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錯過與放棄。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXeoHr8EYV
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEaEtdGvOH
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『If……』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPWUvKKf56
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH8HI7KBuU
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBuoj2FgUE
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0daJDW9aP
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v8eIsWrpb
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGsifWAGnh
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFojFqSb7ty
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『給十年後未來的你』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt9LLCnc6X
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgcaC5oQJZ
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncokkkfFL1
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqignlrVQI
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWjXwU1eUb
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc5XH0G72n
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JMIbHaFK2
至今回想卻支離破碎。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQottCRe6lm
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcYy9TpCzl
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0u6cO86tR
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj0xlK6uqE
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早就……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFvHciYyG6
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShkxWvysDt
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiR7NHTu9j
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡild9y61Qit
為什麼不能忍耐呢……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qJfZUn98T
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gED0zPBQB
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『不要哭。』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbmg235u4z
最後，兄長只是這麼說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF14Y24vro
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDuE3se5Iq
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDOJKbcip1
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrGtz3HY1A
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到底過了多久呢？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXFdgZPoXw
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSZtL3Mq0n
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSBGCM5QTi
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGyhDq8Xfs
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzxAJ5N0MC
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他拼命的挖土。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvMtrvo1Wx
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6BCwZC4Zm
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFqdpPwcuW
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYWLbek9PB
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZPGdT0XGs
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECX9NENVbl
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD35l9uWqv
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFl372VdtU
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lL6Buo7aH
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看新聞有感。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagC48IVocq
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGGZTa1NRb
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「關於雪的聯想」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuQwlZXT6H
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcxkQgDoer
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qfkMYrUbX
乾澀的，卻熱和著。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG11wIluGi
『你聽』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZFb9iaCWv
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ib7dZmZ9u
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJCxm3gNlz
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSor9YnsN05
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『踏雪無聲』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzNBE2EnyL
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乍然寂靜無聲。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8XA3dF71s
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUW1luWYAj
他張大眼，張口不能言。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFYyU2MJQO
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBpukkF0pc
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0kFglzHHY
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1jX2pBIpe
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADpXs15TL6
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『請幸福的……』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWXtIMdP7U
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXixJgDkXet
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG00HZNRXFk
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3QE4PItP5
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF2tTc8z2G
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWjw2E5bjS
我無法相信話語的真實。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBoZ0TANCs
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我知道，你愛我。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vabLrUIMs
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMoV3SGSde
我當然也從你口裡聽到。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNUTc9f8bc
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mVxeqAZIG
你總是會說：「我愛你。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPgS1qHtrP
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是的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV4ANFdOHx
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEm8ulytDl
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJefQEIlins
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvKg6MIg0X
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvoN8tcwRe
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『後日談』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhKgFjQ4Af
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexPYfOzb72
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu5lLVVKX6
然後他又重複了一次。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL2CE7xbAe
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfNPM3YfQD
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbC27kVSJW
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2p9I80Ckw
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovCfdbgiWJ
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「十年」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDhHszazmb
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AIwaeHuAu
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVlUHewyGc
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPhrV3n3HF
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHAx1eQ8ze
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因為太感同身受了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyzrMqNhCY
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUseFEs84x
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFenxaVVvD
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdurWGWq55m
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXK6mFatNQ
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ35GxRTudc
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRssysxCMhb
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I584QwMjh
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gA2kRycee
他始終是，一個人。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mYHGY9d1q
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQEPKzNzZP
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBheaoXNQSh
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他決定要去旅行。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlpq7Vo1wX
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5LYXqfC62
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路德也許會生氣吧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFsqiqt2rY
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif69jFLPc2
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCShA5BDuy
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1SdC0ADdv
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P4G1oxIlY
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfb5foxyzw
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYqLrmmonz
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7IxDpqAb9
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZi2sgi9kZ
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd7922tXFf
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwlO6mwkIK
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl91Mkbp3FS
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcEQEFiR7q
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiXRXniS0m
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44rsBTXQki
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbTuuX2aUm
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他收起相片，忖思。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiM22NNMOXE
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8aC7vlKpw
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuv3ahSUy1
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitnrM6qCKx
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