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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3syvcPz3r
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『嘩啦——』739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcuQZZFglC
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCEsmPQ6ZC
「這都下多久了......」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Vsdq1yUa6
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM645fdQS86
意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHjm0Szyhm
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVrAqMQR1m
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmqBbyqenv
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGMdJRVjMW
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULBDAQWyOe
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8cZZBw3pj
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeUxkosDNE
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJFx2XHxhc
『鈴——鈴——』739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdy01lWL3A
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7xizXCD6D
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRmxn2UTVu
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx6Wz5CrlG
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7j1XsjrDQv
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKejkrKfsdN
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYKzD7bAd0
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3joo72yOU
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8otzg2hSbU
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR3Hmg9IOv
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8uHOfXCqo
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAgPUJhvZB
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4OrzT5wvp
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfyrVwjISI
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFRu7R4bWQ
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5py1edJy8l
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLky4GWmqkP
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ChkYdcBti
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9aHvUVgo5
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I3coCtqKR
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡura0CbRgtK
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgioRj7W1xL
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TaAFb4mqt
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCqMA6MsG7
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GwIo3og82
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo6WCiKz45
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDMhhWZ3h7
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rpLDrP5Pw
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApAfCTOSRW
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tNaKeU9hM
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzV07TJ5RK
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GQlcmbPDk
「還會痛嗎？」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4mIsxeb5b
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkshSVlBdN
「不會了，謝謝。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYld2v24uEX
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdLLXC3HBa
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg19qREp4lh
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabuiSOmZCk
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fAxsSzUcQ
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWHpGXZy4O
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b8gX8X3k0
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw2fDbZ5MN
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWmg9kactM
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmauo7FQ8Qz
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMRKhsID3r
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8lIlStBwH
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vzJIsF3Jw
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhAVTB4h2S
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LE32qjEDr
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCKLGOIZun
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qXOIE58pQ
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlQCUhCcNo
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HqJfyXQ3A
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruw2BvawRv
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVt0mrPfTE
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdz7xFatvm1
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrCseXClyj
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GLjCIzSfU
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdywGXipvQ
「也是。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVdFoxdx6H
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtZydGS7ZT
我只是在逃避。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MO6ZpCsMI
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1MMsR4dnU
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2B5IWTm6C
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwmqsr4kh9
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEtE33AiQT
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU7x5QSVKE
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu5bEyJO9R
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZfQJA8tTQ
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAY1me5xaR
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSTg6gS6RQ
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvrIkoRki3
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavi9pitDhj
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94rn7OYU8D
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMFAavNJR0
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxXG4dKan7
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmn9xULzps
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRJLR5zIrw
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4we8ra4B73
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNXMTqB8yq
「別走！」
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWBs1NuhSE
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJGNLhXBvZ
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6IDHxRFFc
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05I1bvLNRa
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoAEQWM4xQ
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtSO4LDQVo
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEwRWQFZr6
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrSFYLCRFm
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlja8J5qbQ
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptFLvtNtQj
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1JXNclkes
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9QpIy02nS
「過來！」他對我喊著。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEIS0u7z5j
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkbvuNKSvK
「不。」我退後了一步。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoWSNYfsht
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB9w53KRhs
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvwucCbelQ
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZMD4Fi2hs
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJhJVNrJWP
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3Rrm6QcZg
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lUb0kKThx
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysA1HpY0d4
「我......」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhM2CxBSv3
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx7r4Gi74n
「不要靠近我！」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiwjPIVxr8
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILTeg6j90x
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1vD6ISio4
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSEqtJsFjT
但是，我卻無法相信自己。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ3RkLyBaP
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAlIGP9zCw
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoEHCswtYu
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PDOrBvGn8
「你是傻子嗎！」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf8P3ZpxAt
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwhydNQIRu
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjz0WEjYBv
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKV1GSVFa4
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTIeuogFUh
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEAXjVzzIn
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLl1ZSVhMW
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe2cgxIWmt
像烈日的太陽一般。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rwLjfbcRu
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaS7obgmSL
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQHV7izH33
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYqgKkY4N8
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLUBrarJ4f
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL3Gen8CrQ
「我們回家，好嗎。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRq8zA72zP
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3klN3XUXt
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E85F7DPPI
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYnC4t0P2T
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVUFraltEv
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWKXMJRIZY
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4BgJni5V9
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqt9Opxzm9F
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR8nhzYhoO
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0ge0qeSbq
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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