現在想想,一開始是我把她的理性冷肅,75Please respect copyright.PENANAYA2zBTthtP
誤以為凉薄溫柔,並被這種穩重寡言深深的引誘了,75Please respect copyright.PENANA01USEF600x
但即使在夏天,也沒有人可以一直承受時暖時冷的她,雖然是她先走的,後來我再次靠近,弄清缘由,又被她的話語所吸引,而因她承受無盡痛苦。75Please respect copyright.PENANA56TrbLKwP4
令我感到這段關係終成曇花。75Please respect copyright.PENANATtC6iEemzK
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沒有人能長久擔起另一個人的生命。75Please respect copyright.PENANATLn2FKozTT
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她看著我,開始出現朝生暮死的疲弱。75Please respect copyright.PENANAzNDcLSotq0
因此我有時若即若離,75Please respect copyright.PENANAc7Uaw2MZiu
只為了我不要過份倚賴她,75Please respect copyright.PENANAyJzvhZkTEc
但不要完全切斷關係,要像蜻蜓的翅膀斷裂,細若游絲地維持。75Please respect copyright.PENANASys8Db7EZD
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最後她對我的同情,無奈,她沒有拒絕我。75Please respect copyright.PENANAXnMSjYd8yI
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但我們都清楚,或者至少她知道,75Please respect copyright.PENANAhZ8EBPmg7o
這段關係的開始意味着一切關係的結束。75Please respect copyright.PENANAP5iz4If6j2
有時我甚至覺得她只是想擺脫我。75Please respect copyright.PENANAJG9QpE8mln
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因为我對她的依賴,她對我的縱容,75Please respect copyright.PENANAQNR1DuSBMd
把我們驅趕到一條死路上,永遠的,唯一的,75Please respect copyright.PENANAlYgxeCRX3a
她可以忘記我,不痛不癢,但我沒法忘記她。75Please respect copyright.PENANA9j8a6T0ahZ
我愛上她是一件命中注定的事。75Please respect copyright.PENANAV0Ttg2Ejfq
但精神的脆弱,讓我們實質是在天台邊緣行走,75Please respect copyright.PENANAbnhsXbwEX9
或者是在吊橋上搖搖欲墜,75Please respect copyright.PENANAedJCi6eClb
所以我們的結局也是命中注定的事。75Please respect copyright.PENANAlenCxqauFC
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也許沒有對方會自在很多,75Please respect copyright.PENANA4SsuqOSMHg
我仍然不曉得她是怎樣想我的。75Please respect copyright.PENANAlsdqhIkwdT
仔細想想這是事實,我不願意有人離她更近,75Please respect copyright.PENANAX1WBFIeWsW
因為我已經那樣依賴她了,在深夜裡崩潰,第一時間是給她打十一個電話,不為別的,只是想聽見她的聲音,我在嗚咽裡斷斷續續講述我有多不捨得她,只差把「我喜歡妳」這層心照不宣的秘密捅穿,她卻不為所動,只是當這件事為小孩子的哭鬧。75Please respect copyright.PENANAwGte4vtSEB
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這個世界上沒有什麼人可以毫無條件相信另外一個人,75Please respect copyright.PENANAxEUN1yROEB
這是多危險,孤擲一注的現象,精神失控得連半夢半醒之間都恍惚,每晚都抱著一絲希望夢見她,隱約地知道,她沒有出現過,妄空一場。75Please respect copyright.PENANAXkzXXHcIjy