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Anderson sat in a chair in a dark, deep room, his mind19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvectqbfuMZ
repeating, "What did I say?" His father lay there, mouth open, hands19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN4xtGuISQ
icy cold. He stared at him as if he were bound to a chair with the tag19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXDRHm4GhL
"grief," pierced by the blade of regret. His heart pounded in his19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzzV4edYuA
chest.
Oh no. I'm fatherless.
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comfort him.
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father die?" he grumbled. "Well. there goes my dad."
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teacher and mentor. Now, all of that was lost. He felt broken, unable to19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKwTXmN1dn
envision a future.
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did You leave me? I hate You—I don't love You. Why didn't You save him? God,19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMqN2tyMH9
I'm trapped in Your silence. Please, speak to me! Are You even there? God.19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSEUS1XsQN
hello? Come on! Where are You?"
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grief was overwhelming.
"You are so mighty. but I do not believe in You."
Let me die. Just let me go.
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"God, are You even hearing me? Come on!"
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a three-trillion-ton building had crashed down on him, annihilating his soul19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMmkPYmzOb
and leaving him with nothing.
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to speak it because he believed that to do so would dishonor his father's name,19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXJDVMzH7r
but at the same time, he could not ignore it.
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him: "This is not your fault."
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something—a presence.
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had He stayed? Why would He still love him after all he had just said?
He recalled God telling him that everything would be okay,
he was not sure if19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBH5KwzL9Fs
God was real.
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