我認識Ｋ的時候，他已經死了很久，既不記得自己的過去，也想不起來自己真正的名字，只知道自己叫Ｋ。Ｋ？不管怎麼看，都更像是一個代號或者假名不是嗎？當我這麼問Ｋ的時候，Ｋ傻傻的笑了很久，什麼也沒說，一雙清亮的眼睛裡，讀不出來任何的情緒。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxF41kdJiaL
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於是，從暑假搬進這棟房子開始，我不得不和Ｋ這傢伙同居。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zUTKcsC0J
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嗯。就整體來說，Ｋ是個有趣的傢伙，拿第一天我搬進來的事情來說好了－－478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhB3eKvpvj
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那天我剛提著行李進到了房間就聽到浴室傳來了水聲。於是我放好行李後，想也沒想就扭開了浴室的門踏了進去，而當時的Ｋ正在洗澡，氤氳的霧氣讓他整個人看起來更加的飄渺。很香豔是吧？前提是Ｋ沒有發出那種極度女性化的尖叫和下意識遮著胸口、一副我要侵犯他的動作……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3jI8EEiT9
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「你在打些什麼？」一邊壓在了我的背上，Ｋ發出了像是貓咪打呼嚕般意味不明的聲音。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3Dsq9hYL3
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「打第一天我看到你裸體的那件事。」我一邊敲打著鍵盤，一邊伸手將他幾乎快要貼在我臉上的臉推開。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sE20Q722g
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「抗議啦，你怎麼可以寫我的糗事。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsoDpEfRK6
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「抗議無效。」我睨了他一眼，將視線挪回了螢幕。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwrlssmFiZ
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHFXa0zivL
他在旁邊嘟嚷了一會兒，突然發出「嘿嘿嘿」的笑聲，將嘴巴貼在了我的耳邊，小聲的說道：「我不知道你對那天的事這麼念念不忘。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG1jVn1UzA
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKwb8I1cbe
他的氣息噴在了我的耳朵旁，讓我有點癢，大概近似於有蒼蠅在耳邊飛呀飛的那種怪異感吧。沒多久，他發現我沒什麼反應，便有些賭氣的將我的椅子轉向了他，然後一個人全裸的站在我面前擺出各種Pose，但我老是想到他那天發出的尖叫，所以倒也沒有覺得眼前的景象有多麼香豔。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeknuXZ8hHv
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裸體嘛，我看多了。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRteIEa3UeO
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoglsyHN6hW
「怎麼樣？」擺了一陣子，他轉頭看向我，一雙眼睛期待似的閃爍著亮光。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGxiQFvK93
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggiZywzvxV
「什麼怎麼樣？」我挑起了眉問他。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPj9z9YxS8
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CSUj0YPW0
「好看嗎？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8u11icSRrg
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PlzdTkyYU
不，你現在看起來就像一隻想要主人讚美、摸摸的大型犬。我暗自在心理翻了一個白眼，頓了一下，將手環於胸前，靠著椅背敷衍的說道：「嗯、嗯，好看。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MWFupKC1U
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「你騙人。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC2EOXMwWO
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUx7Q4E9TG
現在又變成倉鼠加上怨婦的綜合體。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosqu9RMv0x
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「所以？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDccWhldzFl
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……想捏他的臉。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hafVKAquf
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「喜歡嗎？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ620OqyQdrW
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一般會這麼問嗎？478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXLkAJ20ZM
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRasT0k2fI
我怔了一下，調整好坐姿，看向他，說道：「……我們先來玩一個遊戲，我說什麼話，你就接下去，怎麼樣？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHEKVI9hMa
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnebMbUsuRi
他歪頭想了一下。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTVhgZyneD
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoyflBRzRU
「好。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JNR8nJWgM
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtR6PeAY8p
「如果你三百六十五天，餐餐都吃雞腿……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6XFwJseGq
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKT2NrJ14q
「會膩。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6GTX2ERie
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bhBfBfRQs
「如果你三百六十五天，都看Ａ片………」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSRsqn1kDd
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sM4PPp445
「會煩。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinQeBdkz4K
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「如果……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s5qmZr3yl
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「等等，為什麼都是三百六十五天？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15gkmhEFK0
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34uqwPpa4Q
「這是重點嗎？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LOL3MHFgo
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「哎，不是。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgcBDV8BMx
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「好，那我們繼續？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNIh86cTsP
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「好。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXkEF3zhm3
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdHercbFz6
「如果三百六十五天，你都看同一個人的裸體……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVcZHfqSbE
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC3VuHTImK
「會看到不想再看。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36S4fQTbu2
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「好，我已經回答你問我的問題了。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmDFHvKSH0
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvDQBRhTyw
「……哎？」他瞪大了雙眼看著我，表情呆到不能再呆。「什麼東西？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97ODPEdUI4
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「你剛剛不是問我喜不喜歡你的裸體嗎？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aEm5juHJJ
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznJwe1rPIW
「對……不對啊，你什麼時候回答我問題了？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mYhvn37Zs
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCWFFU8s1j
