四週年的時候以為是賽博龐克設定,結果正式公布發現不是,但我的腦袋已經歪了只好寫了。39Please respect copyright.PENANA4xTYTsY0x8
話說賽博龐克應該是甚麼樣子的呢?39Please respect copyright.PENANAIcVK0bwx5H
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「只要你能幫我擺脫這些人,我願意為你做一件事。」39Please respect copyright.PENANACwwHQ8TsqX
「任何事?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAJG2u38vwRH
「是的,任何一件事。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAKOAqcIArhR
39Please respect copyright.PENANAmUfxjMCnOH
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——在這個地帶遇見圍毆現場的機率是八成。 39Please respect copyright.PENANAOEF7Tca9X6
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在聽到結實的肉體擊打聲時,他停下腳步。現在是百分之百了。39Please respect copyright.PENANANVv0QJfE9z
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——撿到勉強能用的屍體的機率是三成,如果走路速度不加快的話,機率會下降到兩成。39Please respect copyright.PENANA6MTOIqSIUv
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他扶了扶臉上的面具,發現自己就算用跑的機率也不會因此上升,於是決定以不會下降機率的速度走向聲音源頭。39Please respect copyright.PENANAzI1rZfPWkz
這個地區治安不好,在這種沒有光照的深夜,狹窄複雜的巷弄中,多欺少的暴行會結束得很快,屍體的狀況基本上都不如預期,良率極低,唯一的好處是這裡的屍體撿走了也不怕人追究。39Please respect copyright.PENANAiHvCk31SWf
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叫喝聲和物品碎裂聲在巷裡回響,讓人牙酸的尖銳聲響不時傳來,但除了他之外沒有其他人往裡頭走。39Please respect copyright.PENANAnKqRRTdAlb
好奇心只有死人和外地人有,這兩者在此處屬於同義詞。39Please respect copyright.PENANAKbiyXQWWND
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他在混亂中聽見一聲槍響,按照守則,他將手伸進衣服內袋裡,那裡藏著一把手槍。39Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7c97JbI7k
在即將抵達時,一道突來的光亮讓他頓住腳步,雖然他很快就反應過來,但已經來不及避開眼前朝他跑來的人了。39Please respect copyright.PENANALvQmwdNuwW
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帶著濃厚的血腥味,他和那人一同撞倒在地。39Please respect copyright.PENANA1W5JbG6fYh
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沒等他站起來,壓在他身上的人立刻抓著他翻了個身,他被當成盾牌,背後挨了一棍棒。39Please respect copyright.PENANAIcMBwacg0d
39Please respect copyright.PENANA4eWpu7QVUp
「哐啷」的聲響讓他愣了愣,大腦開始重播一週前被シン提醒的「禿鷹不會阻礙鬣狗群狩獵」之類的話,身體則本能的掏出手槍,往回瞥一眼開出三槍。39Please respect copyright.PENANAZtl4dIHwJr
不用確認,他就知道自己少了三具能撿的屍體,不過應該還會剩幾個才對,至少拿他當盾牌的那個鐵定還能用。39Please respect copyright.PENANAEixDlX4ByJ
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開出的那三槍讓他找到空餘從地上爬起來,在他身後是剛剛撞倒他的倒楣鬼,面前則是三具屍體和四個輕重傷不一的人。39Please respect copyright.PENANARyb7yOIn6g
看著這人數差,他忍不住挑了挑眉。雖然知道是多欺少,但沒想到人數會如此懸殊。39Please respect copyright.PENANAAcx8TzgDpK
39Please respect copyright.PENANAW3Ocd7tuMw
朝著眼前那四人,他舉起手槍。39Please respect copyright.PENANAi2mAbf2bwF
他只幹禿鷹的活,所以接下來該做什麼他完全沒有頭緒。39Please respect copyright.PENANA2r5sWTZsec
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他可以叫這四個人乾淨漂亮的去死嗎?39Please respect copyright.PENANA3mZUBIuZrr
——四具屍體,機率為零。39Please respect copyright.PENANANrYlC2eP6T
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那讓他們不過度破壞的自相殘殺,剩下活著的可以離開?39Please respect copyright.PENANADsdo7TEcOj
——三具或兩具屍體,機率為一成,主要困難點是屍體無法維持理想狀態。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqGKzy4uEO0
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怎麼想都找不出適合的方法。適合的方法或許在鷹見或ソテツ那類型的腦袋裡,但沒裝在他這裡。39Please respect copyright.PENANAt6D0YZQZJ5
