Flashes and more flashes754Please respect copyright.PENANAaYl9nApQfU
Shouts in the air, suffocating me754Please respect copyright.PENANAGUNtBIfojW
Their bodies closer and closer 754Please respect copyright.PENANAeTAbnaWEi6
Until its so hard to breathe754Please respect copyright.PENANACUPp5phLn8
Everyone screaming your name754Please respect copyright.PENANAZyqQtiIqhy
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces754Please respect copyright.PENANA2MS0SFY3aK
The men around me take my arm gently754Please respect copyright.PENANAbmDt0943Fg
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes754Please respect copyright.PENANAyrTHtEyjly
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life754Please respect copyright.PENANAbKcB9sJuwN
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down754Please respect copyright.PENANACJcswawjlo
Faking a smile towards the ground754Please respect copyright.PENANAleMIw7M2aG
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 754Please respect copyright.PENANAKHVeqaIWsi
For fear that it will start over again754Please respect copyright.PENANAa2uZTns74V
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains754Please respect copyright.PENANAlkxwaToxK5
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest754Please respect copyright.PENANAZSY0IAn6Ls
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step754Please respect copyright.PENANAvyJC1Ga1Ic
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths754Please respect copyright.PENANAjOBPynQFVz
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together754Please respect copyright.PENANAZDbFrPG2x3
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess754Please respect copyright.PENANAznLp1xuBZc
My feet seem to be moving on their own 754Please respect copyright.PENANA1DFAFznuU0
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?754Please respect copyright.PENANA8B1CVOjRxm
Cameras and fame and people all around me?754Please respect copyright.PENANABC4m8zXJo2
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!754Please respect copyright.PENANAwmLZV3ynYO
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!754Please respect copyright.PENANAWqD7SnXJqV
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another754Please respect copyright.PENANAWT6StdnUBH
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some754Please respect copyright.PENANAMVMJdW5uf1
But my life should've been peace and quite754Please respect copyright.PENANAjHuvAlz6Bt
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children754Please respect copyright.PENANAlxWpem4aqq
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion754Please respect copyright.PENANABFILTTWIoh
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets754Please respect copyright.PENANAPFN75Q9n1s
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life754Please respect copyright.PENANAqc2OOCJ6lX
When I stop and think of how blessed I am754Please respect copyright.PENANAf317RgowHN
I realize how much I love my life754Please respect copyright.PENANAv6JaipUWRP
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through754Please respect copyright.PENANAipvl2U4Udb
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model754Please respect copyright.PENANAKevAcGZdav
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on