I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX8EHut3ki
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
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Let's take a blast to the moon, baby204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZXZH4SivG
I sit around wishing you well204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T61lqGeGe
How I'm craving you204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CSA7CprFK
Every time I'm near you204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa3sK0JmSM
I always wanna swallow you down204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2qQRKpYE0
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD7nUoe8Pv
I'll need you here204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEYHeG01tF
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIk8QwOiFk
Why is it every day204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjfRVj2y90
That I feel the pain?204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnJ5LFFArz
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhSe3rZflB
Where were you when I was down?204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcsEwIh8eJ
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1khqZNxaB
And my soul mate lives in your body204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSHlf1osfy
I can't get you out of my head204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlB5IjHMip
It never goes away
In my life,204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xu3vfFXyv
I'll need you here204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWe1IHZl1U
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMRIPHB2kI
In your eyes,204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihQkfqD9jW
You can bid me farewell204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUigaa61I6G
Don't ever try to understand my situation204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijPj4H2SEt
Why is it every day204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw2AblzzIZ
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt0YAxl5WI
When I'm looking for love204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL5izxnp37
Always seem to be regretting it204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7hntHwZbf
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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