第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢172Please respect copyright.PENANAUQx4pEYk68
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記172Please respect copyright.PENANAjy9uKmng3k
發現李湘渝這幾個月來172Please respect copyright.PENANApb4KB56bMH
都過度積極的控制情緒172Please respect copyright.PENANAHPY0xj3t6U
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少172Please respect copyright.PENANAQa3iSWlcS2
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂172Please respect copyright.PENANA0tRQrMXdIo
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAFwM2kkcKXE
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「每天都有…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAZPaWnbhgay
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「比起剛出院172Please respect copyright.PENANAZP4qbc5jbU
或上個月172Please respect copyright.PENANAtFTRWBfBUq
有好轉嗎?」172Please respect copyright.PENANASlyRUAt0dG
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「好像…差不多…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAN6qBnuPh3q
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「十級的話172Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7ozpOTonh
有多少級痛?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAjg5TscrON0
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右172Please respect copyright.PENANAv7yLqqOEfP
試過幾次真的很痛…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAn78giPlo1I
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容172Please respect copyright.PENANA8Jkb7APLsE
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神172Please respect copyright.PENANA8QRIGdUQ5j
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「已持續兩個月了172Please respect copyright.PENANAGL5wSjZD8K
是吧?」172Please respect copyright.PENANA9Wz1vdGiah
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「嗯…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAQm9uKDvzZc
李湘渝點點頭172Please respect copyright.PENANA2wdiNAHjNM
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小時候的事172Please respect copyright.PENANArCC7UekvW5
實在記得太清楚172Please respect copyright.PENANAX6iec4KnpY
印象太深刻172Please respect copyright.PENANA2bQURCe0eZ
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候172Please respect copyright.PENANA9FitXhY92l
彷彿提醒著自己172Please respect copyright.PENANA7mTduyysGf
不斷的重溫事發經過172Please respect copyright.PENANAQDPtPimbMS
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇172Please respect copyright.PENANAoibCumMgNq
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態172Please respect copyright.PENANAGzzLZYVCja
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來172Please respect copyright.PENANAsrdQ2TGvCm
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著172Please respect copyright.PENANAF5igUP9Zy8
自從幻聽出現後的日記172Please respect copyright.PENANA7mTA3V5Ddr
看得出李湘渝心裡172Please respect copyright.PENANAHhO5vryeCf
是極度的恐慌172Please respect copyright.PENANAe9qOlv89pH
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從字裡行間裡172Please respect copyright.PENANAJTxH1Sf7Z7
李湘渝透露出的是172Please respect copyright.PENANAtsAH5VLOvX
逃避現實172Please respect copyright.PENANAWMybnC0il5
置之不理172Please respect copyright.PENANAJotgxnXlOD
過份抑壓情緒172Please respect copyright.PENANAum9dROOHbc
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「湘渝172Please respect copyright.PENANA8BbtEaVqkB
欺騙誰也可以172Please respect copyright.PENANAIa1uDF8PNV
但就是不能欺騙自己172Please respect copyright.PENANAMMlJbXnwkF
要對自己誠實」172Please respect copyright.PENANAZY3jnEVNMG
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「嗯…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAVF6OZcylfq
李湘渝低著頭172Please respect copyright.PENANAAB0PHtyVYC
點了一下頭172Please respect copyright.PENANAZH7tpH6cP2
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?172Please respect copyright.PENANAxtWzF8lYA1
在逃避嗎?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAI3FqYpXQEL
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李湘渝沉默著172Please respect copyright.PENANAMlGKqefwNc
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情172Please respect copyright.PENANAMRC1EZiQkf
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李湘渝思考了一會172Please respect copyright.PENANAUAwpi1JPXW
點了點頭172Please respect copyright.PENANAK2Pf0srgGj
「嗯…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAZkHlJpNFhV
