm6
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……，LIVE？ 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxF5JS1BegU
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzefo5dBM75
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aGEoaG3nY
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkJV5ZyGEm
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要是真的做到了，我……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CXIaauI9v
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……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq00gm89zP7
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKekrx6e1z
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「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7gbFVSjyh
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但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI9FWKRqP3
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「如果是這樣……。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgROMRw1AP5
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不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfC7TAuJsp
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看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmLiejNIPG
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「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaLhbTKui5
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「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMt5105izEQ
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFso9cfJTX9
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrFm28GXEW
「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi3QPgcIDs
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguspBb8ksT
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6gOE3f0nE
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如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGHzTC71JL
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大人物……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIwqu4ydCo
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74en0wMcrY
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我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOPbHb3e0P
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlNImbbBQ5
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「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaOoDC8L0C
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無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwod56wUgj
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKKpRx9HtR
我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJMmfYBzrQ
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1Tu9t8vTu
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ioKk2Ir3Y
隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK1x4nf6Qy
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHX8ielePF
原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iR40QkEWn
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在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntbqzJL74y
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所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rcTozDTpn
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOv1tleCRK
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「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDkihiipxo
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聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn9vhqrQvd
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「毫無疑問，沒問題。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuQZr8TAqU
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聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjqDY4BB2w
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BiG31B4ok
「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLgrvV1baf
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「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0U2bSXFtR
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大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTwf8UHHCQ
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是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJbSZhfGyb
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FN9fFjfn4
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不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tFtOzcYKS
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「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnA6vIbdg6y
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開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeTZ4MS7nA
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uLjJMcR5e
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她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiMQelc1n8
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小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ1e0eYwRS
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMkDvyss8H
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「怎麼可能！只是……。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiZE545Xl1
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「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkkarqRTsV
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我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6kz0H6DEU
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聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYarU7QzOtl
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強顏……，歡笑？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7m3BoqgsxE
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我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qyZ8UZQLi
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……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHFtKYNx15
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吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqCbVYPN3Z
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH9IBXljBY
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「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniQulQH5gn
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我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mc4hSgowi
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSI2NtNxch
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「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIfIb28Wuz
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「為什麼你……？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NJ9qc2StX
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「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL4xsAv5fY
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但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIGB4aX6kb
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吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR95WgfPK7K
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXe0WAc0v4
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但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYICFmm9zqX
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWmuepyh2K
我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FCsEx5do6
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這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQZhJioUzo
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聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImool7Q3Dg
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「是啊……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhlxtPDCPz
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為什麼我會害怕呢？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXkKPqHUfk
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HzIdyYrU2
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吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1ZjMrn25Z
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBP3uaVhZA
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqOSWvWEaw
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聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3bOLD6QrO
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「當然！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXog6y3XDu
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEtHNR8TYc
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvtsgRE8Qq
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所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLtEyaYZP3
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我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1YNj7nM60
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……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmIw8j7qDk
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一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLp36EJRYM7
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所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ631R1R59aY
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj1KhtoH6R
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不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4oCaj0TJC
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPZdcCIU7Q
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就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxIWFafKjr
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因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbbTJxGQA2
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjP8ajYh8D
小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfT9SKTjFZ
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其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVGp1VK4b5
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvfgspR3KR
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我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bhxDDmVvO
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因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0SnDKLJIM
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而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb2fwmzZaZ
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「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJMlPT0swZ
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「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTypYC6pzQ
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「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTU3qysvuy
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw6wxqECnU
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF39lricCW
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「我當然記得。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGyzykIkgH
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjYCWvbHnK
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDR1qb4DPT
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS6NBqOO2G
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「原來是這樣嗎？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf7PvaLHD8
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49S2DvYfcE
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEc3ARyzer
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQK59hKQd7
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OfPtjh0LS
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDemEwTwA6b
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「……！」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjApZdOx7Q
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ti9OvNnPP
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8spvBx87Z
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媽媽……。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Bwq4zozES
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「怎麼了嗎？」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOX98ayPmg
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsmWTjPSDP
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1rDHyWHxS
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy5fRWyQD9
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJM7z7W8sb
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……，不行，我打不下去。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62cwogZmYq
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我沒辦法……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp3Y2HeX5F
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5D66Wrkq1
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「怎麼了？」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqMOO1LFen
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkuvxkyrUN
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVRbmEMxKh
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36C0rY39K5
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLQl1qVYOy
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF4zTFF5rZ
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgM3E5B6ov
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUTy0XIT3S
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wRo0PXC97
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我到底該怎麼……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjRb0pGJhQ
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……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7wk34UPed
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如果……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQJHk8V7JO
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DF9XWeNvI
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM9gc6ixWH
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「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiZ1ImuaYs
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我要親自去見母親。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgwOgJGMCU
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「……，是這樣啊？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvR81egCM7
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVxyHELH2J
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmVW4f3JGv
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjDpIWjl1Z
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCROapkrU8i
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnaPYDlGiy
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC01XbTQ3ef
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUgZOrTltu
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9VsPKMPsB
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWF2NjclIC
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1RWRCRmen
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSbQeAHyvB
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfszokY2jyZ
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM7FgD5MGj
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijx6ang9ba
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpaG1kM7HW
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOylkj9rHK
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxsX6a6bLS
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她……，在說什麼啊！？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTAOG8aBJ9
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8zbRoCRSB
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ULSOmtQAQ
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6NhxwWVkX
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGDHciwG3f
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcrh2W9T4U
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「嗯……。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wz4xdDUav
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnavv8ESJSt
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YjX8CjRmq
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XvZr9Zwok
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAsR5NJOXR
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzomF0OS9J
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6zuP3l3hD
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「你……，說什麼？」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvFg60bV6a
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSYqTyYcqF
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4rV9yNpuS
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZggNgyD48
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cSdJqANcw
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXY8HGP5Ayc
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsredmwHGG
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikmbEKpTj3
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