Ben239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPVhpRVlt2
July 3, 2005239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVO3dFQWr1
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBBRJduvdV
It's all I see. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzlfFMtf3i
It's all I feel.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotXb424DFZ
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYf28JoM2c
I'm frozen. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHxixBovTY
Drifting in a black sea.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZ0nakarGz
Drowning.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe8FznfwmU
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo58r5Y5NB8
I'm broken. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoMLe1QvCk
I can feel it.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflNfN1o8Uf
Pulling me under.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazPSSDaHDK
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgs3o4xZUmG
There's no one else.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUff4lkufbG
It's only me.
Only me.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVCjEF5kPZ
Only me.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIvdQhc4lR
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18pC6kiKih
Is she even real?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fUDWh3boY
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcR2oFvltp
Drawing me to it. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOXeld4Ebx
It's warm. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK48OA8Wl2
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAQABhQPM3
Captivating me. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRtlL8nND6
Freeing me. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHe9qPffsHs
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4EjmUcRX9
I can feel something.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKElRCKFkeY
Anything.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0byw8TvHSk
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99LjCFDEHm
Taste her.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMp9jNEM84
Smell her.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvbrVanY68
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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