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我的話很快就被這裡的安靜給吞沒。255Please respect copyright.PENANA3dP40bxFwf
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他不會在回答我任何一句話,也不會再用他那冷漠的表情看著我。255Please respect copyright.PENANAb2LfbVowhm
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面對早已死去的他,我還眷戀什麼?255Please respect copyright.PENANAUy38yA3Rmj
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「這位子真的很適合你啊。」把頭撇向窗外,回憶。255Please respect copyright.PENANAQyL6bp3XCO
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不適合處於熱鬧環境的你,肯定很滿意阿龍他們選的這裡吧?255Please respect copyright.PENANAIUD1DJhvOE
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雖然這是我自以為是的猜測。255Please respect copyright.PENANAQLL8TRXYDJ
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我始終不了解你,無論是你生前、還是死後。255Please respect copyright.PENANA9O3QfSDTJ1
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留下那麼多謎給我,你覺得公平嗎?255Please respect copyright.PENANARWeAAAurFg
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「阿龍他們一直都很想你,你應該知道的吧?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAKBEBcokywU
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你是有聽到的吧?即使你無法在回答我。255Please respect copyright.PENANAhUwN6tB69x
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當年阿龍告訴我你的事情時,他是抱著怎樣的心情?255Please respect copyright.PENANAacdxWhJyhZ
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而同樣在場的小迪呢?255Please respect copyright.PENANA0mbPtAKElU
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你的死狀甚至是你生命的最後一刻,都是由他們兩個親眼見證,他們承受的痛苦是我無法想像的。255Please respect copyright.PENANA8uI5Zx5B1h
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但是他們沒有逃避,甚至和其他人一起處理你的後事,他們勇敢面對你的死亡。255Please respect copyright.PENANA5T0bkSJ7DQ
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那我呢?255Please respect copyright.PENANAH8zaA09eiQ
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逃避了一年多才來見你,你會生氣嗎?255Please respect copyright.PENANArCjE6PVmO1
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……還是,你一直在等我來這裡?255Please respect copyright.PENANA8M3A3vkrxT
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你沒有任何生氣和不諒解、只有等待?是這樣嗎?255Please respect copyright.PENANAXODEeYY6iJ
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「我改,妳等我,好好照顧自己。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAmlj5Y0fZWR
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「我也在等你,等你的改變。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAz5jjWX2hbb
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可是已經等不到了啊。255Please respect copyright.PENANA7NVe4HMV4R
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楊瑀峰,我已經等不到你了,怎麼辦?我還沒看到改變後的你、還沒等到你回頭帶著我重新開始我們的一切,你怎麼就先走了?255Please respect copyright.PENANAxcOwMVnu8F
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視線從窗外移回到瑀的照片上,緩緩的吐了口長氣。255Please respect copyright.PENANALtrKdMKhwP
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「對不起。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAODr8q6btHb
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眼淚不知何時滑落至臉龐,我沒有用手抹去,一年了,該讓自己好好的為你流一次淚。255Please respect copyright.PENANAp6E7fL2ecn
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一直累積在心裡滿滿的愧疚終於有了出口,我蹲下身,把頭埋進手臂裡,哭泣。255Please respect copyright.PENANA9v2KmZJ0ed
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謝謝你曾經走進我的生命裡。255Please respect copyright.PENANAr4FdMKFF1w
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已經逝去的人,只能活在回憶裡了。255Please respect copyright.PENANASLfDzoYezp
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*255Please respect copyright.PENANAyugkixpaWi
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二零一二年,一月。255Please respect copyright.PENANAFG3fthNpca
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練團室一直持續的音樂終於停止,我放下手中的貝斯,跟著其他人一起收拾器具。255Please respect copyright.PENANA2deWHEffSk
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高一那時我進了熱音社,和幾個在社團認識的朋友一起組團,開始融入熱鬧的環境。255Please respect copyright.PENANAfK3W90S2dg
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「妳變了」這句話從我玩音樂開始就有人對我說。255Please respect copyright.PENANAXi849agsxn
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不在陰沉、不在獨來獨往。255Please respect copyright.PENANAZTZFcfDMcO
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我喜歡現在的自己,這樣是好的,至少我是這樣認為。255Please respect copyright.PENANAOzfSNgsBzY
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和大家道別後,我走到離此處不遠的公車站。255Please respect copyright.PENANAy0TMtop0vt
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已經九點多了,天色很暗,還好今天並沒有很冷。255Please respect copyright.PENANApvMD7ATyiJ
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在我準備坐下等待的時候,公車緩緩的從遠方開過來。255Please respect copyright.PENANAoeHFjBupEW
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真是剛好啊。255Please respect copyright.PENANAiy5lX1za9E
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走上前招手,公車在我這站停下,車門在我面前打開。255Please respect copyright.PENANA0UdU6O0ZXa
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拿著悠遊卡刷過感應區,車上人不多,我馬上走到最後面並找到位子坐下來。255Please respect copyright.PENANAv7dPVYS0MA
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放下沉重的貝斯,頭靠向了窗,睡意開始來襲。255Please respect copyright.PENANA3sVoUTCqHk
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等到我再次睜開雙眼時,已經快到家了。255Please respect copyright.PENANADXqIGnAdiO
