I'm so sorry for my lack of update.
I went to see SIX yesterday until really late so therefore I had no time (and also had a performance just before) and on Thursday I was caught up in drama.
Remember that toxic friend I always talk about? The one who I argued with a couple of months ago? Turns out she posted a TikTok of my old friend group and coloured me in (erasing me from the picture) and also said I caused her mental health issues and loads of other things.
She started cutting because of her sister's death, not because of me.194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡML5pzaQJcU
And the one guy (who was also toxic) from my old friend group replied, saying I was a stranger and a toxic bitch and I deserved it. Wow. What's worse is that the girl agreed saying she didn't know me anymore.194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIEQCLiCnN
We ended things civilly because I wanted us to be okay with each other even if we weren't friends.194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4Y4R7jO24
She complained about being the butt of the joke when we argued, but now I'm the butt of the joke. I did not contact her, but my friend attacked her on TikTok, confronting her about how she was toxic to me more than I was toxic to her. The girl replied to my friend saying that my friend 'didn't have the full story'.194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxdSLLjVQr
Annoying, right?194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qOCu0uzTe
Anyway, they argued loads yesterday, so while I was juggling my performances I was also regularly checking my phone to see the updates on their argument. I feel lucky to have such a good friend who was willing to ruin her friendship/acquaintance (the other girl talked shit about my friend all the time) with the girl to come to my defense.
Thank the Lord.194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mJGZ9ygAG
Mostly everyone is on my side at school, from what I've heard. I don't really care. I've let go of any feeling towards the girl or the guy a long time ago. I knew they were toxic, and I'm okay with it. Why? All they're doing is still spreading rumours about me, even now. While I'm not. I'm being a better person. So she can argue all she wants, say whatever she thinks, but I don't give a fuck anymore.194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27B6MiNxQ1
She could die and I wouldn't care.194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbb3QNuGnFx
I don't even hate her. I can't even feel angry at her for ruining three years of my life. All I know is that I'm not giving her power to ruin my life anymore, and that's good. I've finally understood.194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwRLdBrEur
So, if Chloe or Rafe are reading this today, stop trying to discredit me. It's not working, and all you're doing is making yourself look silly. I'm my own person now, and I don't need either of you. I don't hate you as you hate me because I don't care. You could die in a hole and I wouldn't care. So cheers. Have a good life if you stop trying to bully me online, and have a horrid life if you do.
To all the haters out there: stop. It's not cool.
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Signing out,
Alex <3
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