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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IspVgyWKs
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJPhmnbvO1
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我怎麼能悔恨。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHUHKe7aXK
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe2dDWJ8hN
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx7yT1WNz1
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錯過與放棄。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGMVYOvhr3
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhRDXSUTf3
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiUD5BXi2F
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『If……』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzW9OiwaV3
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbTS0jO5Hz
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L70Oxh1dS
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAspo1K90RZ
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI08daJDKLa
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWbxIVlm0f
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVuzy9UgZJ
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『給十年後未來的你』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iUUwKQ7JD
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYK0ZUxv8B
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcAHUsgPz5
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZZgUP8yNx
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpjv4IC3lf
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8QBC4ixun
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97PT4FFyzz
至今回想卻支離破碎。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIMye0xYoa
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya10JsV6qb
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKsR5oclpW
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba7oLNKYHw
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早就該死亡了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfypGqN1Nnm
早就該離開了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTVjGK8K9H
早就……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBjQzvEBug
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡel0KbHZMpw
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShgR5mzCnT
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZy9kROPud
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPQpwMnWs2
為什麼不能忍耐呢……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrg3yQjmrG
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL4yW8szZ7
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『不要哭。』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03Jh1bh6js
最後，兄長只是這麼說。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4o4NnSvHD5
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWGwyms5LO
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNI9UAyT9F
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhHXenAekh
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到底過了多久呢？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwGkYQBwOM
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EtHgsraso
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9wpJ77nt2
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPqUg8RB7h
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBbepUL0OQ
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他拼命的挖土。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAtPsIMGVZ
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIVgbeJJAn
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztRzq2Jafl
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRlnCbBc73
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDwvmts9V6
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2m91q5Flf
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsN1LnlXAD
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0WjXT8RX0
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjirvywYx9F
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看新聞有感。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJEBXgEhJl
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiinF3UAJZ
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「關於雪的聯想」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnsZv4wbC3
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJh0EmN75O
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFgmoDTswj
乾澀的，卻熱和著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDqHHDPKBR
『你聽』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwseBXXGrR5
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiji4vwwcGA
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD547Ijxu0
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcH4LZc5hw
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『踏雪無聲』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuArHK8srg
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乍然寂靜無聲。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrRVEmth6p
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0a6uO2isX
他張大眼，張口不能言。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVYades2dt
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ub07Q4JmI
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7plMCdEbk
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomtGL9kPiD
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6JfVlJ3Ge
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『請幸福的……』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcEQeLyLTW
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3y8jKtsDA
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1taiydWZv
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yrvCeA5NS
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIPuKZ3pVC
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYUWLGkren
我無法相信話語的真實。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxtzkHpwn7
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我知道，你愛我。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVxRNwTIQT
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mvSsvpcMk
我當然也從你口裡聽到。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8auYdMWFe
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1x3mXPJ66t
你總是會說：「我愛你。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BEdkpXWRG
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是的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIboGfKNUb
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEAT8RJxwL
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsr6m3OLEP7
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKpIAIYMOC
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6RVncXWMv
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『後日談』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxamp2ZiX8b
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zJe8bYmfY
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcxotRxFDq
然後他又重複了一次。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4DaPBqeRr
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XmJow1BiS
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5ISS3q7oe
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW3Kz3BtA7
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fbp4Kjjjp
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「十年」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE8n6B3OyR
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp0mVreSwD
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8OBHZVqj9
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnOFaoh65U
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc3arzQaDn
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因為太感同身受了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFkIhJOJfa
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIRMGGwPe9
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcp0Doctii
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOpcDnJl3U
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V1NiElTJA
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPr0o2vlKfE
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIN4FpBBNK
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO9pZMJpuT
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpMNGjzQ49
他始終是，一個人。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEyYWtveOa
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1zx2saITH
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFgAmQYKOk
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他決定要去旅行。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKRHMqG8o9
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMZZQ5QHtf
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路德也許會生氣吧。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qTmNpKp3k
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRbuZpH9Uc
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkWuK5anoH
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW7dSPPNqm
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6sbA6yLJw
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnW0RWMz2b
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal3V2TvitM
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DrO2HiFRN
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zKZY0pBJT
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfAtC44o3H
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltU9iF1RIc
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWJcwZTz5y
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZSBZArem9
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUit3WDVpj
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XXXHL3Wzf
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKZ6CwyhG5
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他收起相片，忖思。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n4an2OhNh
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡconee03o4r
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78KikieoOq
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dNonlOtCR
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