所以他向來只幹禿鷹的活。39Please respect copyright.PENANAuywNTchmWz
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要不讓他們打完好了。39Please respect copyright.PENANALl9LyLh70z
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就在他做好決定時,背後被抵上一個硬物,應該是剛剛聽見的槍響來源。39Please respect copyright.PENANAil0ZpufYeq
被抵著的位置不太好,如果被貼著開槍,他的下半身會立刻失去機能。39Please respect copyright.PENANASKlvygr3mt
39Please respect copyright.PENANAhVc2IjjaKg
「朝著那邊隨便一個人開槍。」抵著他的人低聲說道。39Please respect copyright.PENANAeQJolxmzTy
「任何人?任何部位?」39Please respect copyright.PENANA4R07TIZ1Ut
39Please respect copyright.PENANAwH8irzATxR
「除了我之外的任何人,你願意開槍的任何部位。我推薦腳踝,這會讓你我都好過很多。」39Please respect copyright.PENANASkZy02Uzr1
那人的呼吸帶著血氣,他快速回顧了下和這人撞上時的畫面,雖然只有幾眼,但足夠讓他判斷這人的狀態有多糟。39Please respect copyright.PENANA2Jn01UCGM1
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前面幾個人會怎樣他還算不準,但後面這人只要再多僵持十分鐘就會倒下,倒下時可能會順便給他一槍。39Please respect copyright.PENANA4t6gJFK4Qy
在這裡等人來維修有點麻煩。他一邊想著,貼在板機上的手指稍微伸展了下。39Please respect copyright.PENANAB5qY6LEUHG
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「如果我不願意開槍呢?」他問。39Please respect copyright.PENANAiyo0oWzLFd
39Please respect copyright.PENANAW5jL7kcZsI
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在離開研究室時,晶笑他要去當禿鷹,去撿哺乳動物的屍體,他覺得這描述很準確,但後來走過來的シン態度卻不是這樣的。39Please respect copyright.PENANA0JMOZ9rWX5
大部分的話他都聽不懂,但現在重新回顧一遍,應該是說他不是做禿鷹的料。39Please respect copyright.PENANANn8RujylSl
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捕獵是禿鷹活下去的方式,而在他這裡,即便不捕獵他也能活著,而且他有比活著更重要的事情。39Please respect copyright.PENANAYbbhl1sbat
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「沒時間找旅店了,就在這裡吧。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAq13EhKAphs
「我無所謂。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAebWgba2ZdA
39Please respect copyright.PENANAPU0Az8jAnY
剛才還握在他手上,前後開了七槍的手槍被扔在一邊,彈匣已經空了。他則雙手高舉的站在黑洞洞的槍口前。39Please respect copyright.PENANA85wbv974Pu
其實槍膛裡還剩一發,不過在他答應對方的要求後就派不上用場了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAhBRQIsb8qo
39Please respect copyright.PENANAlHCsL1aDr3
「我聽說一般人在做這種事之前是需要準備的。」他看著眼前的槍口,想著在巷口裡那一聲槍響,地上的彈殼,對方那緊貼著板機不怕走火的手指,這把槍才是真的空了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAM2eTLLU5Ec
39Please respect copyright.PENANAkmrGVSl9JS
他發現自己很喜歡眼前的人虛張聲勢的樣子,所以老實地假裝自己被嚇著了。39Please respect copyright.PENANA4IK4Kk5tEs
39Please respect copyright.PENANA7rqrbuDA8O
「你答應過的,任何事。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAnb7t9fUjjn
他讓自己吞了吞口水,說出口的話打著顫。39Please respect copyright.PENANAPI47pztQHp
39Please respect copyright.PENANAvKGKBX47Ef
「是,任何事,當然。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA6KENCRj8Rb
39Please respect copyright.PENANAdVx40l9kFF
那人一邊說一邊用手背狠狠地擦了嘴角的血,他的狀況很糟,但比預期的十分鐘又多撐了一倍的時間。39Please respect copyright.PENANAn2ZVkntcVL
這段時間裡他用單手綁了繃帶,給自己止血打止痛藥,熟練的處置動作讓他又多了少則一小時多則六小時的清醒時間。39Please respect copyright.PENANAXEtYxOnP5x
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夠他們在路邊打一砲了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAgebN1ylNU8
