#1 Entry: Why I Started This.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFaMyQjgDc
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqDMGHOnda
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuT38mOM464
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hXrv3Mc3E
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13YW3A8Gxg
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD37nr8OxO
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDX2ltLx4Jp
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDOLn74uha
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzDgwXgfqB
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggPCoMCFyM
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbw2wHHvU7
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29puLQR4FD
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVEzDNce8b
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpne4k4FuvV
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj0fQLU1Bt
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsq6YyJhE3Z
So calling it off, was it that bad?930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yLHR9NxJe
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUGqRjsRSW
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACjY3eIRGn
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMsCMzXGTY
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgMHdAtjAT
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4jQK9nFU1
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMLVJ9UQBD
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm2nRsMxis
Henceforth, we have this. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4Y8m01xjS
Thanks for bearing with me. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfFZ8HR7QR
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