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二零一零年，八月底。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89D3agfezI
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度過了無趣的生日後，緊接著就是開學了。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9VKGgD0XU
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新的開始、高中生活。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVLSxipAYJ
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新生訓練那幾天我發現班上並沒有認識的，就算有同個國中畢業的但也只有看過對方，並不熟。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkrZYWs940
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就在我舒服地躺在床上開始規畫著我美好的高中生活時，放置在一旁窗戶的手機響了。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPb6CSOAoI
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拔掉正在充電的手機，看了來電者──楊瑀峰。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7RI4kNZAX
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我沒有馬上接起來，手機就握在手裡震動、發出鈴聲。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauIm4oQwTy
276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8Txb4DpWo
淡水那天回基隆後我自己坐公車回家，沒有和他講話、沒有讓他載。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KZ2TlNOlo
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從那之後到現在我都沒有和他聯絡，而他也沒有打給我或是傳簡訊。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYs3075f9U
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我在賭氣嗎？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp0Ozyni54
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其實氣也沒用，反倒是看開許多。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWt9z5UZ9V
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是我自己擅自想改變和他的相處模式，才會搞成這種局面，能怪誰？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JXhABKbXt
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手機停止震動作響。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNf9uwqzia
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在我要把手機擺回窗戶邊的時候，它又響了。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO4nd23K2U
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「喂？」我接了起來。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn20qFy7QS
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「妳現在能出門嗎？」276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MYYea3Zkh
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一個月沒聽到的聲音，懷念。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5h20mw1su
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明明才一個月而已啊……276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sjg48VN1M
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「我在妳家樓下。」他說。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOxylVSZf5
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「等我一下。」我說完便把電話掛斷。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TdQxD3dKH
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繼續在床上躺了數秒後，我終於離開了它。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSMDFkxQpi
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隨便換上出門會穿的上衣和短褲，拎起了包包，反正今天家裡沒人，就不需要告知任何人要出門。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXzNlOgY4D
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手機放進口袋裡，我離開家裡，然後下樓。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvn1UX79bH
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一出公寓大門，果然就看到他。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCrkBdF4eg
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他坐在那台屬於他的白色勁戰上，看著我。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDG535Q3mS
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他怎麼了？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzyei0DhAd
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總覺得他有個什麼不一樣了，雖然看起來還是那樣，但是就是有種他不一樣的感覺。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGaII56aIA
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感覺。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlgyGNwfD3
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他下了車，從車廂拿出安全帽，走到我面前幫我戴上。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrO7VuZzmN
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我跟著他坐上車，沒有問他要去哪，反正不用想也知道他一定會載我去那個地方──276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNnNmAKasY
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有著你我共同回憶的中正公園。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L5hdi0X78
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不出所料，他果然載我來中正公園。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjpt5we2ep
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天色漸漸暗下來。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh4PbC3Aqj
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總是睡到下午四、五點的我到現在才意識到要晚上了。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJKvNE58n2
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這次他沒有走上去，停了車放了安全帽後，就這麼站在原地。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoppbQ5kZLg
276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIAyzogrXr
他並沒有看我，而是一直看著那被他稱為「寄託希望」的大鐘。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQD8pV39VO
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「我沒有爸媽，我一直都是一個人。」他突然說起自己的事。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFiChJinZY
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我抬頭不解的看他，沒有爸嗎？他是孤兒嗎？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXUFpv6Ham
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一個人……他是怎麼走到現在的？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0exRxJ5OHt
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「被親戚收養到高中畢業，我就自己出來住，她給我生了這張臉，讓我選了公關這個工作。」276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX992c7Ql5
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她？是指他的媽媽嗎？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5n8TTr4PE
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我沒有打斷他，靜靜的聽他說。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRnDVIhWhn
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他用那種冷漠至極的口氣述說著自己的事，讓我覺得他不是很在乎。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc4ApQjaAn
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關於他自己的一切，他顯然並不重視。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4TNeQDDVD
276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMg2Ej4DUP
「表面看到的不一定就是真的，內心也是，感覺是那樣就不一定是那樣。」276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgpBj9KsAV
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「你想說的是我至今看到的你認定的你都不是真實的你嗎？」我問。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrty9pI8rO0
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他沒有回答也沒有做任何表示，是默認嗎？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34dK4otgF7
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算了，他說的也很有道理，我本來就把他認定是那種冷血的人不是嗎？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oHaohYRJs
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說不定他也是有血有淚的。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMOWABQeiA
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既然他願意說自己的事，那我也不必再計較淡水那天的事了吧？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMjTCvXVN2
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我嘆了口氣，繞過他準備從他機車上拿安全帽。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFuRSsbaGf
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講開就好了，也許我該好好改一下自己的脾氣──276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQMRLOvNa0
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「橋，我們分手吧。」276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EDkVvIhOw
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在要碰到安全帽的那隻手停了下來，像是聽錯一樣的回頭對他露出疑惑的表情。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUZpitBieD
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他也沒有再重複一遍，那冷漠的眼神似乎在告訴我「妳沒有聽錯」。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oPd3rVvAY
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分手？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc3o32wsXc
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為什麼要分手？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VPufRKGuo
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我問不出來，就這麼傻傻的看著他。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TCYVB7xnF
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「妳上了高中，感情生活會變得更複雜，我不想一直以男朋友的身分束縛著妳的新生活，所以我們先暫時分手吧！我會等，等到妳高中結束、能完全接受我的時候。」276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZA2xqcod5
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這大概是我跟他相處那麼久第一次聽到他講這麼長的話。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNFrloQ6Xt
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但卻是關於分手的話。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhaa41wovk
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這是什麼爛理由？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqb5ibUQT7
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「終於受不了了嗎？你早就想甩開我了嗎？」面對我的質問，他默不作聲。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5izE6CNhe
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「要分手就早點說啊！不要在那講了一堆讓我覺得可以了解你走近你的話之後才說分手，你在整我嗎！」我提高音量。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GKhBLkgSy
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他越不回應我情緒就越接近失控。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNiSaDhd5O
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我不能接受這種理由，為什麼他能那麼輕易的說出分手？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNX3JqRAnt
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難道這一年多的感情在他眼裡根本就不重要？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM4qRBtj0i
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「說話啊！幹麻不說話啦！」我用力推他一把。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnqUOdxrCa
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他依舊沉默。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC30z9sKH2y
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「好，分手就分手，我告訴你，我一輩子都不會承認你是我男朋友，一輩子都不會！到死也是！」我幾乎是用吼的，用盡所有力氣吼出了這句話。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhVOnKG9NJ
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「嗯。」他冷冷的回應了我。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2I1TMorHGG
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就只是一個「嗯」。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yoJuY2hah
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不帶任何情感、毫不在乎的「嗯」。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHgekghMH3
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我還期待什麼？那就如他所願的結束吧？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPcdUkVV3N
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我轉身離開他身邊，隨便招了一台計程車，上車離開了這、離開了他。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tpD8CBKvq
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這種時候應該要放聲大哭的，但我哭不出來。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvnr1NTWkF
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不是因為在計程車上大哭會讓司機困擾，而是真的哭不出來。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtwEzMGfD1
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令人窒息般的感覺又再度襲來，很想大聲吼叫好好宣洩一番，可是現在在計程車上，我也只能痛苦的忍住。276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gRKFvaDqx
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結束了嗎？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu63YCe1REy
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我和瑀之間，就這樣結束了？276Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOc3zfO9gO
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那日死去的，並不是我、也不是你，而是彼此的心。ns3.148.237.97da2