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「如果我不願意開槍呢?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAfFjH8sy9Vz
39Please respect copyright.PENANA2yTMlSGqjY
「在你剛剛殺了三個人的前提上,你認為現在最危險的會是誰?」39Please respect copyright.PENANApgFmOjiagc
「你覺得是我,而不是我跟你?」39Please respect copyright.PENANArySlI1vfRe
39Please respect copyright.PENANACCZDCX3ymU
身後的人笑了一聲,聲音沙啞且虛弱,但蓋不住話語中那由上對下的遊刃有餘。39Please respect copyright.PENANAbAs2Ug28UB
「那為了我們,把剩下的四發用上,好嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANA2zCUjTHcFa
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遠處的燈光在他弓起的背上罩了層白紗,他面前的身影則蒙上黑影,只能從微亮中得到一點輪廓。39Please respect copyright.PENANAcZCIogG1oG
但他的眼睛還是能看清那張沾了塵土血汙的臉。髮色是不存於此地的嫩綠草葉,眼眸是某種泛著螢光的礦物,原本鮮紅的血液在他額前漸漸變得如焦土般乾黑,剛才用力擦過的唇鮮紅得像剛經歷過一場激烈的長吻。39Please respect copyright.PENANA4sI1JJLObt
——然而他們之間並不會有這樣浪漫的東西存在。39Please respect copyright.PENANAyFUWfoAe6C
39Please respect copyright.PENANAnvJ6tmuBPu
冰冷的槍管正壓著他後腦勺,那雙在暗處中淬著綠光的眼睛緊盯著他,傷痕累累卻還留著獵食者的眼神。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3ywpDu8OJW
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那人自稱リンドウ,於是他將自己稱作メノウ,分離後他們會變成另一種植物,另一種礦石,記不記得住,真假與否都毫無意義,就只是多個用來發聲的字眼而已。39Please respect copyright.PENANAmm4Ulsl5Cw
39Please respect copyright.PENANANmSKAJBSbb
リンドウ雙腿微張斜靠著牆,讓メノウ站在他兩腿之間,也讓兩人視線的距離不至於相隔太遠。39Please respect copyright.PENANAVYwZTQEQgT
リンドウ不願意躺在地上,於是他們像青苔那樣附著牆靠著。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHOLpRpWXSO
39Please respect copyright.PENANAS9vko3trpd
メノウ一手勾著リンドウ的腰,手背壓著粗糙的牆,手掌則貼著他後腰那片光滑的皮膚,另一隻手落到リンドウ腿間,尚未勃起的性器溫順的靠著他的手腕,從未被外物入侵過的後穴則倔強地絞著他的指尖。39Please respect copyright.PENANACcSrw02dQV
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此刻的リンドウ是個矛盾的集合體。39Please respect copyright.PENANAAiBjjx9XJ0
他在狼狽逃跑時碰上メノウ,僅憑一個小小的意外就讓他逮到機會翻轉立場,從落單的獵物變成牽著獵犬的狩獵者。39Please respect copyright.PENANAgCCmM7LsmL
就算是兌現「任何事」的此刻,他看起來都不像有所虧欠的那方,而是高高在上施捨的放款人,抵著的手槍像在實行監管一般。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3jxyLXQqFd
39Please respect copyright.PENANApQwBI0l8IF
「你這樣我很擔心你會在高潮時失手把我打穿。」メノウ覺得自己後腦勺那一小塊皮膚都要沾上硝煙的氣味了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJxP7LiAY1L
39Please respect copyright.PENANATrKa3Nlr9Y
槍口輕輕敲了敲他的腦袋。リンドウ緊抿著唇,眼裡帶著年長者般的寬容和憐憫。39Please respect copyright.PENANAkQhAbxgJ5N
你覺得有可能會發生這種事嗎?那雙眼睛這麼說著。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3mxYvsOtbe
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那是一把沒了子彈的槍。メノウ知道,リンドウ更是心知肚明,更重要的是他們都看穿了彼此的偽裝卻樂於持續。39Please respect copyright.PENANAm0WY67CEzg
39Please respect copyright.PENANAREGSFyYSX8
メノウ注視著那雙帶笑的眼睛,手指在乾澀的身體裡肆意摸索,當他擦過某處時,リンドウ的腦袋突然往後仰,狠狠的撞了下牆壁,他的喉結、要害,在メノウ面前顫抖著,抵著腦袋的槍口蹭過他的頭髮,偏向了無光的夜空。39Please respect copyright.PENANASybVocG8q6
39Please respect copyright.PENANA74K4H3XeES
メノウ將嘴貼近他的喉嚨。青色的脈搏在蒼白的頸上隱隱浮出,像攀著岩石的樹根,光是呼吸的起伏便能勒死這個人。39Please respect copyright.PENANAsIoRGJ1Eib
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「是這裡嗎?是這裡對吧。」メノウ的嘴隔著面具,貼著リンドウ的耳畔說話,學著他說「好嗎」時,那溫柔又帶著殘酷的口氣。39Please respect copyright.PENANAoJJEEA7LWZ
リンドウ的唇勾起了極淺的微笑,像是對飼養寵物的縱容和讚許。39Please respect copyright.PENANAcNZMs7cHRl
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他的笑稍縱即逝,當メノウ插入第二根手指,反覆揉弄他的前列腺後,他開始得咬著唇才能讓自己不發出聲音。39Please respect copyright.PENANAppKagObkfC
槍的握把軟綿綿的敲在メノウ背上,這時他的樣子才稍微像個被按在牆上用手指操的人。39Please respect copyright.PENANAGbsdEeAeWi
39Please respect copyright.PENANAwEVvuNct7H
メノウ把膝蓋嵌進他腿間,讓他發顫的下半身不至於跪倒在地,メノウ那貼著他會陰的手掌和微微曲起的腿成了他在這世上唯一的支撐。39Please respect copyright.PENANAsgryLtv3Kj
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這感覺很好。因為前面被這人壓著,所以立場顛倒時支配的快感更顯甜美。39Please respect copyright.PENANAPQkWr0jLJY
他覺得自己深入的並不單單是個可用於性交的部位,而是一顆心臟,只要他動動手,リンドウ就會痛苦的喘氣,而這巨大的疼痛還夾帶著愉悅的痙攣,讓他即便臉色青白,身體卻還是討好的吮著手指。39Please respect copyright.PENANApBvHOsOzfn
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メノウ仰起頭,嘴唇隔著面具的稜角戳了戳他額頭上乾涸的血痂,又磨了磨他嘴角邊的血跡,疊加的疼痛讓リンドウ瞇起了眼,睫毛被汗水和淚水糾結在一起,在眼皮上印出水痕。39Please respect copyright.PENANAxURzKZJ3JL
他的嘴沒有漏出半點呻吟,但那黏稠纏綿的呼吸像泥沼一般淹沒言語,說著他的忍耐和艱難。39Please respect copyright.PENANA6UFEbsTOjv
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這時,リンドウ空著的手貼上了他的手腕,纖長的手指覆上了手背。39Please respect copyright.PENANAxcnAp0NeaK
メノウ挑了挑眉,放任リンドウ的手指貼著他擠入後穴中。39Please respect copyright.PENANAZh2sk3WYDo
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當第三根手指好不容易擠入時,他注意到那雙翠綠色的眼睛有短暫陷入呆滯,緊咬的唇微微張開,撕裂的疼痛讓他的腰像要折斷一般拱起。39Please respect copyright.PENANAQTOib0HWAY
那裡就像個不合尺寸的套子,折磨著參與這場交媾的所有人,他跟他的手指是除了這人本身外的第二層受害者——倘若他的手指會呼吸,想必已經窒息在這生澀的身體裡了。39Please respect copyright.PENANADhE0r4p79I
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他開始懷疑這人是第一次做這種事,只要擠進足夠多的事物就能順理成章的變得柔軟,然後迎來結束。39Please respect copyright.PENANAx1J2hlFSDy
可リンドウ下身的反應立刻駁斥了メノウ的推測。39Please respect copyright.PENANAIMQBUbyU5G
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那原本低垂著的性器沒有在メノウ溫和的擴張中動搖,而是在這緊箍的疼痛中站起,前端楚楚可憐的淌著透明的水液。39Please respect copyright.PENANALFuu45mkr0
或許,他只是偏愛疼痛,追求某種自我毀滅、處刑、解脫。他發現這樣的痛苦正應了リンドウ的所求。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3IahjNcN3y
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這個メノウ只認識了半小時,連名字都是虛構的人是個矛盾的集合體。39Please respect copyright.PENANAaeIkqncmm7
時有時無,若隱若現的支配和掌控藏在他身上每個角落。メノウ有時覺得自己佔了上風,有時又覺得那只是對方的讓步產生的錯覺。39Please respect copyright.PENANA53edmSwjY3
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在這短暫的半小時裡他總在不斷的意識到新的事物,回過神、清醒,接著再次沉入錯覺的陷阱中。39Please respect copyright.PENANAeQxDBdmehE
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メノウ將手指緩緩抽出,他看到一點汗水劃過リンドウ的臉頰。39Please respect copyright.PENANAfmgQlGPr0n
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他撥開面具,將自己的臉暴露在空氣中,像接受施捨一般,舌頭虔誠的捲起這純潔的水滴。39Please respect copyright.PENANAKCh9jlCrrX
而那假意退出的手指則狠狠地撞進深處那點,リンドウ悶哼了一聲,射在他的手臂和小腹上。39Please respect copyright.PENANAAMiYUcux6F
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「你喜歡疼痛嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAx788oMpQOp
「是什麼讓你這麼認為的?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAJkrTwPCHtp
39Please respect copyright.PENANAC9bVESwqba
「你喜歡羞辱嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAj1A0GEbqWH
「你覺得你剛才那樣算羞辱嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAOHtxbjtHP4
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「難道你是因為我的臉射出來的?」39Please respect copyright.PENANA3RBcmItu0l
「更準確來說,」39Please respect copyright.PENANAKWeEHxZn4g
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リンドウ沒有說完話。39Please respect copyright.PENANA1xqMBfn1UI
他的左手像滿月的夜晚從地裡攀出的骷髏般帶著沉默的詭異,纖長的食指和中指輕輕按在メノウ兩側眼瞼上。39Please respect copyright.PENANA4GvScJJPAq
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當他說起「任何事」時,メノウ第一個想到的是他的屍體,更具體的,他想到了那對翠綠色的眼眸,他覺得自己能用好幾個夜晚凝視這片帶著劇毒和穿透力的綠霧。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJIk36lvf1I
如果能帶著這具屍體回去,他會在某個無人看管的夜晚挖走他的眼睛,把泡著眼球的標本罐和裝著毒氣的鋼瓶放在一起。多麼完美。39Please respect copyright.PENANAzgtUohOsP1
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他還想到了那句「為了我們」,這句帶有親近表象的話語像深谷中的迴響,像鐘擺一般敲著他無機物構成的身軀。39Please respect copyright.PENANAExpFCSG9T8
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他想了許多,然後發現他對眼前的陌生人抱有過多的想要,反而哪個都無所謂,擁有選擇權有時也是種困擾。39Please respect copyright.PENANAKQza9S1WgD
他不需要只能重播的記憶,所以他對這人別無所求,對所有一切,對不管是作為禿鷹還是獵犬的生存方式都不感興趣。39Please respect copyright.PENANAV0vjkwIxoU
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從靈魂上剝離的碎片會成為永遠的過去,即便把那聲音和視線的源頭握在手上,也只是空的彈殼。39Please respect copyright.PENANA38pwg5N5ar
他深諳於此,所以沒有追求。他佯裝在乎地開口:39Please respect copyright.PENANAadQ2EdUhEr
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「你願意被我擁有嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANATDlYYhG2Pm
「任何事,任何一件事。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAfiy5gUlcyX
那人的視線變得柔和,像弦月一般。他覺得自己像是個脆弱的玻璃工藝品,被這樣輕柔的月光,被一襲薄紗壟罩著。39Please respect copyright.PENANAu9geRxv6c7
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「你能為我攤開身體嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAQpXLB5TRs8
「我想我說的是任何一件事。」39Please respect copyright.PENANANycPv0glcz
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「你能讓這個時間更長久的持續嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAefVFDB4Ovq
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那人伸出手,蒼白的手掌貼上他的手,這時他覺得自己變成了眼前這人的影子,被牽著手,掰開手指卸了手槍,十指緊緊的扣在一起。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqZEHiFJM1y
「你何不說你想上我?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAkAa6oFISni
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是啊,是有這麼一個選項。39Please respect copyright.PENANAZzlBGQPpQl
壓低的嗓音,繾綣的注視,更多隔著衣物沒能見著的神秘,更多卻又不至於變得煩膩的時間。39Please respect copyright.PENANAyEs3efoVGe
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於是那把尚有餘裕的手槍被冷漠的丟到一邊,只剩下硝煙氣味的空槍貼上他的腦袋。39Please respect copyright.PENANAEXMvaC8yT8
他聽見空蕩蕩的槍管中傳出笑聲。「是的,就這麼做吧。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAQwyLbn0uHR
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「除了終結之外的任何一切,你願意展示的任何地方。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAqegrWw60E2
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當リンドウ射精那一刻,他短暫體會到支配和擁有的快樂,從リンドウ身上得到的自由是如此的珍貴,讓他陷入一種仿若高潮的恍惚中。39Please respect copyright.PENANAq4hAazyjY1
リンドウ沒有展現出更多自己,而是為他展示了メノウ本身。39Please respect copyright.PENANAFpKkb8JGtz
