II. Melancholic229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMR8K3S59TL
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when it came time for sleep229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh66xiowHmz
he had already accepted229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN2iRbS6Ae
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZu5ilVNWv
for there was never a night229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RVuIiwF6y
in which he slept sweetly229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhY5xIMzC0
in which his eyes didn’t sting229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHgxgNNTkv
in which his body didn’t throb229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwzQyju28S
in which he wasn’t a zombie229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMtQNjFgJz
he hates to be awake229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL8pMBzSUr
he wants to be asleep229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgByUI0FXEV
In the heap of a mess229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxChJQLkJC
the young man rests229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRb66qQRAn
his back against the box spring mattress229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMYwoCoLmE
underneath the dreary light229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYNTf17GLT
of a circular ceiling orb229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxj7TZu3H5
intricately measured to be equally hung229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8Sp6r676u
centered between the four walls229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5Po99cq6y
enclosing around him229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwPlDxglO0
the small, box-like room229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk3m4GRUNU
a little room crowded with too many things229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXJGQghpck
full of everything229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPL99ePyVA
littered amongst the carpet229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQZlutISg3
there is books229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBBqhRm5TY
there is paintings229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtWixDDruL
there is wrappers and trash229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhB4jUV2Fi
things are stacked and things are hanging229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8jTzeBBUk
they're placed and leaning on edges229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0awPZj21s
things are covered229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJqiFdxOaj
and hidden229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwCI8BRq1U
and tottering on ledges229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2C3YdjlEc
and eight or nine blankets229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRXNTpW94C
are piled atop one another229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bnQPgfiN5
heavy on himself, on his bed229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfdPMUlh93
falling onto the floor229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl4dSiJeXm
like a nest of distraction and229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChpInBkQ4S
bullshit229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8CWN8ybkf
and shadows229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cDSt6CB83
there are things invisible he can’t see229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80YZfAMsEn
there is always the fear229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZjHhSxOb3
they hide in the darkness229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewtwu77Pn7
and are hard not to run into229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZWZlNNDa0
There is a concentration229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLOcJlRG1Z
to the paranoia229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUms5sUcy24
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HIoBkWvAZ
like he’s looking for that something unseen229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm2cTDCijB
Don’t let everything fall!229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9cRBWXk4E
like a plea229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRo7D7kCNP
he is trudging on through229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUp4Qk3SeT
and heaving and slumping229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp07vybgxvt
what used to feel safe229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcYxccdKL4
like hearth229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF86iU5lNJP
but now feels engulfed in ice229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbewIaLx576
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU08UrIWTiJ
He won’t be able to do this much longer229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDoTNLInXy
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo4XZQgXwS
that smells artificially sweet229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO16PpAmIz
and burnt229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7LpVnJL5A
because of the flickering wicks229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCLyV4VtSr
he has three candles lit229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINALvIkZsS
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsYKOXcw4H
for a second229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVSrxP5CAG
like a fire is inside him229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dUdxfWVAP
but alas it's cold outside229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgL28HzIqQQ
and the storm has raged all through the night229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWYepyFHYC
The rain falls229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD8f1AwgZH
against the small window229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHxfTbIREm
in redundant tap-tap-taps229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYx4o1MrZ0
and he attempts to count229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BcuGx5UPh
how many drops fall229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGAEXlVGdu
against the pane229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV31sdU75Am
and quickly loses his place229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi7c1n5JQ5
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXoUZ6mFI7
beyond his walls as he writes229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPi2pUI2Y6
he wants to sleep229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCu770b3TTg
He is alone and contemplative229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzq3Lhqepj
about how it feels to fall229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdqOkqRrM4
into the insecurity and uncomfortability229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxn28xBzD7
of itchy, scarred skin229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv53oDiRx7
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi3FEe7xlk
against the walls229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIe5zLSBRj
of the skull229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtT7W4GyLFY
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgOaFSu4hv
to block the breath of night229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8PCGB7bTt
yet it's still coming in229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnU3PSAmmxC
like a frosted wind229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUJ7HhY9zF
seeping through the glass229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFThm91UZS
of his windows229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutSZj8Am1y
and the pores of his walls229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSQKFhxNGE
breathing over the carpet229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ3XOo1koT
and icing the scene with ghostly229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U7hBd8X4J
cold229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkY7YcUdh0
crushing him while he’s awake229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TNgAdKs5z
the air is too cold229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaQp8y3BPC
and its weighing him down229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx8KcjwIUL
he cannot make out what is in front of him229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkBg1OndAV
with depression like lightning229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb3bzMPuE1
striking overhead229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhVSwMecov
bursting229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5l55XrhfvK
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8niveYy5s
and he chokes on his throat229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSsIKeQvIp
he is paralyzed in vulnerability229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdOa4IlZZS
his muffled gargles229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqnL1Umt86
left unheard229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitq0ca32Xq
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKHUoouaoF
and his color is changing229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Wo6p0gj7r
darker and darker229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhF1Edmmv5
in horror229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr5w7iQ4Ht
he forgets how to breathe229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIvKaIUSzM
and his head rushes with blue229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASX3bEQ9OC
and then darker229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXohQ8nSlp7
for a trapped, dying expression229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECeFsje4IO
He is more and more229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXAVHe2yRz
unable229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2564awT2k
to struggle against229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDropFwYzkm
the darkness229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oIJd3Lxh8
he feels inhuman229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmQ6BuWfpK
He thinks of how dreamy it would be229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8thQPLuG4q
to have no shadows229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPcoXvcOXo
and to encounter a hero inside229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptY3FExOiq
to put an end to all of the darkness229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfgUQdDhto
that keeps him useless229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9e8euptunF
under the heavy, cold air229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaJHtkhNWd
but he realizes he has nothing left229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4QVpsYHnk
and his love is lost on those that he loves229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK7gdkY4sF
for they have not given him their hearts229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2xtsu8icX
and he breaks his itchy skin229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKeuKqeYm2
because he’s angry with who he’s been229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLmUG5Fnp4
and they don’t seem to care229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLCLTfRU1b
so he thinks he’s wasted his time229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0dEDy1UPs
and they can go fuck themselves229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgKgUUk0xL
because he doesn't want the affection229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPee775CTmN
and he doesn’t need the attention229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjdw99c0Ui
from someone who doesn’t love him229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweX6I7srtt
You don’t need them229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IM9KjwmRJ
You won’t have any of them229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPLNRuOurK
Bring light upon the dark yourself229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8tfD2NWST
He tells himself229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks88XIZkec
there is a way to become healthy229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ22ps6h0v
to be warm and bright229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3mr4oNSGN
but whether due to fate or choice229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGNu63xFkR
he has been led down a melancholic path229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeZAnHiHNc
and dark thoughts disrupt him
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