花咗成個鐘頭車程，終於嚟到。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrChLk5VrjP
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四周充斥熟悉嘅花香味，而且雖然係假期，但唔係特別節日，所以冇乜人。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLFHrKNtEI
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「你確定你要入去啦嘛？」我最後一次問小悠。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBlDNAbRDs
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佢抬頭，橫視裏面環境：「…墓地？」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHkmAH1QgC
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「嗯。」我冇特別停落嚟，直接走到要去嘅位置。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwe92ksoEw
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小悠冇再追問，只係靜靜跟住我。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPeANcLrEl
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去到一塊小小嘅墓碑前，我停低腳步。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx8o5UBxgD
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墓碑上只有寥寥可數嘅幾個字同埋一個日期，甚至連相片都冇。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzocOIc2kwE
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「你好嗎？」我對住墓碑講，同時將手上嘅花放喺地上。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglYfIBtLQ7
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小悠居然冇笑我對住個碑自言自語，反而問：「佢係…？」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3wgtRmqZw
454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXjtv4n4UM
我聳一聳肩：「我有冇同你講過，而家嘅阿妹其實唔係我親生阿妹，喺佢之前，我本來應該有個準備出世嘅阿妹——今日係佢預期嘅生日。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBUkPMH0fa
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「準備出世？」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv5de8y4zA
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「嗯，但最後都係冇機會見到佢出世。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUBTGeVzkB
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小悠冇再講啲咩，反而令我覺得氣氛有啲尷尬，於是我對住個碑講：「今年我帶多咗個人嚟探你，開唔開心呀？」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRmVVDglYH
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然後同小悠講：「…我慣咗每次都會同佢傾一陣計，如果你覺得悶嘅不如出出面等我？」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMxuSxQSig
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小悠搖搖頭：「我留喺度就可以，定係…我唔方便喺隔離聽？」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9DesqWLCv
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我搲頭：「都唔係嘅。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFRIM3ln81
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話雖如此，我都係冇足夠恥力喺小悠面前對住個墓碑自言自語，所以只係靜靜地清潔墓碑嘅四周。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o1sMQClyH
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沉默咗一段時間，我偷偷瞥向小悠，因為我發覺佢靜得太耐。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDabLragfC5
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雖然頭先叮囑過佢唔可以喺呢度嘈，但一句嘢都唔講真係唔似佢作風，或者係呢個地方本身令佢唔慣（？454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLd3CdvqoX
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所以，我決定由我呢邊打破沉默：「明明未出世，都要幫佢立個碑，好奇怪呀可？」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiCs3FwhIC
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小悠向我望過嚟，我繼續講落去：「記得嗰陣我仲係5歲，阿爸阿媽有一日好開心咁同我講，我就嚟多個阿妹。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBFNNUG7Es
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「因為嗰陣興玩爆旋陀螺，你知啦要兩個人先好玩架嘛，所以知道會有多個人同我玩之後，我真係期待到唔識形容。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNcs6qWD2M
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一路講，一路回憶起已經逐漸變得模糊嘅心情。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak2Yk1XEeZ
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「然後，有一日阿爸突然同我講，bb可能搵到一樣比爆旋陀螺更好玩嘅玩具，於是乎就唔嚟我地屋企喇，我問咁佢會去邊，阿爸就話去一個好幸福嘅地方。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ18DdHdUQ
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小悠一直冇講嘢，靜靜地聆聽。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUeeW1LtZA
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「我喊晒口咁話我想同佢一齊玩，阿媽嗰陣為咗安慰我，就講咗一句令我好深刻嘅說話，佢話無論分隔幾遠都好，只要心入面有嗰個人，咁就已經足夠，就係愛佢嘅表現。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxpAD4sLyc
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「明明嗰陣我應該係聽唔明，但之後每次諗返起呢句說話，我就會收返起啲眼淚，改用自己嘅方式去記住佢。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVBI9wv8Bz
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阿爸阿媽最後為bb立咗眼前嘅墓碑，呢個係佢地記住bb嘅方式。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEdFdVyfiX
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而我，就因為bb而開始畫畫，因為嗰陣時嘅我想用畫畫呢個方式嚟記住冇嚟到呢個世界嘅佢。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQslDdLNA7n
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不停畫、不停畫，但隨住時間過去已經唔知放晒去邊。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiwD3OFwxn
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「呢啲嘢我未同人講過架，你係…」我緩緩抬起頭，卻發現…454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSK2XXkE8E
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「小悠？」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhSdUKbDs0
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一聽到我叫佢，佢即刻擰轉咗身。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5SU9VwLVU
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只不過，頭先嘅一瞬間已經足夠我睇清楚——454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKNWNxqZbC
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佢流緊眼淚。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjiJ5mSGb2
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我踏前一步，想要了解發生咩事，但被佢一下子阻止：454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd55vzkSiY
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「唔好過嚟！」佢背對我講咗呢句。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndYbmP9fyo
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「…你係咪唔想聽呀？最多我唔講囉。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MbbMXtOox
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佢搖頭，同時用手抹去臉上嘅淚水。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNi22yCAoG
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「唔係，只係…今日嘅我有啲奇怪。」佢依稀擠壓出聲音。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6st1Zi6XwT
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「奇怪？」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1vprqxJzv
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我地就咁樣企咗喺度。望住佢低頭哭泣嘅背影，我忽然覺得後悔，頭先或者唔應該講啲咁嘅話題。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BEi3eJL6c
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唔知幾耐之後，佢先轉過身：「頭先嘅事，阿帆就忘記佢啦。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEI9wlshFh
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「…對唔住。」猶豫咗一陣，我向佢道歉。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBMiGL9Bzh
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佢搖頭：「應該係我道歉先啱，突然間就咁樣。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMo37N9qdf
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「其實件事過咗咁耐，我唔應該再講起。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkePV7LRPd
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「點會呢？如果佢知道你咁愛佢，佢一定覺得好幸福。」小悠講嘅佢，我知道係指bb。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3Mf5mF5I9
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然後，小悠將我頭先放喺地上嘅其中一朵花拎起，插咗喺墓碑旁邊：「你真係有個好好嘅哥哥。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GGbv0NZeG
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聽到佢咁形容我，突然有啲不知所措。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcbDyWzjq1
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「阿帆。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83l0qbbA83
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「…嗯？」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmu5O9v7bN
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「呢段日子以嚟，辛苦你喇。」同臉上柔和嘅笑容相反，小悠講呢句嗰陣顯得有點寂寞。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hD041pW9C
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