「重複一下遊戲最後，你說了什麼。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQJ5x7UeMx
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4609rbCzND
「……會看到不想再看？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZZzurcFuT
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「標準答案。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHkY6OF0Ef
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscgWN9Qvsy
「哭杯啦！」發出一聲怪叫，他雙眼泛淚咬著不知道從哪裡來的手帕，連衣服都沒穿上，就衝進浴室，「碰」的一聲將門給關上。於是，我瞅了螢幕一眼，又將視線挪回螢幕上，點開了Google Chrome，在搜尋引擎上鍵入了幾個關鍵字。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ972PERJkSH
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台北、大學生、死亡、新聞。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXfWVfAHaF
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLBNv9vvT1
844,000筆資料。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkFegQaA8c
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我怔了一下，重新在搜尋引擎裡又輸入了幾個關鍵字。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IRNnkvj3h
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8g93QGTBR4
Ｋ、吳興街。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnro1mjCeXO
51,800筆資料。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwZUiGc8Rk
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我怔了一下，拿出筆記本做了一下記錄，將網頁關掉。實際上，在搬進來的幾個月，我和Ｋ比較熟的時候，曾有過一段對話。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShNoK0bxRg
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogWbfMJSIW
「Ｋ，你難道都對自己不好奇嗎？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik2WeHfHNI
「嗯？現在不好嗎？幹嘛這樣問？」他一邊嗑著雞排，一邊嘗試著在房間裡倒立。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw5ozRSmKU
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelXXr4S0jm
「不，我只是有點好奇。不過現在看來，你這傢伙估計是笨死的。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgzsBfEF0b
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKSvFMjblP
「屁啦！」一個翻身，雞排從他嘴裡噴到了角落。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPO0Z2Bg5X
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MssWKO5PY
「根據本草鋼目記載，腦殘沒藥醫。看你那個臉就知道，肯定是腦殘。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8mf0KGNF0
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「腦殘有我這麼帥的嗎？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB2kZxDs8n
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「哟，納西瑟斯。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBSR3oLVpO
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「幹。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDpgiwbE34
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「說正經的，假設你真的死了，你真的打算一直留在這？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThgVwL5mLG
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JmE5LMkLw
「有什麼不好嗎？」他怔了一下，笑的有些勉強。「反正現在有你，我也對現狀沒什麼不滿，不是挺好的？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Gqwj7eNiq
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmyxpdYcSC
「我不可能一輩子都住在這裡，而且你是狗嗎？對你好一點就跟別人跑。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pqp64cHhv
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「哼哼，我可以跟你到天涯海角，就算我是狗也是會看人的。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9fh6693wL
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驕傲屁。我對他翻了個大白眼。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHqNVhQIPH
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TiOjNSeX5
「不要以為我不知道你在想什麼。」換他朝我翻了一個白眼。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3RmvdGYas
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j4EBTt5vY
「難得你有聰明的時候。說真的，在我搬進來之前，這間房間換過多少人？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nh9lvV1GB
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpWjNII8pM
「25人。」一邊說著，一邊盤腿在地上啃著不知道什麼時候被撿回來的雞排。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb4AHOJvep
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「也太多了吧。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLdMLNd1PU
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMp7O1itVo
「沒辦法，誰叫只有你這個奇葩不怕我。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2vEoCi3YD
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4PdgR41UW
「你的裸體……嗯，我好像明白了什麼。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEaNYsFEPe
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAD2uEHhIl
「窗戶在那，慢走不送。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADHdSBfS9k
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「噗。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡio6BmQkjk8
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「髒死了！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLngxozX0vN
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「說正經的，你開始有印象是什麼時候？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdqKEbYzcv
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7omTAjHkh
「三、四年前吧，應該啦。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaUD3MPIfA
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「你……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU9C3nZLXx
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「幹嘛？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTQitdnuD5
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「沒什麼。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMbGWYoRUy
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我自己也不確定這樣做到底對不對，但我想，其實Ｋ並不是真的什麼都不知道，而是不想知道吧。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3nHE95fj2
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「叩、叩」伸手輕輕的敲著廁所的門，我靠著塑膠門板清晰的聽到了裡頭傳來了Ｋ悶悶的聲音說著：「……幹嘛？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehjvWeuHAp
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxExMySMvv
「我要上廁所。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMbCabevSK
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一陣東西掉落的聲音從裡頭傳來，不一會兒，廁所的門就被打了開來，門後是一張嚴肅的不像是Ｋ的臉，卻確實是Ｋ，冷淡的、疏離的Ｋ。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi1uKPp7yd
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「你……」他楞楞地看著我一會兒，最後什麼也沒說，從裡面走了出來，經過我身旁時，聲音像被什麼悶住一樣，輕聲的說道：「進去吧。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AnzVvFTCz
