Jude stayed with me in the school parking lot after Christian drove off. We just sat on the swings in the back, not speaking for the longest time. Finally, when he spoke, his voice was edged.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFk0yWhh0Ag
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"You didn't deserve that."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpgOjIuaSN
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I shifted slightly and shook my head. "This is the first time he's ever pushed me away. I just want to be there for him."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6uy2kl8fI
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The wind had picked up, rushing around us, feeling cool against my skin. The silence returned, then, and all I could hear now was the chirping of a bird and the noises of a nearby squirrel.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykgwcF3IVd
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"You can't save people, Kendall," Jude said softly. "Believe me, I've tried."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQD2zTSZap
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I frowned as I watched him start to swing, his knuckles turning white as he gripped the chain tighter. When I thought he was high enough to jump off, he came back down and dug his feet into the dirt to stop himself. Then he moved his hair from his eyes and turned toward me.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hCPPDdWT5
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"Are you hungry?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb2BjEOOoM
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Part of me knew I shouldn't have answered, that I should have changed the subject to anything else, but I was appreciating the comfort he was giving me.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfwXlV5EDs
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So I said yes.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvez09rN7N
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Sitting in a coffee shop with someone who was not my boyfriend (I use the term loosely at this moment), wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I'm not sure what I expected, actually. I guess I thought it would be awkward and I'd want to leave. I didn't. Leaving would require driving and passing Christian's house, something I didn't want to do right now.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxCAIckrK3
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"So," Jude said, stirring his coffee with his finger, "what's your problem?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhEvl62pzk
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"Excuse me?" I muttered. "What do you mean?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbrr2CNwYk
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"Your problem," he said, enunciating the word problem. "Your secret. Why you go to see Dallas Alder after school almost every day."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBuYgeaUWv
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I swallowed a mouthful of coffee at the wrong time, and when I heard his last words, I started to cough. When I stopped, my eyes widened in his direction.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg0Vzqqm7F
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"You've been following me?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl4nDWvNjj
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"No," Jude said, shaking his head. He handed me a napkin. "I've seen you there because I'm a patient, too." 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZthWHkpj0N
