收咗線之後,我仲係有少少魂不守舍咁。519Please respect copyright.PENANA6Hz27Chfhn
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朋友頭先頭頭是道嘅分析言猶在耳:「你一直咁欣賞呢個人,覺得呢個人好好,好到你根本唔會對佢產生非分之想。但突然間,你發現原來呢個自己咁崇拜嘅人竟然以前一直暗戀你,個感覺就好似拉咗佢落神壇咁,你有幻想都係一件好正常嘅事嚟,」519Please respect copyright.PENANApRI0KP7STI
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的確,我目前對陳君儒呢個人嘅了解都只係基於中學嗰陣對佢嘅印象,回憶亦會令我過分美化呢個人。519Please respect copyright.PENANAODzMbbcEs8
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「你要諗清楚,你鐘意嘅係而家呢個佢,定係中學嗰陣曾經暗戀過你嘅佢?」519Please respect copyright.PENANATMBlcFPuLJ
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之後嗰幾日,我搵陳君儒講嘢嘅頻率減少咗,就算佢搵我講嘢我都隔好耐先覆。519Please respect copyright.PENANA8PdsFJ5ybG
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我覺得自己需要啲時間沉澱一下,以釐清自己對佢嘅感覺。519Please respect copyright.PENANAUW2N0Rv64J
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但老實講,喺呢幾日入面,我根本得唔出任何結論,腦海裏仍舊係一片混亂。519Please respect copyright.PENANA8fv5yDLzld
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就喺呢個時候,彷彿想令我變得更加混亂咁,陳君儒又再一次約我出去。519Please respect copyright.PENANAMoiNl5dLNU
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「下個禮拜陪我去staycation好唔好?」519Please respect copyright.PENANAzcMrhmiIxz
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我覺得佢呢個邀約嚟得莫名其妙,所以冇即刻應承。519Please respect copyright.PENANAaCrUd2QEAm
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「?」519Please respect copyright.PENANAkL6TqxArpI
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無端端去乜嘢staycation?519Please respect copyright.PENANAP6U3rP1Rsb
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「我下個禮拜生日呀,陪我吖。」佢講:「我啲friend唔得閒。」519Please respect copyright.PENANAxkksuvdR8c
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「......」519Please respect copyright.PENANAfK4PyKcHF7
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雖然好奇怪,但我最後都係應承咗。519Please respect copyright.PENANAyg9BSuoTTD
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陳君儒話佢已經book咗酒店。我本身覺得佢都幾慘,生日淨係得sp陪佢去staycation,連酒店都要自己book埋,所以就問佢要咩生日禮物。519Please respect copyright.PENANAOx2wPICgsW
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「唔使啦,你個人出現就得㗎喇。」519Please respect copyright.PENANAkWjOSRnP2U
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於是我就氣定神閒咁真係乜都冇準備到。519Please respect copyright.PENANAfIgIdi6EO6
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我哋只係sp,都係唔好搞咁多嘢好啲。519Please respect copyright.PENANAk2WlrsIUf0
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我提醒自己。519Please respect copyright.PENANAiBfGMwSsDD
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不過到咗staycation當日,我都係唔好意思兩手空空咁過去,就臨時去買咗個蛋糕仔。519Please respect copyright.PENANADS4fvAabyt
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「咪話咗唔使買嘢囉。」陳君儒見到個蛋糕嘅時候講。519Please respect copyright.PENANAZ90EHERzBd
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不過佢個表情又好似幾開心咁。519Please respect copyright.PENANAkVosPx36rY
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「生日吖嘛,點都要食下蛋糕嘅。」我將蛋糕放喺離床幾步遠嘅書檯上。519Please respect copyright.PENANAMHoHXTvkVI
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之後我諗住幫陳君儒點蠟燭,但過程中佢不斷喺度騷擾我。519Please respect copyright.PENANAc7i6c0EfP8
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喺我插緊蠟燭嘅時候,佢就從後環抱我,喺度錫我耳仔同頸側。519Please respect copyright.PENANAptTOewpBGL
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「喂……」我隻手震咗震,爭啲整跌咗支蠟燭。519Please respect copyright.PENANAx8PEBzNYYq
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陳君儒冇理我,繼續輕咬我耳垂。519Please respect copyright.PENANAEJw5GnFpAf
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我艱難咁喺佢嘅騷擾下點着咗支蠟燭。為咗有氣氛啲,我仲順手熄埋房入面嘅燈。519Please respect copyright.PENANAYnFXj9NPno
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陳君儒錫下錫下就錫到嚟我唇邊。519Please respect copyright.PENANAxmgj9TEb2W
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「許願先啦……」我吃力咁推咗推佢。519Please respect copyright.PENANA5NrUD0XQno
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我嘅嘴唇被佢封住,聲音變得模糊不清。519Please respect copyright.PENANAxYdcZyvLkF
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「好啦好啦我許願喇。」佢終於暫時放過我嘅嘴唇,但仍然維持住環抱我嘅姿勢,又將頭靠喺我頸側。519Please respect copyright.PENANAxyI3CPu0EG
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我擰轉頭望向佢。519Please respect copyright.PENANA6J8Tefj5hz
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呢刻昏暗嘅房間內只有暖黃嘅燭光散發住微弱嘅光茫。519Please respect copyright.PENANAtGKU3ZTIDr
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燭光映照下,我見到陳君儒合埋眼,表情虔誠。519Please respect copyright.PENANAJTmFhTFAi6
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我下意識咁放輕呼吸凝視住佢。519Please respect copyright.PENANA4CUz314gE1
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燭光微微咁顫抖閃爍着。519Please respect copyright.PENANAu8COHLHM5F
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「許完喇。」陳君儒突然擘大咗眼。519Please respect copyright.PENANAmYwCzpzGNa
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我呼吸一窒,嚟唔切移開目光,猝不及防咁撞上咗佢嘅視線。519Please respect copyright.PENANA5E7z7KjcmH
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過咗好耐,又或者其實只係過咗幾秒,佢錫咗埋嚟。519Please respect copyright.PENANAaf9K9p4Jgz
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一開始只係輕柔咁吮吻,後來動作卻變得越嚟越急切猛烈。519Please respect copyright.PENANAPPEp3LUdPD
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我被佢攬住錫住帶到去床邊,再被佢推倒喺床上。519Please respect copyright.PENANAICldzHNGkp
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「好鍾意你……」陳君儒一邊錫我一邊講,聲音沙啞。519Please respect copyright.PENANAjCS04yTad9
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「我都係……」我脫口而出。519Please respect copyright.PENANA6hOd6RJsaI