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「喔，好。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yLGJtY8E7
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我不相信Ｋ不知道我在調查他的那件事，就像我並不相信Ｋ什麼也不知道。這樣真的好嗎？我真的不知道，只是很多的時候，我會覺得Ｋ並不像他表面那樣，是那麼開朗的人，他一定在試圖迴避著什麼，迴避著這一切謎題的真相。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwC0EZ7ABZ
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真相固然傷人，但什麼也不做的話，這個傷就永遠好不了了。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7iJUjT3PA
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經過半年之後，我和Ｋ依然住在一起，安靜的、普通的像是往後的日子也如今天一樣沒有過多的變化，那本一直被我放在抽屜裡的筆記本上，只剩下了為數不多的可能。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNkCy2M9MG
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也許，打從一開始我就想錯了方向，被Ｋ誤導。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehhKgtXNRF
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXZPhREiSD
實際上的Ｋ，並沒有死，但也不能說他活著。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19jpnXvCgA
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點開了Google Chrome，再次在搜尋引擎上鍵入了關鍵字。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qrGaeYywr
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吳興街、學生套房、自殺未遂、新聞。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtLy97wmvg
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想了一下，我再次打上了幾個關鍵字。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XJ3v6hX4d
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2012、2013。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOCuGpbVub
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Enter。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu04ZXC64R
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998筆資料。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunW5mluHj4
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「那個笨蛋。」將頭靠在了桌子上，螢幕上的頁面，正刺目的寫著「報導／男大生為情所困於租屋處自殺未遂」。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOeNKZvD8f
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時間，正是三年前。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENhRnAPftW
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如果過去沒有人陪你面對，是不是如今有我可以陪你一起面對？478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4c4NLPTId
「我回……唉，你怎麼睡在桌子上啦。」一樣爽朗的笑聲，我幾乎不用抬頭就可以想像現在的Ｋ是怎麼樣的表情。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg26Hk97I2b
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「我只是在思考，世界上為什麼會有水母這樣深奧的問題。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcDCKfSzro
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「你想養？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhwJZDamyE
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「不，現場就有一隻會講話的。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazwdOiZPeU
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「哭杯啦，為什麼我又變成水母了。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqm5x5UqpM
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「軟體、無腦、手有毒，不是你嗎？尤其無腦這點。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WTBE8VE2g
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「抗議！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcrVVKCr9b
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「抗議駁回。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPiHJ5iO5P
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等到他一如往常的靠在我背後的時候，我才感覺得到他的僵硬。於是，我抬起頭看向他，他的臉是蒼白的，比平常是幽靈的他還要蒼白，臉上的笑笑的很勉強。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMhRuPWk6E
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「你……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICB38eedAk
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「對，我知道了。就像我知道你今天穿的內褲是小熊三角褲。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK8643a9l7
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「變態。」他小聲的咒罵著。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7emcCMaLYt
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ9jS5ef43
「整天裸體的大蝴蝶沒資格說我。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklpxpt7ALr
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「大蝴蝶？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJSVwPVpVp
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「蝴蝶的生活史稱為……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuFD8tfw1F
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「……完全變態。」語畢，「咚」的一聲撞在我的肩膀上。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fp0a7BfEx
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有點痛。我嘆了一口氣，伸手摸了摸他的頭。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcMSdMlnO3
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沉默了一會兒，他雙手還在我脖子上，發出了像悶在什麼東西裡那般模糊不清的聲音問道：「你非得這樣不可嗎？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDR1lZQSmu
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「沒有，我只是想知道你想怎麼做。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAzxd0Njv2
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「什麼怎麼做？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJtKiYEfgU
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「你想死嗎？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED4qpNXxut
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「怎麼可能。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfj1KpnTv4s
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「那為什麼……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIb7j3Oc4l
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他輕輕的嘆了口氣，鬆開了我的脖子。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwLfS4urSk
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「你哪，真是多管閒事。」他發出小聲的嘟嚷。「現在不是挺好的嗎？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89y7OyfrEY
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「任性。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYHUL0geCx
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「白痴。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZR2lDo3VI
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「你在害怕。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMD3GcdV1Bg
