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『世界上最遙遠的距離』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqT52mo4Tj
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFENKPRryj
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdg1bcimdXp
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我怎麼能悔恨。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1gJhkOaso
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFRNtfOZ1x
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEQAwpMBAR
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錯過與放棄。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGrIQIhjG2
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUkh4jQF51
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4xtEamL4b
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『If……』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pT0wC6xfQ
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94NjFwZ2oq
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGSMLERhRC
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8fUQgE0Bg
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sHvwmRUJ9
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu2PF73jS7
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmUhCYDyhQ
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『給十年後未來的你』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsQLST06Ha
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIJr3AVUOx
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqQijgvZhW
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGuJ47qVVd
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUFr58o4XB
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFOYdmiCwU
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi29O0Tksra
至今回想卻支離破碎。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKQ803ieLI
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLVv0m5DCQ
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIWbasJPSP
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zgzVrDPIW
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早就該死亡了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRcCiWQQuX
早就該離開了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfiNRakrSh
早就……61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRWF5qbIvp
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa6YzmxCqS
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpIuRvVcUd
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteztGxgalZ
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApiwL0MUMO
為什麼不能忍耐呢……61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6jbyAEkIx
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2DW8Ff5RM
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『不要哭。』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LhFK5z2Mr
最後，兄長只是這麼說。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKix7hFQ7NU
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8SJf8TqN3
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrs5mjuZrq
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J1bjnzYOw
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到底過了多久呢？61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rGcseUv9D
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZZicLJBx5
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViRD6eYt56
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9DkyRzY3F
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgYVcKuuhV
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他拼命的挖土。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK7cNroDNV
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLM1m2jL3l
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1iDl9jOcy
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMS2W4V8E4
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0FRBLOEIK
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZLEafIItv
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZgHuuvjOg
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mC3iJT7i4
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbvxAbe1Pd
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看新聞有感。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1FOAkcTkf
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4C924LZlb2
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「關於雪的聯想」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAKu3b0X0f
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0x6oWypZ0
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSM96hivsn
乾澀的，卻熱和著。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5sZXSKzwS
『你聽』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzM6kvltmX
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD2PrSAmV0
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMOXgDhtlj
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi50SIKrDSP
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『踏雪無聲』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpqa4jpCdD
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乍然寂靜無聲。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYkPk9D2GK
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6STnbdXPS2
他張大眼，張口不能言。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TYG6IFh1z
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwxBmeUi6u
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1RjCuCuBc
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN39lvD2iak
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C5MADXbct
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『請幸福的……』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhvrV3jdmy
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMWo17O58k
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTJYpzeIzh
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fbr8MXzod
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutEOGkaPRX
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskzRocuxVO
我無法相信話語的真實。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb45e0N4nd
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我知道，你愛我。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeceZDrc7g6
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZQLIUY80j
我當然也從你口裡聽到。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGlSY943Va
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRJjEHAQLD
你總是會說：「我愛你。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLBiov42dv
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是的。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopH8mxKdRp
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWloJSZcRQK
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BJhzGyBB7
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3SGyBPUcP
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyqvQSszDV
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『後日談』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgVFi1Llc8
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDq5soFAl6
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC27sb8lirp
然後他又重複了一次。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DPfyerVVH
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPBrMqtCRe
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFExrUbZapm
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsL0BjX1ig
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0kXTAxNR4
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「十年」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTy3eFIwYGT
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6R8ZB6wF1
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdA0WtqMxo
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu59P3KywHC
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkFSO73p4k
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因為太感同身受了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu16w412BiW
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdh7y9YxHB
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFji47P5BFj
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO48xKxHkFk
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4DOErRZIH
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAUuscgqnH
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n4Yyy5545
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawKnCHFo8A
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47b84c7e6i
他始終是，一個人。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VvFxXDrie
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHG5rcocnX
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HpsASjgPe
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他決定要去旅行。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiU6k0WPns
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMvIi0mSG6
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路德也許會生氣吧。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bLvBr2nAN
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5ukiMfx0k
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRL96pyuIi
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI8sNHAgeJ
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz6FtknmtS
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt128PPVhsk
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzzZUobRs7
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXWfbM95l8
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLgzN4VuDi
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42cfFFRwz7
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5ArG07c2P
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE5wjuyGQb
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD6LZ24ZPi
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbyK5I50p6
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHg6Tmojeq
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpKNlhLT0x
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他收起相片，忖思。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyExbdtojL
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD3K03UVBE
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1jX37tjLZ
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4ejbUQA9w
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