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空氣、思考、名為「自己」的抽象概念……從未有過這樣的時刻,能讓他辨別出失去和擁有這些之間的區別。39Please respect copyright.PENANAbarWUVXJzK
他發現自己像那把被扔在一邊的手槍,肚裡被消耗得空無一物,胸膛卻還留著一發足以將人開腸剖肚的慾望。39Please respect copyright.PENANApyViNi8EpE
當他和リンドウ的任何事結束後,他會去找到那把被丟到一邊的槍,把深藏心中的火藥送進リンドウ胸口處,為拴著他脖子,只願意分與他幾毫升快樂的支配者獻上永恆。39Please respect copyright.PENANAxcpcrXfrEw
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——哪個都無所謂,一無所有和擁有一切在他這裡一視同仁。39Please respect copyright.PENANAAKfoBTs5Pr
但鮮血會塗滿他燃燒殆盡的軀殼,他會擁有帶血氣的呼吸和意識到自己永遠缺少了什麼的瞬間。39Please respect copyright.PENANAdzEtvw0CZZ
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帶著對未來的想像和過去的回味,他被リンドウ按著肩膀坐在地上。39Please respect copyright.PENANApjP0Y1b8iY
リンドウ把他的皮帶挑開,將他的性器釋放出來,接著困入溫熱的口中。39Please respect copyright.PENANAFiiRKMZVv8
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他歪著腦袋,眷戀且惋惜地撫摸著リンドウ的頭髮、耳後、被性器撐開的嘴角。39Please respect copyright.PENANAcJGME6IOEm
低垂的眉眼讓身下的人看起來乖巧且無害,メノウ卻已經被馴化,期待又畏懼於他所表現的任何柔軟。39Please respect copyright.PENANAmo0cFgpEhh
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舌尖挑弄著前端,每一處凹陷,每一寸鼓脹,都被細緻的照顧著,他那被刻意設計得和人類相仿的器官逐漸脹大,細微的電流在他的腦袋裡流竄。39Please respect copyright.PENANAgtr0vbyuuz
撫摸的手揪緊那頭將不存於世上任何角落的綠色髮絲,他彷彿看見了リンドウ的微笑,看見他游刃有餘的注視著メノウ,見證他陷入渴求的模樣。39Please respect copyright.PENANAbsftzsbA1N
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他把那張臉按進下腹的皮膚和毛髮中,又接著提起。39Please respect copyright.PENANARcNr2oSVkN
即便如此他依然覺得自己是被牽著的影子,手指間捏著的每一縷髮絲都是魁儡的吊線。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHeBHWaj8KM
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直到他射進リンドウ嘴裡,聽見咳嗽聲,看見身體裡不帶生殖意義的白色液體進到リンドウ喉嚨裡,又混著他嘴角的血溢出時,他又感覺到了自由。39Please respect copyright.PENANAsh3lWrz2EU
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他因為缺氧而開始依戀呼吸,為了讓這份愛意更加深刻,他又將自己的腦袋埋進水中。39Please respect copyright.PENANA7VBpkkWEcZ
窒息於リンドウ賦予的拘束,雙眼、手指、聲音和嘴唇。39Please respect copyright.PENANACSj5nbGeWY
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他像失去視力一般,反覆撫摸著リンドウ的臉龐,把他臉上每個弧度和線條都刻在手指上。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJdFoaMiNtr
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啊,請告訴我你的名字,你過去到達過的土地,未來將去往的地方。39Please respect copyright.PENANAADM9Sit5xo
啊,請永遠的,永遠的,亙久不變的成為我的海水。39Please respect copyright.PENANAWnsCetBncV
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啊——他看見リンドウ的雙唇微微張開,看見他手上握著的,屬於リンドウ自己的,徒有軀體而無內裡的槍械。39Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q4md9YlEV
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他癡迷的看著那把槍,深木色的握把,朝他的頸側重重砸下。 39Please respect copyright.PENANAfSNg2yC4YK
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在思考功能中斷前一刻,他想到那把留了一發子彈,卻無處可發洩的手槍,還有リンドウ那縱容著他,理解著,卻什麼都沒交付給他的冷漠。39Please respect copyright.PENANAMyJ8nMmQZh
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——那是一把早在他們遇見之前便已空虛的手槍。39Please respect copyright.PENANAE16eFyHXYT
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他在混著雜音的黑暗中回憶起這件事。39Please respect copyright.PENANA2L1YrC8PYl
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