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荒謬,就是荒謬。我想起在書本中看到的介紹。121Please respect copyright.PENANAXqeoKOGYvJ
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原來飛鳥症*是真的。121Please respect copyright.PENANAuhvnmhUyBx
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振振翅膀,鏡子裡的白鳥和我做了相同的舉動。121Please respect copyright.PENANASTjteRv7Bw
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原來不只自殺,被殺死也會變成鳥的嗎?121Please respect copyright.PENANAFqJNKoJfKu
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鳥類似乎有種奇異的方向感。牠們好像天性即知歸巢在哪,無論身在何處都能感知到該往哪裡飛去;就算腦袋什麼都沒想,身體自然而然也會選擇回家的方向。121Please respect copyright.PENANAGoIKHiTgsq
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跨過深夜之後迎來的便是黎明,我停在公園裡的某棵樹上觀察人群。不遠處有幾對父母陪孩子嬉鬧玩耍,有人拿著手機在講電話;也有人疑似是丟失東西,正在漫無目的地尋找。121Please respect copyright.PENANAYiRvdzHtSq
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暑夏的風不管怎麼吹都是熱的,明明就是在樹底下,卻感覺自己快被烤焦了。原本想飛去北海道,結果飛了不知道多久才發現自己還留在熟悉的東京,好像怎麼樣都不能離開這裡。真奇怪。121Please respect copyright.PENANAG3nJZuIEno
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這裡是我跟夏油傑常來的公園。121Please respect copyright.PENANAED18keOvBg
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其實除了帶便當以外,他以前會在走回家的路上特意帶我繞過來玩設施。我也很喜歡這裡,因為他會在後面替我推鞦韆;再後來,我們會一起坐在鞦韆上看太陽快要落下山頭的樣子,然後再慢悠悠地走上通往回家的路。121Please respect copyright.PENANAxafHtWOzeY
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交往後的某天,他一如既往地陪我看夕陽西沉。我回憶起這件事情,然後說:「……其實小時候只覺得你這個人很好,長大後才明白那是一種浪漫。」121Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fk1W7Aw6y
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聞言,他忍不住笑,嘴唇輕輕碰了碰我的。是一個帶有汽水味道的親吻,黏糊糊的。121Please respect copyright.PENANA3nvAZaybSn
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「誰讓你知道我的秘密的。」121Please respect copyright.PENANAYaVqi5JXzI
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「所以是因為這樣才對我好?」我盯住他,大有「不交代清楚就完蛋了」的意味。121Please respect copyright.PENANAlkoxmZxGNY
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這是在拷問我嗎。他笑得無奈,然後抬起手,做出投降姿勢:「以前只是聽父母的話,讓我多照顧你一點。後來你知道我的秘密了,就想:那更不能放你離開我了。」121Please respect copyright.PENANAJfRzxLXxOd
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為什麼?我問;他沉吟了下,說:大概是因為,你是唯一一個知道我秘密的人吧。如果你也離開我,那我會很孤單的。121Please respect copyright.PENANAW3WtV20Npj
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後來又補了一句:後面就不這樣想了,只是好像也很難解釋在什麼時候意識到自己喜歡你的。但對我來說,你就是很不一樣。121Please respect copyright.PENANACf4taDgYpe
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現在想起這件事,我好像也開始明白他的心思了。121Please respect copyright.PENANAHI0RKjynCl
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會不會其實從一開始就是我的一廂情願呢?我只是陪著夏油傑走過最寂寞的一段時光,而他誤以為這種陪伴就是愛了。121Please respect copyright.PENANAs5yHYOdHRB
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……所以在意識到「這世界上還有人跟他是同類」的時候,便能無所謂地拋下我了。121Please respect copyright.PENANAqCzBhGrAuv
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「媽媽你看!好漂亮的鳥!」121Please respect copyright.PENANASAhCkUUm7X
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不知道第幾次了。總是會看見有人停下腳步觀察我,或是試圖伸手捕抓我。121Please respect copyright.PENANAe3Cfc4gzcT
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我曾經跟好多人對上視線過。但一隻鳥哪有什麼好稀奇的,即使我是此處鳥群中唯一一隻白鳥也是;對他們來說,就只是隻鳥而已。121Please respect copyright.PENANAemp4t7eTfe
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我想起他注視我的眼睛。121Please respect copyright.PENANAbIMsHmhEZr
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……而對夏油傑來說,我也是這樣的存在吧。121Please respect copyright.PENANAtbLVPk159e
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沒有任何區別。我再一次告訴自己。121Please respect copyright.PENANAyg8ZcnHbhB
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*飛鳥症:文梗,連結是圖片文字說明;與文梗不符的內容均為私設。121Please respect copyright.PENANAN5zyp14ZoY
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祝閱讀愉快。121Please respect copyright.PENANAhofSiXyW01
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