「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6RhZgEhR0
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzpbPdZWFr
事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmuAMl1X2s
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoU6LjBtpc
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幼小我的父母就離異，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7sFaeWEen
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx58MC7eRO
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl7vVO0qKH
對母親的記憶還是有，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjSXiAyUdP
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記得她很常酗酒，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43PSshXvQQ
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後來的日子，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj5YUJmphr
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCJyoJZMr2
我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiPxMhv1lG
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忙於工作的他，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT6XqFfpOt
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KcQrShXXP
常常讓我睡在幼兒園，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O4NDRf0ce
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnka29keW3k
到了上課時間再直接上課，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLPM8mQXrc
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVcBKDIj0l
什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz79esTfSV
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAug4nLwWIu
因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlByPSV3wNV
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9ixeLkgWM
所以我總能寄宿在那裡，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb0mP69tSD
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK7NI0ZP5C
剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgo3ZS8rp0
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRSDQm4Kkm
漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9VBZ8S8jl
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDTTghncS2
父親工作的地方不一定，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuwbxMrcOM
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輾轉的換了三所小學，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbDpLComAo
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWYKmx84QM
以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6K6eQEnDkW
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他開始會喜怒無常，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96KShGXcXM
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20R1frSBq2
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDiJQTASDa
下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtBa74MOI2
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很小我就與異性交往，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWw5wgPFso
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkgDgHUOU6
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmDXsmVqtt
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNRTBHVRu2
偶爾我也會陪同他工作，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51ucYMWKJR
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我會睡在工地，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwQ4rDGtCG
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUUFqFBMCh
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAUB34bwXa
父親在工作上十分認真敬業，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcU9DCImSh
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t7gETb0di
委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFHoE4gzyQ
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3ycu64rQd
他開始會講貶低的話語，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QZZ7hz1LJ
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwbnyvEw6G
那些原本用來工作的用具，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlHONCEztc
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc68XqlxwP
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92LvFBZBs5
他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAwQbyFN3m
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYwqTy36ZM
有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RZyUfhx4Z
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRV41mkZCM
他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVhaDH5Bpx
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEexAwOA3s
要我轉告給老師，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw2lu7m6pD
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsiQchyccR
電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPfjWyGADo
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8wum2NNdh
老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbIdYRTgmD
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8UiDgJKcQ
沒過多久被安排進了補習班，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF8O1W92qx
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FGtwv4jZ2
那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3K8kvzD7q
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRIpTJcAX2
細細去回想每個片段，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSw8DOPNeYi
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzRj5mZ6t0
父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFOAwDPeM5
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rzvLPBjxu
仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsBPVylTXT
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI3uvRdyit
對他一個大男孩很不容易，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk86mOOXO4
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjVONmBLU9
所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7IjfWxm0r
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgFdE8BsK4
卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZacCEIeWW
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBrPUGzvI5
走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DJkcOE2RH
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7psM8fPuU
我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUEQUWdlKx
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItdZKfJ1jk
打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVadP3idK2G
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zCkaouorR
是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxUyFL4IvU
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MuixisBY8
還是有很多屬於他的回憶，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHgSCjmXC7
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SjrMQbK8g
我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFAoE4zU7W
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeVf2kKrVq
正準備吃下第一口時，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOMI7RwNiS
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclNPe1NJc7
手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh80Bu6DMN
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKCgmsPBod