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「沒有。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC7wjonTfm
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「你敢說你今天不是穿小熊三角褲？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG40AgsSHx
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI3Ayy9i1x
「呃。」他頓了一下，再度將手還在了我的脖子上，嘆了口氣。「事實上，我不是全部都不記得，遇到你之前我確實是打算就這樣一直過下去，現在也是。所以我不是很明白你為什麼必須要找到我的過去。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCBBN08CLc
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「……這樣真的好嗎？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMASPTbLTD6
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「什麼意思。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJKZI3c9e1
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「字面上的意思。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q3JFj3RTC
「……挺好的。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVmW5qBmu1
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「……看來，你真的是笨死的。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v39a6kOfw
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「才怪。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9qGFeL24S
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「你不可能一輩子逃下去的。」我看向他，他並沒有將臉看向我，只是沉默著。於是，我打開了抽屜，拿出了一封寫著清秀字跡的信。「總得有要面對的時候。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzIujgJYqp
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包括我也是。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIEd6DdJDv
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「這是我朋友五年前寫給我的信，是第一封也是最後一封。」翻過了信封的正面，角落簽著一個小小的名字。「跟你不同，他沒有選擇第二次的機會，所以他自殺了，留下這封信，告訴我他最後的選擇，但實際上裡頭只是一張白紙。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2djvg8Hcxn
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「起初，我以為他是想告訴我，他無話可說，但實際上真的是如此嗎？」抽出了信紙，我另外從抽屜裡拿出了電子打火機。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIJHTgdYR2
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「喀。」壓下了按鈕，火焰很快就從打火機口冒了出來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsk90FmB2v
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「你想幹嘛？」Ｋ忽然有些驚惶的看著我。「喂。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK7g8HU0IE
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事實上，答案一直都很簡單。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1wfRIh7RA
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我並沒有回答他，只是拿著打火機在信紙上烤了烤，紙上很快就有了褐色的痕跡。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJaqm71ZXb
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對不起，我愛你。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k7wWoIuNx
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整整六個字。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0wx7zziX2
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僅此而已。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2puedZmgK
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「……我真的非回去不可？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkk7rAFOy8
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「對。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVTCE6rM3G
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「那……」他猶豫了一下。「……我還可以在回來嗎？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcG8fUm1L0
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「我考慮。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgVtbMXQ3T
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安靜了一會兒，他靠著我的肩膀，帶有鼻音、小聲的說道：「好吧。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBZAVqu2r9
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「那……在讓我多靠一下。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZyIw6EyKH
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「好。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOnxNT7MaW
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「我走了。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkNev4Ex8n
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「慢走不送。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDNYxWDXDT
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他輕輕的點了點頭，轉過身朝門口走去。最後，我仍忍不住出聲叫住了他。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYDcC1ZzBz
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「喂。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM7NBXOWs6
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「幹嘛。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKP0SraA4S
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「記得回來。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UrCE5iFtQ
「好。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlhQNwDNAy
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第一次，他笑的很燦爛，燦爛的像他過去照片裡的那樣。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIWuXhKhsO
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「還有，別再穿小熊三角褲，很蠢。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZpmoyEasv
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果然崩壞了。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZptHQ3mqx
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「欠我的錢記得要還。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vpzGZl8Pd
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「幹。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxYnEGB6lv
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「……你真的很愛罵髒話哎。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfVt68VdGe
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「閉嘴！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaOu188V5m
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「Ｋ。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NgsLG1yNs
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「你到底……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHj6gkCE5P
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「活著回來。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLKBj87X5w
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「好……。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRSAGLtvpG
