周林楓《不孝有三》「她死在公婆說要保小的那一晚...」 [Chinoiserie] ♫ 熱門古風歌曲♫動態歌詞89Please respect copyright.PENANAzk1EKzIKEx
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那年,她被媒人牽了線,嫁到這個村子。89Please respect copyright.PENANAOtnviDZlHb
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夫家祖墳建在山上,三月三這天,她身為媳婦,要上山祭祖。89Please respect copyright.PENANAcFYl3ykUsg
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她在香爐前跪著,聽著公婆誦念「子孫昌盛,香火不絕」。她低頭點香,認真聽了好久,卻意識到公婆沒有唸到她的名字。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZT00zg5DTq
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她當時不以為意,覺得這是「未來可以補上」的東西。89Please respect copyright.PENANA4NFMXlyyEg
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她懷過幾胎,個個都是女兒。
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婆婆不再給她笑臉,只冷冷說:「妳若不能生個兒子,便是斷了咱家香火。到時,妳就別待在咱家了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANALh7hjepzgE
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她日日燒香、求子,甚至拜到遠村的觀音廟。有一次,她回來晚了,婆婆說她「不守婦道」,罰她跪在門外半夜。89Please respect copyright.PENANAxmNkJM2MwM
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後來,她又懷了一胎。這次,算命先生來看了日子,笑道:「這胎有福氣,是帶根的。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAnzX5wHX8VG
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全家人喜笑顏開,還給先生不少錢財。
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只有她一人靜靜坐在炕角,摸著肚子,臉上沒有笑,眼圈通紅。
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孩子快要出生的那晚,她疼得幾乎咬碎了牙關。大夫搖頭說,母體不穩,要做選擇。89Please respect copyright.PENANA5hpphbAptn
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婆婆毫不猶豫:「保小的。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAbCAA7yNBqN
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她聽見這句話,眼淚就這麼滑落了。她沒說不,甚至還笑了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAtHbuyLZrZM
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她伸手摸了摸自己的肚子,喃喃自語,像是在安慰什麼人。89Please respect copyright.PENANA94JVDssrRP
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那夜格外寒冷,是六月天,可是吹來的風像冰。89Please respect copyright.PENANALI3yCDnOHW
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她就這樣死了,連遺言都沒留下。89Please respect copyright.PENANAS7pheLXJSd
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夫家只是簡單地埋了她,草草立了一塊無字碑。有人問:「怎麼不刻名字?」
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婆婆說:「一個媳婦而已,死了就死了,再娶一個便是,哪需要留什麼名字。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAQUHRuR9eCS
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她的家人曾來過村子一次,但最後遭夫家唾罵一頓,只好低頭離去。她的父親當場跪在村口哭了整整一夜。
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孩子長大後不知道母親在哪,只知道村頭那座山上,有個「女人的墓」。
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多年後,村裡的小孩問:「奶奶,那墓上為什麼沒名字?」
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老人坐在大石上,目光望向遠方,輕輕搖頭。
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「不孝有三,無後為大。」