春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAI2BwdmwB
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjYqpX30FY
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTk2Qx1SGz
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv5N6ZBctb
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLDZaawg09
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaCgXnd7rN
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR42QZ9iwB
郭禹震了一下。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOxMxpsG0H
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4NWn4DhHk
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJLnuKpwDf
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqDl2mT76W
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwRkE2HSHg
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrZPjpsvxO
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLseeurSkV
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rIlInetND
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxAOWzh8MY
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU6hTnNJGl
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxgX6astHP
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqpGlJ7DJN
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4CxFlXnNu
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhdmku4S7m
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaF3lD4MXZh
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Y776qkzxZ
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrbajW6vzk
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPiAWtW61k
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqneLs938t
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkly37Y400
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTcpsaux6q
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqqULAvbNx
「嗯。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQBjqGP11d
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnASc24wRN
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEL0JZiNY5
被拉得很長、很長。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXIZUqjMXz
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H4bhNuwjg
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VxvqfLck9
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlwUI7cLrN
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5OyeQAcv4
她抹抹眼。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYzWftDQOb
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohu6cGtPoP
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBEiGnE8wh
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJhjEahtso
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85KZv1bMrx
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5jOp5WYSP
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s1r8uWGJq
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiuLnGMd6k
「什麼？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuXI7hD9Ca
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH8obtzi52
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBhbW90fUY
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwimI5fXuj
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCh6oGAplm
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2JMw0nWsQ
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf9wntgVE0
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinpbWRPuuI
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mizG8vNPS
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB44vAHP9Y
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgjAAMY19D
回來了。那個熟悉的她。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFgoU85qzf
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJiADPdjhd
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H5hEVSjuE
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqirs2zpXou
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PCNiUe0Xz
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放學，郭禹回到家。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbk78LNrX8
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxPQi8apgT
「好⋯⋯」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshvwILaYmh
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5nZeRaMGS
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ3MddxqSc
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4wNj4Sc3M
爸爸沈默的看著。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNM9PJxtnv
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIxr0BLecn
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoY6FpMKVx
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXQaATibjB
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcaTQHvmau
她吞了吞口水。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0pGZFYuRx
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fDUQNTlU3
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aOEijGiLV
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Pgmvfh1ie
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZMDRkMOi9
唔。她馬上放低眼神。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzzvkaPFWb
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVPpv1fRCn
安靜的那種。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTsTXUhyMB
讓人發寒。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1GObIEvb2
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfgb84JkDj
郭禹點點頭。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5vIKNNDTv
「是。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC57uBEKtY
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgZA5dqkp1
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskyEHD3kTI
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD50CJkUrY
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfx1pAIQRG
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YND9J5dGy
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75gqEKddOL
然後，是她今天說過的話。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4CDVivPLY
——「不會累嗎？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRVjxoojpB
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yLWoh8zil
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBD3rC6JVit
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0GOjZS3Ph
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnTdx6JOy8
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5H6jqbBrx
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRlY0isK7n
「是啊。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3IMBhMpe1
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD1SucdsJK
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpeY8gHcr2
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG29iDhr16
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BnG9YIcJP
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3LcJhUg0P
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HVkYm15Nk
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI9UQrVwSf
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTFnJevzjx
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfLniy8oaN
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0vw2a7qbi
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XfVxF8SV5
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFAowXMM1V
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb14foap2dq
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzLAj9u3qu
「腦袋有問題。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgca57rvr7C
「哈哈。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpllmAO9Tbq
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYVybLihpR
「啊！」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV2uNRBQXy
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPErMR93tKk
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKet1BOi92
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziBWKobMZ1
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf7M1Fegdx
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHbR67Gxhe
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0lr9so276
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9r2TgP31w
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4n8ATJgle
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMBknCK8JF
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QhXSJPpgg
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIDh2lG8vY
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtJwxtWKpB
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyW5sFa5XT
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz5kWKo9mC
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22m0ZnSahZ
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkgJyaURcX
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhQY6ZMuyd
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhFmXJic5c
郭禹的表情僵住。 500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2yoqPKMd8
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6E880pC61
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtt3Ni09QH
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGV2h8OUCS
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2butRrmOKd
「妳——」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAaQx14ui6
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu00Nadt8E
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxK23Iu00Q9
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhSqyB8zxD
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgKEDb51tN
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsTRqFBsNS
——真是可恥。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1jjQXZaeo
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9WRHLyY7z
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu1ExZXk20
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MathKw3nY
也許她可以⋯⋯500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbFWy9eT25
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltPiTepyPI
她一震。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWerv9Skftp
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wrFnh4wVU
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0M1nsyLbu
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX0PIZeX8T
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl9GzdS7na
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bpYVbBauQ
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFs8lgQREI
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjOcitdVUi
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MzYLxD5bh
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9k48mq0KQ
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRv7ilgjhh
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnQmDKR8vG
「別再說了！」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vTRNYPk1X
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1RN7QQzaZ
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyToVF9rkOH
「快追！」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9lNAxOrRN
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRPfePS8wp
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBITNqzLn9
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlQEpPEQfF
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDeWiG2EQd
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmZiooOFBp
「不要，要走就——」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclFVt5vkIZ
「拿著。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5Qs5sw8nh
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG1m4GRrJy
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh8fFVLSa5
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0nlx9Ebok
「騙人——」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEPx1Xle8X
「我像是在說謊嗎？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBO0R4u7sf
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFFmwCY6jN
「很好。現在快跑。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcvlT0vIHj
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxfxROKwpw
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyFhJzo7pN
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ78WeE0w2V
而她正在哭。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHJrGQXvHN
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Dx64sqwlR
為什麼。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdA3iv61qaz
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1usZcl8iA
而今天，是大考當天。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTetGUCDoTp
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vkHVrX4nh
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJrDjRDVo0
「妳怎麼了？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDQYeTwFK5
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj93M7lHqv0
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDtkfm7tQs
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ472InNvaw5
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIdPqWBrnL
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5nbC9whEo
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRdtuwomAO
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITB9rpIX2I
「⋯⋯嗯。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYWp17jrt3
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7x8gkJP8N
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV3Fid7AjK
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFqOyiDKlv
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIu3xV3mGs
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lponC7aJT
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo5rXv80YO
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNnQK1MzFA
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0KSDI3AEr
那是個墓碑。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnO7vanGN2
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJnFDCCLzn
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fVgE9E2eX
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEY4fs3QmHV
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMQp63vznl
「我不——」她試著開口。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK33L2ff0q
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aYRdFQw02
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNljLVMpR9Q
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCgpSECYIn
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZn0Bf0kBQ
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOX05nae23
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RVlXLGN4d
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sN2lkfo75
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtp9ebQ5tiN
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJQB2ulO0y
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65iiJ7Kmx2
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUyNn0BMjA
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhu1heDlGt
信封署名是給她的。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx3dr87D7k
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeELV9ERWl
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKrMLUVXtC
郭禹 上500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIRNpZVVM2
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5nRKQgpU9
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAIA1C0wKR
或許，是從一開始吧。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdqjLxwlOV
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjTV4fhw6H
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJuORnrmBh
現在這樣、最好。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpjvTUF8S7
看吧，一切都不會改變。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i09teECRv
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLghJhxIbFf
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eIyFFtz50
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiIX5mxK20
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHxt3LLWup
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqbkWaG7UQ
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcFOUurVCl
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSOo2IrxUo
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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