早晨，微弱光線滲著霧氣沿著玻璃窗透入，餘光交錯折射至淺灰色的地板。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpf4NsVEV0
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大概是昨晚沒拉滿窗簾，太陽不請自來地喚醒欠缺活力的生命。王芝蘭撓了撓頭不情願地起床，梳洗後從雪櫃拿出方包進食，簡略收拾行裝回學校。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIViKz7TBoo
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三星期前，事件發生的一日後，王芝蘭回去上課就受到同學投來的異樣目光，當中不乏一些好奇心重的人竊竊私語，談論她的人品與指責她的行為。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwoUOrGMwF
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現在還未走到教學樓，已經預想到和同學碰面的尷尬，只得輕閉雙眼再努力深呼吸冷靜下來，提早到的好處就是不會引起全場關注。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUUBmED1al
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這次到演講廳上大課，幸好沒有人故意留意坐於一旁的埋頭苦讀的她，總算有驚無險度過了。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORinVX2mDi
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王芝蘭走到平日光顧的食堂，撞巧不巧地遇見舞社的同學，穿著粉色上衣和深藍熱褲的少女走來，霍寶兒：「芝蘭，一起吃飯嗎。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp3eOVBGYH
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「好。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgyKK47cC3
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買好外賣後，兩人坐在校內公園涼亭用膳，見王芝蘭正專心吃飯，不再像以前侃侃而談，霍寶兒率先開口打破僵局。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNelDFvWIRA
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「你最近怎樣，聽說你暫時沒有帶Dance team，有什麼都可以跟我說。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGBN2Y8IHc
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「在看醫生，吃一些精神科的藥治療。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgB8QOlbJR
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「哇，豈不是要吃很多藥，那你好點了嗎。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j8lz4HIub
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「本來還可以，可是我父母不了解事件經過就說是我的錯。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2WjCmjNbY
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王芝蘭本來收歛的神緒與聲線，在說至父母時忽爾顯得激動起來，霍寶兒見狀輕拍肩膀以示安慰。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8p5UeiYjd
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「事情總會過去，你要堅持下去。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTHw7eRg4O
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正當恢復若無其事般繼續吃飯，另一個舞社的成員驟然現身，熱情地朝她們打招呼。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYTKdObhCn
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「Hey Bro!」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT7a8ZZKAC
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「喂，咁啱嘅」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlJaZ097Lt
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王芝蘭只掃向來者了一眼以示回應。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMGQaoDiFR
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霍寶兒和張芷蘭剛見面說了兩句就歡呼起來，因為最愛的歌手組合近日開演唱會的事。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXvnKD2YCf
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「我吃飽了，下次再見。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UmZLsK9PE
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王芝蘭坐遠了些，平靜看著她們旁若無人般的談笑風生，仿似暗中偷窺又覬覦別人快樂的小偷，局外人決定自動退出這種場面。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfMCGxfNbw
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「bye-bye」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2tibWimi6
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霍寶兒揮別後和張芷蘭坐下繼續聊天，王芝蘭還未走遠就聽見她們談論起自己的事。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqhohwGRan
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「王芝蘭和你說了案件的內情？」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEysbXQmBZp
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張芷蘭向來是愛八卦的，問起問題的聲線更是禁不住興奮地抖動。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmzOxVSd7J
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「沒有，她只是說父母覺得是她的問題。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPPjtGt1Dr
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「什麼！這樣就有了精神病？真可憐，但是不應該打人啊」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4gCaOb7Ef
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「你別亂說，雖然做法是過火了，說不定她也內疚⋯⋯」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURWlhf0ICF
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王芝蘭心中一驚，原以為霍寶兒的關心屬真，沒想過只是在收集八卦而已。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD9cQxzvsa
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為什麼真心相對的朋友，總是別有肺腸對待自己⋯⋯72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrFK8laKqS
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走出涼亭，抬頭只見翠綠樹蔭鬱鬱蔥蔥，晴空萬里蔚藍無雲，所有思緒被拉回悠然的時光。許久以前的王芝蘭，是個活潑靈動的少女，不時仰望天空和晴雲秋月暢想未來，有熱情去熱愛生活，懂得主動關心別人。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC0zY4W4xc
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中學時期，課室窗邊總有三五個身影聚在一起，無話不談地聊得起勁，屬於班上最嘈鬧的一群。王芝蘭喜歡關心認為重要的朋友，記住她們的喜好，總是幫忙做不同事情只為解決她們的困擾，即使由預備考DSE確診躁鬱症之後，仍主動關心朋友噓寒問暖。但其實，自以為無堅不摧的友誼，只是每個人的逢場作戲虛情假意罷了。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSH0ayiYLc
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在壓力排山倒海翻來喘不過氣的時候，那些以為重要的朋友，一個也不曾主動關心自己，甚至開始看不慣她的那股頹廢勁，漸漸往來也無意再傾聽她的煩惱。她們好似每天都有花不完的精力，天天在她面前歡樂打鬧，私底下了解彼此狀況，還會互相打氣，惟獨只置她一人不管不顧。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6jtSD75B5
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王芝蘭終於明白了一件事，真心待人不見得能得到別人的真心，『你對別人好，別人對你好』根本是天大的笑話。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4wVxJTai3
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所有人都只喜歡和燦爛發光的人交往，沒有人會和泥足深陷的人打交道。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56WNJz9VCO
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這世界上，再也沒有人值得我交付真心，我更不稀罕所謂關心。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KdLSgO1zt
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晚上，喧囂的街道伴著閃個不停的光影，橙的光、紅的光、綠的光從車燈、招牌、行人過路燈揮映而來，人們從地鐵口出站，不急不忙又擠擁地逐步行走，王芝蘭頓時感覺空氣一點一點被抽空，周圍逐漸沒有可供呼吸的空氣，導致莫名的窒息感，眼前有一片雪白光點呈現出來，身體不受控地倒向前方靠著牆壁，緩和了三分鐘左右才恢復清醒。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMtfcpReh4
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輕輕扶著牆壁穿過一段小路，經過便利商店，滲著危險氣息的小巷是當日的案發地點，無邊的黑暗再次招手。王芝蘭鼓起勇氣打算踏進去，走到被高牆夾住的窄路，眼前浮現一幕幕畫面，正是那天奮力從醉漢的非禮和襲擊中掙扎的情形，重新被放映出來一樣，原以為早已克服那時的恐懼，沒想到還是心有餘悸，走回了大路口。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡambydYqAmW
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一滴雨掉在手上，零星小雨隨之逐漸細細落下，途人們爭先跑到便利店避雨，街上可見的僅有王芝蘭一人。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXNeH7j9hA
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路面地板滲了雨水變得濕漉漉的，雨水一圈一圈地泛起漣漪，交疊的一瞬像是浪漫地跳著華爾茲的戀人。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpbfnEbrcF
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王芝蘭邁出腳步，單腿向前伸出，再輕身張開雙臂，專心地感受身體與世界的連結。從肢體柔軟地跳動芭蕾舞，和雨束擁抱般一踏步一轉身，自然過渡至雙人舞，已有許久不像這般恣意地獨舞一場。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡem9QoX2PBk
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此時此刻，對『活著』有一番確實感知和獨特的見解，不再在意受到的種種冤屈，不再在意被雨水打濕的衣服，不再在意空氣透出的涼意，忘記時間的存在，只要沉醉於一剎的狂歡就好。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oPRrn5tw1
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