Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,444Please respect copyright.PENANAYlZ0vOJjYw
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed444Please respect copyright.PENANAASQXHc4192
You were all I ever wanted to be444Please respect copyright.PENANAMvP6K54esz
(And more)444Please respect copyright.PENANAFUii9nbMfA
You had talent and brains,444Please respect copyright.PENANArvolYaFi5N
And was also physically neutral444Please respect copyright.PENANAExgVjvW897
But when I tried to be friendly,444Please respect copyright.PENANAUMDt3jLmSc
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,444Please respect copyright.PENANAasX083M9oS
I'm being too kind, too generous.444Please respect copyright.PENANADdMSeXZfkq
I was pushed to the ground444Please respect copyright.PENANAd0LGyrzSzz
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,444Please respect copyright.PENANAajRjB7vI0i
But what's done is done444Please respect copyright.PENANATjRJraukeU
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,444Please respect copyright.PENANAmT0JvfqiPH
Harsh words and insults444Please respect copyright.PENANArBnKzZ6c0F
It became an irreplaceable friendship.444Please respect copyright.PENANAIVHfc7UDau
However, in mine,444Please respect copyright.PENANAEcweJVpWuL
Glares and sharp glances444Please respect copyright.PENANAlvuOufwB2F
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself444Please respect copyright.PENANAdIKMkrYEuY
"When did our loathing,444Please respect copyright.PENANAJATx18MGwN
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015444Please respect copyright.PENANAvKVCeQ4m9a
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016