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「有什麼原因172Please respect copyright.PENANAtLB79ONN2M
令你想逃避?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAbcqsdLnyiD
鍾媽媽溫柔的說172Please respect copyright.PENANAauzOcfzfQy
「或者172Please respect copyright.PENANAP9DeVg5tfh
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAGNSHjGyWNQ
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李湘渝低著頭172Please respect copyright.PENANAvF5bm4AQJH
手按在昨天傷口的位置上172Please respect copyright.PENANAMn5KrO63Wk
「我…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAkxPgeRypV9
突然低壓情緒湧了上來172Please respect copyright.PENANAT9mSKkDtXe
「很…172Please respect copyright.PENANAtt0ZcrjT0r
累了…」172Please respect copyright.PENANA4UPiXQd3He
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「所以昨天172Please respect copyright.PENANA0e3pGepA3i
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAj62MoP4LZJ
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李湘渝點了點頭172Please respect copyright.PENANAh39awVDYec
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」172Please respect copyright.PENANATUYIGION8s
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了172Please respect copyright.PENANAfy6gVGNbdC
抹著眼淚172Please respect copyright.PENANAjPr45p38IQ
搖著頭否認172Please respect copyright.PENANAie0d8xXsm6
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應172Please respect copyright.PENANAiWnWkzXQ6V
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎172Please respect copyright.PENANAbgpDNBTxoU
只不過在鍾天程面前172Please respect copyright.PENANAbXJ8u6uM2a
不適宜直接問他172Please respect copyright.PENANAWgIJRGsvzB
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「在這裡說的話172Please respect copyright.PENANAtnjyruzeXY
我是不會跟天程說的」172Please respect copyright.PENANArUPhZyyLIf
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題172Please respect copyright.PENANAdD2ThMMeYm
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞172Please respect copyright.PENANATtQQRyC1O4
「你可以放心的告訴我172Please respect copyright.PENANA13X3OVVlMZ
我有責任保障你的私隱172Please respect copyright.PENANAezoVkVgq6A
就算他是我的兒子172Please respect copyright.PENANAB8EcJTFMM6
我也不可以告訴他172Please respect copyright.PENANA9WX2A89ZRI
這是我的專業操守」172Please respect copyright.PENANAFIXunA864A
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李湘渝繼續低著頭172Please respect copyright.PENANA0OSqDXETbe
「對不起…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAnL8r62jPFs
為自己的撒謊而道歉172Please respect copyright.PENANAgHB7hqCn3R
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「乖孩子172Please respect copyright.PENANAOxBKo70ZWf
不要怕去面對172Please respect copyright.PENANAKzt74nbJvb
要坦誠接受自己的情緒172Please respect copyright.PENANAvfRRObRUzz
知道嗎?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAVHuz5JDM40
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李湘渝沉默了一會172Please respect copyright.PENANAJAuEwk5xMe
緩緩的說著172Please respect copyright.PENANAxQGMjH0KDC
「我…很怕…」172Please respect copyright.PENANATLY6NfTBX9
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「你在怕什麼?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAHp11tPU7PX
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂172Please respect copyright.PENANA4MHfXuY9fH
「不…不知道…172Please respect copyright.PENANAiWHcBCRrR4
就是…很怕…」172Please respect copyright.PENANA2xkIv9bxfi
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說172Please respect copyright.PENANAW82oRHXMGR
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「真的…很討厭自己…172Please respect copyright.PENANAAsQ10MIlZ0
很麻煩…」172Please respect copyright.PENANArKCzXuhT5D
李湘渝忍哭著說172Please respect copyright.PENANAYPYcYTITNA
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來172Please respect copyright.PENANAj1Tjopbqf5
「我真的…172Please respect copyright.PENANAeP5ZlN18E4
一點用處也沒有…172Please respect copyright.PENANAzD80zeCjr3
我是…一個負累…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAUtYaxJsK7v
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來172Please respect copyright.PENANAwUqB8xQBzX
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…172Please respect copyright.PENANAL8qy03Vjkh
我也想…拋棄這個想法…172Please respect copyright.PENANAROvspp9UHh
可是…我…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAgaXiP98vbS
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽172Please respect copyright.PENANAg4mmmFAI0c