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微微的伸了個懶腰,感覺很累、莫名的累。255Please respect copyright.PENANA11fdX3GAmM
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有人比我早一步按了下車鈴,我起身,走到後門口,等到公車停了車門開了才下車。255Please respect copyright.PENANAtL694CmY8g
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慢慢的朝家的方向前進。255Please respect copyright.PENANAeSZkL0xIYc
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有時候會突然很懷念有人載我的時候呢!255Please respect copyright.PENANAOlnfYc7Gy6
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但是已經是過去。255Please respect copyright.PENANALhMPkCoJwv
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他真的會改嗎?我們還有機會復合嗎?255Please respect copyright.PENANAjV8stOIJiP
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這問題一直在腦中盤旋,但始終是無解。255Please respect copyright.PENANAmEpv7wdqFh
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到了家門口,翻了口袋拿出鑰匙打開鐵門。255Please respect copyright.PENANAgADb9m6Q0I
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我用最快的速度走進房間並關上門,把貝斯放好後馬上癱倒在床上。255Please respect copyright.PENANAFhz6sV9EzC
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好累。255Please respect copyright.PENANA6VBIE8b2bo
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已經懶得爬起來去洗澡了,洗澡這種事等隔天睡醒在做吧。255Please respect copyright.PENANAmnaPKwXwws
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我把手機放置在窗戶邊,調好睡姿,入眠。255Please respect copyright.PENANAXKJH6WJAsF
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〈我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟 在愛情裡分不了輕重 …… 〉255Please respect copyright.PENANAVbCMZNn3lx
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嗯?255Please respect copyright.PENANA25VjVci7O4
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〈誠實的過了頭 不能退後也無法向前走 ……〉255Please respect copyright.PENANArDNZSbn2Y7
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努力的睜開雙眼,我好像睡了一段時間了,而窗邊的手機一直在響。255Please respect copyright.PENANA5X5o7kGuEV
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伸出手拿了手機,螢幕上顯示沒有看過的號碼,而時間是深夜一點多,原來我從回家之後就睡了這麼久?255Please respect copyright.PENANAySAecTAIMR
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〈愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由 剩下的那些感動 ……〉255Please respect copyright.PENANAA1njCMEnYG
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我按了接聽,把手機放置耳邊,喂了一聲。255Please respect copyright.PENANAtXooobtzZ6
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「妳是橋嗎?」一個很耳熟的聲音傳入耳裡。255Please respect copyright.PENANAPJVMH1285l
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他是誰?我沒辦法立刻想起來。255Please respect copyright.PENANA3OyuObJQkl
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「嗯,你哪位?」大概是剛睡醒的關係,我口氣並沒有很好。255Please respect copyright.PENANALjs6ge56el
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「我是阿龍,林正龍。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAyBIrns5ffg
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阿龍?我瞬間驚醒過來,為什麼阿龍會打給我?他怎麼會有我的號碼。255Please respect copyright.PENANAYQceWCkiPI
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我沒有提出我的疑問,他打過來讓我有種很不好的預感,他的聲音……感覺不太對。255Please respect copyright.PENANAtPWWI5imEu
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「阿楊走了。」在我聽到他喘了很大口氣之後,他才說了這句。255Please respect copyright.PENANAcSksd0x5JG
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走了?255Please respect copyright.PENANAdKm8wCs3vq
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「走去哪?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAUkry1ytui6
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車,出了車禍,緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重,阿楊他──死了。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAtU1gDkKKxu
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我愣愣的握著手機,一時不知道該說些什麼才好。255Please respect copyright.PENANACrRU0uSu5F
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怎麼可能?兩個月前他才打給我不是嗎?255Please respect copyright.PENANAGookpfELzL
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不可能。255Please respect copyright.PENANAFj1zTbGX3v
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「你別騙我了。」我說。255Please respect copyright.PENANA0MQSF8nFbh
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「葉星橋──」255Please respect copyright.PENANAyPJ0HImLyS
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我掛上了電話,手機關機。255Please respect copyright.PENANA72YEgnmUOD
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把手機放回窗邊,我起身開了房門,走向廚房,打開冰箱從裡面拿出之前我放在裡面的啤酒,然後再走回房間,關門。255Please respect copyright.PENANA6oxN6d7jF7
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毫不猶豫的開了酒,喝下去。255Please respect copyright.PENANAtm1R4RFSzJ
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腦袋一片空白,我不停的喝著、毫無意識的喝著。255Please respect copyright.PENANAuBRWfGrEAj
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車,出了車禍,緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重,阿楊他──死了。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAf4LDopVEC4
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忘不掉……255Please respect copyright.PENANAR3lhawBmc5
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為什麼會這樣……255Please respect copyright.PENANAeZWfkCbEih
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殘酷的事實總是重傷人心,你──從此完全退出我的人生。255Please respect copyright.PENANARp0GcDvqG9
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