「又...又會咁突然？」我同老豆一樣，隻手不自覺咁微震。就算以前想像過千萬次同阿媽重逢嘅場景，都冇將而家呢個放落其中之一。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCQx8yGqWb
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「係囉，又會咁啱係個腦，你話個天幾大整蠱。」老豆答。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsrKwjjAKJ
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我走入病房，床上面有個女人帶住冷帽，貌似好精神咁凝望住我同老豆，但臉色嘅蒼白已經顯現出佢嘅衰弱。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUdx9xnLux
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原來佢就係我阿媽，我其實一早唔記得佢係咩樣，大概係街上面撞倒都唔會認得果隻。原來佢好靚，係一種純淨無害嘅靚，大概同阿南係同一種美。難怪會有兩個男人為佢爭風吃醋，甚至令輸者難以忘懷。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEIxXqVVDa
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「珊，呢個就係阿正。」老豆向阿媽介紹我，要向阿媽介紹自己親生仔，總感覺有啲奇怪。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4luGUyCB2g
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「正...李卓正。咁大個咁高喇。」佢向我微笑。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJZiMobKaW
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我點點頭，唔知應該以咩反應去應對。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVuCqlnnTV
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「阿媽。」幾經掙扎，我都係叫咗佢一聲。一聽到我咁嗌佢，佢徘徊喺眼圈嘅眼淚已經不停咁流落嚟。或者佢都估唔到，我會咁不計前嫌咁叫佢。
可能因為呢句「阿媽」，同喺街邊同一個陌生人講句「唔該」一樣咁普通，係冇攜帶任何感情或者想法。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRIkntbCpN
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但呢一刻，可能係十幾年嚟，第一次嘅「一家團聚」。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrmsMxc3Yb
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頭先講過，我曾經幻想過呢一刻會係點。會係好溫馨咁大家攬住對方？定係一家人去唔同嘅地方玩？總之都係一啲好美好嘅畫面。但由細個開始已經好盼望嘅「一家團聚」，到真係發生嘅呢一刻，我竟然一啲開心嘅感覺都冇。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7kDr5u1zX
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阿媽不斷喺到同我講返我細個啲嘢，令我感覺到佢希望透過我哋之間稀少嘅回憶嚟同我拉近距離。可惜，佢越係講得生動，就越令我覺得討厭。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjlguwbmS5
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而家即係算點？喺最後嘅日子先嚟玩溫情？原來自己口中嘅唔介意，只係以為以後唔會再見先做到嘅豁達，一旦再見，果種鬱結又會重新走出嚟。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzknk1L1BoW
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但礙於佢係病人，我亦冇當場發難，只有將一口口嘅怨氣監生吞落肚。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf4IfgCjQ0
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而呢個團聚嘅時間亦都只有短短十分鐘，阿媽嘅「現任」已經出現，即使見到我哋一家，仍然若無其事咁走入嚟，終止我哋相隔十幾年嘅重聚，就好似當年一個唔該，就走入嚟破壞我屋企，搶走阿媽，得返我同老豆相依為命。
「老豆，我返屋企先，阿媽，你好好休息。」喺呢個就嚟窒息嘅空間，我耗盡我最後一絲嘅寬容，令場面唔會以尷尬作結。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlKhVETCPe
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「正。」阿媽叫住咗我。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFjZR0tQrO
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「手術果日，你會唔會嚟支持我？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JpOHT6duD
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「或者啦。」我答完之後就走咗，原諒我真係放唔低。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj0CEEBWBT
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返到屋企樓下，發現阿月一個人喺大堂到瞓著咗。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU5977nPyM
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「喂。」我拍一拍佢，佢先迷迷糊糊咁醒。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEbarcwS4h
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「咁大冷氣你又唔著衫，一陣冷親。」我講。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkjJuMQUVJ
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「你...冇嘢啊嘛？」一見到我，佢就問。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF7bOmw94g
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「咩嘢？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SEYcjjxe1
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「我見你咁趕咁走咗，又冇覆Whatsapp，所以怕你有咩事。」佢答。
其實上天對我都唔差，失去阿南，又將阿月帶到我身邊。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg0n2MuT02
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「白痴，上嚟瞓啦。」我摸一摸佢個頭。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSzIBoGXuH
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上到屋企，佢反而好精神咁拉我到梳化，佢屈起膝咁坐上梳化，唔覺意揚起校裙，俾我睇倒佢黑色嘅喱士底褲。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbx6y0n0Eo
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「坐好啲啦，走曬光。」我講。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgEdwCOdPZ
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「你唔望咪得囉。」佢不負責任咁講，但仍然安份地轉換返個坐姿。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvxdPxbP94
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「點解你永遠都咁包拗頸？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBdkU7gfkb
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「自己覺得啱就要堅持啦，只係好似自己覺得啱嘅嘢往往都有人覺得錯姐。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjjoFzlt00
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「走光都啱？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWxObVBsHU
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「走光邊有話啱定錯㗎，我覺得啱嘅係，喺鐘意嘅人面前就係可以比較隨性啲。」佢已經唔會掩飾對我嘅感覺。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEFT36O46X