「我…做不到…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAsqi1y1hBI0
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白172Please respect copyright.PENANAjRJCKhX9YX
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「我…真的…172Please respect copyright.PENANArmcMVnZYH5
很累…了啊…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAwSk8kq0L3W
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「可以告訴我嗎?172Please respect copyright.PENANA3bOGJZZpAk
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAQqBuL7Q9cP
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李湘渝愣了一下172Please respect copyright.PENANA8wVzk7ueEj
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他172Please respect copyright.PENANA58XjnVEA0f
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」172Please respect copyright.PENANA3eQ80xQmpR
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「昨天…傷口很痛…172Please respect copyright.PENANAWzE4qokHZm
痛了很久…172Please respect copyright.PENANAt6NuNZRlE6
整個下午都在痛…172Please respect copyright.PENANAPhsFVa8DCR
痛得…172Please respect copyright.PENANADTybk7CuYn
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAlDfy0Gs8vV
李湘渝慢慢的說出來172Please respect copyright.PENANA614xwfWbso
哽咽著172Please respect copyright.PENANAKNg3voqcHP
「我…真的…172Please respect copyright.PENANAoyQ9lWocmQ
忍受不了…172Please respect copyright.PENANAjbFc2GvGBj
不想再忍受下去了…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAM1XCWuvOUD
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAXwvdMgmqeF
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「我在書枱上172Please respect copyright.PENANAd525w8b3mx
隨便拿起了鐵尺172Please respect copyright.PENANAc0ukx4oNQw
便開始…弄痛自己…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAcKluZ9l8we
李湘渝回想著昨晚172Please respect copyright.PENANAuwlsLocp7V
那種痛好像又要開始了172Please respect copyright.PENANAwfHjUJlfRi
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」172Please respect copyright.PENANA5qemLqWvma
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鍾媽媽坐近一點172Please respect copyright.PENANAVJXjakyeGi
「然後?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAAog9E0vCtH
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「然後…又變得很痛…172Please respect copyright.PENANAdRtnFbR4sb
全身也在痛…172Please respect copyright.PENANAR0AK1AcywG
很辛苦…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAdYR0EUAcUF
李湘渝握緊了拳頭172Please respect copyright.PENANA1v6lIkPrqo
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「嗯」172Please respect copyright.PENANA3NI6byPAGj
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「我想…用鎅刀…172Please respect copyright.PENANAYbHyWaHLAu
在手腕上…割一下…」172Please respect copyright.PENANASByzRAjDHD
李湘渝哭了出來172Please respect copyright.PENANAaxcJvgxEU5
「那…我便…以後…172Please respect copyright.PENANA55KSM7jTwf
都不用再痛了…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAvoMRVfKsPQ
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜172Please respect copyright.PENANARzufP0YAVb
停頓一下172Please respect copyright.PENANAU4wTw41ozU
再續問172Please respect copyright.PENANAxbOXfh53z6
「是發生了什麼事172Please respect copyright.PENANAjnVvdX2Zna
讓你停下來嗎?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAJkgjsFFE7N
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…172Please respect copyright.PENANATbQJiPUNF9
看到了…172Please respect copyright.PENANAfLleTJCOVU
師兄…寫給我的信…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAMtQHeoBvw5
李湘渝激動的哭著172Please respect copyright.PENANAZkaK8GwNNI
「是他…的…信…」172Please respect copyright.PENANACER23Bk00k
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛172Please respect copyright.PENANAQIVjFcbXw0
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾172Please respect copyright.PENANABTpVvCOf6D
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「你看到了天程給你的信172Please respect copyright.PENANAk4kswTuKru
然後便停了下來172Please respect copyright.PENANAl2ikJADULT
對嗎?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAod7gla4wP2
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李湘渝接過紙巾172Please respect copyright.PENANAGX4VEmugdN
點著頭172Please respect copyright.PENANAp5RaIXSCQW
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?172Please respect copyright.PENANAzPgsFfR67i
促使你停下來172Please respect copyright.PENANA7XabA0S5ux
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」172Please respect copyright.PENANAwMdJtboGQH
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「我記得…172Please respect copyright.PENANAhh8djsLWyC
無論我怎樣放棄自己…172Please respect copyright.PENANAUN4adLnQYC
他都會…在我的身邊…172Please respect copyright.PENANAWaMEx5cvWq
不會離棄我…」172Please respect copyright.PENANAxv0csrfpII
李湘渝痛哭著說172Please respect copyright.PENANAvuQz7QFGfQ
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…172Please respect copyright.PENANAtznaoWic3G
是他說…172Please respect copyright.PENANAhXKr60lfqh
明明知道了…看到了…172Please respect copyright.PENANA36XtDRZ5pr
不能什麼也不做…172Please respect copyright.PENANA2YvmZZfBTO
便讓我回家去…」172Please respect copyright.PENANA2iNFYv2qv6
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩172Please respect copyright.PENANA5tSs7lBpNg
感歎著愛情的力量172Please respect copyright.PENANA1jzKeKQy52
影響力實在很大172Please respect copyright.PENANAio7livw8ew
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幸而鍾天程的愛172Please respect copyright.PENANAP7bnnVJGfi
能夠承載著這個重擔172Please respect copyright.PENANASIOoeN4m5V
分擔著李湘渝的壓力172Please respect copyright.PENANAZRCWUiRzsN
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡172Please respect copyright.PENANA18ums7S6fe
得到了很強的力量172Please respect copyright.PENANAtL0GBCdGxy
有了寄託172Please respect copyright.PENANAGgjQ9IDTxv
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要不然172Please respect copyright.PENANAKcIE47tIUy
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前172Please respect copyright.PENANA99NPhwLPTs
已經離開了這個世界172Please respect copyright.PENANACJctVsP5y7
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「我知道…如果那個時候…172Please respect copyright.PENANA0nf62KIBf0
他在我的旁邊的話…172Please respect copyright.PENANAOKuU49mYvi
他會毫不猶豫的…172Please respect copyright.PENANAvT8zqPOqvE
抱著我…172Please respect copyright.PENANAuGKhBoyZQz
不讓我傷害自己…」172Please respect copyright.PENANA5EeFobNV1K
李湘渝仍在痛哭著172Please respect copyright.PENANAc25VinQMoo
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊172Please respect copyright.PENANAeK4FIBqUx1
握著他的手172Please respect copyright.PENANAtRgBjVJKxL
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「我還記得…172Please respect copyright.PENANAF6ZtwofLgM
在天台那時…172Please respect copyright.PENANAuJL2D2k5K7
他…172Please respect copyright.PENANARZncfaju7y
他……」172Please respect copyright.PENANAs2rKzEd1wr
李湘渝泣不成聲172Please respect copyright.PENANAIqrq79bZrH
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程172Please respect copyright.PENANA6nDVM4vMaK
不斷的哭著172Please respect copyright.PENANAStCtvfRS49
哭得難以呼吸172Please respect copyright.PENANA9B2WD8Ofks
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛172Please respect copyright.PENANA3U1nH8P927
輕掃著他的背172Please respect copyright.PENANAx8WgeG5jQl
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一會172Please respect copyright.PENANAbgUvPZpAdj
待李湘渝情緒平伏後172Please respect copyright.PENANAJpmzIYb11s
鍾媽媽溫柔的說172Please respect copyright.PENANAglRsBe6IWi
「謝謝你對我誠實172Please respect copyright.PENANAlvImplmgEO
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」172Please respect copyright.PENANAKCGDsKspTx
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李湘渝低著頭172Please respect copyright.PENANAo4HENIYy69
擦著眼睛172Please respect copyright.PENANA8gxVIJjASy
「不…我…172Please respect copyright.PENANAguOsieYsNZ
很沒用…」172Please respect copyright.PENANA4Eq2iohe5E
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「湘渝172Please respect copyright.PENANAVatFhF3XCC
你真的很勇敢172Please respect copyright.PENANAAKvABZNc2Q
而且172Please respect copyright.PENANAz00XfETCMf
你也有很堅強的信念172Please respect copyright.PENANAReTsCXNVRB
只是一時有點迷失172Please respect copyright.PENANAP2LhVRW0gM
加上幻覺痛172Please respect copyright.PENANAXqQ47IP8Xg
令你軟弱了」172Please respect copyright.PENANApfsxbduq1z
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭172Please respect copyright.PENANAKcDBdlqpjC
「我非常欣賞你的堅強172Please respect copyright.PENANA4sSnqxBkxr
因為這是真的不容易啊」172Please respect copyright.PENANACsMTHDiGyX
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣172Please respect copyright.PENANAmC8jsTNwj1
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「這件事172Please respect copyright.PENANA2c6qjQMnML
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